What's so wrong with being a silent?

I don't want to change like you ask me to.

Because I'm fudging tired of changing.

You know what, no matter how many times I try to change, all people around me just do not even appreciate it.

And it bloody fudging hurts me so fudging much.

I honestly give up on changing.

I'm crying behind closed door.

If I can take the blame then, just blame me all you want.

If you think that I just make an excuse then just think whatever you want.

Cause I don't give a dumb about anything.

I just really tired to be what you wanted me to be.

Because when I became exactly what you wanted me to,  said it's not good enough (for you).

Then, you told me to be something else.

It was going on over and over again.

Till you didn't realize that I was in deep sheep.