Chaos.
It all starts with chaos.
It gets loud, it gets too much.

I can no longer tell the difference between the thousand thoughts in my mind and the world surrounding me.
I don't know what's real anymore.

My breathing is getting heavier.
The pain in my chest grows with every single gasp for air.
Fear starts to rise within the overwhelming confusion.

Next, my vision blurs.
I can't see the light anymore, I can't see the right way out of this. Just colors, no figures.

My hands are shaking, my legs trembling. Just standing there seems to be the biggest challenge ever.

My heartbeat's running wild.
Adrenaline rushes through my vains as fast as the panic takes over my whole body.

I lost control again.
I don't know what to do anymore.
The only thing I can do is watch myself fall apart until I break into pieces.

Just to fix myself und break again and again and again.