Day 1: The Parent's Image

...okay. Another day, another crappy thing I have to say shit on.

Hmmm... Okay

What do you know of children?
You could answer that now if you liked.

But, I think that the main thing of children, despite the brattiness, the spoiled ones, and the innocent minds they have, is that they represent the parent's image.

Think of it as mixing drinks. So many combinations, one cup. Every drink represents a flavor, and when you fuse 2 drinks into one drink, you could either get the best fuckin drink you had, or you could get a bad one.

In this case..
The flavors represent the parents, and the cup represents the child. When "mixing flavors", or pair two adults with different social lives, their child may be an introvert or a extrovert. Their lives are made of the parent's image, and depending on terrible one parent's social life is may REALLY determine the life on this child. Think of it as the Child's Destined Life, or Co-Gods Plan.

But that is what I think of. Not so sure if that could happen.

If that's the case, then I think that my destiny is ALWAYS going to leave me in complete loneliness. Why? Lemme tell ya.

My mom's social life is pretty bad, like mine. She couldn't make friends or best friends, or hold a stable relationship together, which sends her into a cycle of loneliness and isolation, where her kids are her best friends (highly sure that kids can't be parents friends as they are related to her).

My dad on the other hand has a good social life. He made friends and close friends, but he did some fucked up things, such as leaving mom to deal with her kids.

I guess you could say..
I got the abilities from both parents.
Anger Issues and "Has A Chance to be Divorced" perk from the father,
And Laziness, Depression, Isolation and Loneliness from the mother. I think.

But that is what current me have. I think that my younger self is like.. fuckin.. NONE of those things. Well, actually, the laziness, the loneliness, and the anger issue ones are part of younger me.

Huh... I should really try to remember my past. If only these Lack of Sleep and trauma from the online world didn't make me lose memories of certain friends..

..oh well. Anyway, yeah.

Also, I am thinking of doing this schedule for this shitty book. I may need to post one same day today.

This is AzureScales/TheZetaFlares signing off!

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