Heading back to class after arriving at the gym and realizing her bag and camera had been left behind. Upon returning (f/n)'s eyes landed on something she wasn't prepared to see, it was her boyfriend and Daichi in the middle of a make-out session.

(f/n)'s emerald orbs turned the size of saucers realizing what was happening in front of her. Standing there for what seemed like ages but was no more than a minute before her mind finally caught up to what she had walked in on. (f/n) watched as they sprung apart like they had just been sapped by a live wire. The two boys looked between each other then to the female, their faces reflected just how ashamed, guilty and stupid they were in the moment.

(f/n) opened and closed her mouth a few times trying to get words to come out. The only thing that managed to make its way out was, "why?"

The grey haired setter looked away from the girl he once truly loved, "I'm sorry (f/n)." Looking over at Daichi, "I don't know how to explain this to you."

(f/n) could feel tears welling while clenching her fists, "just try!"

The grey-haired male tried to work through his thoughts but he couldn't explain. How could he when he barely knew himself? Chocking out his answer, "I-I c-can't."

Tears had slowly started to roll down her cheeks, not wanting to look over at Daichi for fear of what she would do. "okay then," with that she turned abruptly and walked out of the room.

Standing there Sugawara could only watch as (f/n) left the room in tears, feeling Daichi's hand on his shoulder. He wanted to go after her but knew it was only going to make things worse. He stood there with Daichi for a while knowing they needed to get to practice. slowly they made their way out of the room noticing (f/n) had left her bag behind. Daichi grabbed her bag knowing that Noya would be able to take it home with him.

Heading down the hallways Sugawara thought over the last week and how he had changed so much that he could end up getting caught with someone else.

Flash Back

1 week ago

Sugawara walked off the bus as they arrived back at school his thoughts were completely scattered. He had just spent the whole bus trip sitting next to Daichi. the whole way back he just wanted to hold his hand and cuddle up to him but instead, they spent the whole time talking about the practice match against Nekoma.

He headed home to be alone with his thoughts. Well, that's all he wanted to do after all these confusing thoughts and feelings were plaguing his mind. By the time he finally got to his room he collapsed on the bed rolling over not even bothering to change.

Heading to school the next day making sure to act normal around everyone not to draw attention to himself but he wasn't sure it was working. He could sense (f/n) knew something was wrong but just brushed it off.

The further the week progressed the more Sugawara realized these feelings weren't going away. He was even struggling to get changed in the club room with the guys around in fear they would know what he was thinking about. He needed to speak with (f/n) about all this, he knew it was going to be hard and wouldn't end pretty but it was going to need to happen sooner rather than later.

By Thursday Daichi could see Sugawara was a complete mess, he was hiding it extremely well behind his charming smile but it was there clear as day. Trying to get Sugawara alone to see how he was doing only seemed to be making things worse so the captain decided to wait till Friday to approach him.

Thursday practice was interrupted by (f/n) asking about taking photos for an art club project. She explained everything to the coach and adviser, winning them over with her enthusiasm. They had agreed she would be taking photos every couple of days to make sure she could keep up with the speed of the game. She would be starting Friday afternoon. This news had put the third year setter on edge knowing she would be able to see straight through him and work out what was happening in his head.

Friday rolled around and by the end of the day, Daichi had pulled his best friend to the side after class had finished.

Looking Sugawara in the eyes wanting a truthful answer, "hey, what's going on lately? I know something been bothering you."

Trying to break his intense gaze, "it's nothing I swear." Scratching his other arm and looking away, "it's just a couple of things I have been trying to wrap my head around that's all."

Daichi looked over his friend, "well you can talk to me about anything you know that."

"I know, it's just I don't think this is something you really want to hear," casting his gaze completely away from the captain.

Concern completely filled Daichi, "what's so bad you can't even talk to me about it?"

A light dusting of soft pink blush spread across Sugawara's face, "i can't because it has to do with you."

Confusion. Daichi was certainly confused, "i don't understand?"

"I wouldn't expect you to Daichi, my head is a complete mess right now!"

"Well let's talk it through then, yeah. Just start at the top."

Breathing out a shaky breath, "okay, well lately i have been thinking about things. Things i wouldn't normally think about."

Daichi nodded his head to continue, he wanted to know if what Sugawara was going through the same he had already worked out himself.

Covering his face with his hands, "i know it's going to sound strange Daichi but i think I'm gay. I know I'm with (f/n) but i don't know i don't want to be physical with her. I can't see me being with her that way. I think i would rather be someone else, a guy no less. It's like i know deep down, i just know." Trying to catch his breath as he finished.

Daichi reached out, taking Sugawara's hand off his face. "I understand. I understand completely what you're trying to say." Daichi gently placed his hand on Sugawara's face leaning in while quietly whispering, "tell me who you have been thinking about."

Sugawara stared into Daichi's eyes, "you."

That's all Daichi needed to hear, slowly leaning forward he ever so gently placed a light kiss against on his friend's lips. Pulling away he could see the realization cross over the setter's face.

Sugawara enjoyed Daichi's lips on his, they were chapped but soft. Looking at his mouth he knew he wanted to try more.

Daichi could read him like a book, he could see it by the way he was looking at his mouth and the look of curiosity in his eyes. Slowly leaning forward to help encourage his friend.

Both leaned in towards each other, meeting in the middle there lips pressed together. They could feel the electricity building between them. Sugawara slowly raising his hand run through Daichi's dark hair while Daichi's own hand was holding on Sugawara's hip.

Daichi ran his tongue over the other's bottom lip asking for entrance which was happily given. Tongues quickly exploring each other. They were completely oblivious to the world around them.

If only they had realized the classroom door had opened and (f/n) witnessing them together.

End flashback

By the time practice was over Sugawara knew he had to explain everything to (f/n). He had lied to Noya that (f/n) had left early feeling unwell and had forgotten her bag. He knew that lie would only last till he actually saw his sister and he caught onto what had happened. Walking out of practice with everyone Sugawara headed in the same direction as Noya, the younger male was happily chatting about the current competition coming up.

Finally getting to their destination, Noya opened the door fully expecting his teammate to come in. Looking back after walking inside realizing Sugawara hadn't followed. "Is everything okay Suga? Aren't you coming in?" tilting his head slightly in confusion.

Scratching his cheek while nervously replying, "not tonight, can you just ask (f/n) to come out please."

Shrugging his shoulder and nodding his head, "okay, I'll go get her then."

Watching Nishinoya walk up the stairs and head up to his sister's room, from where he stood he could see Nishinoya walk away from (f/n)'s door and head towards his own. Watching (f/n) quickly make her way down the stairs to where he was standing, he could tell she had been crying by her red puffy eyes and blotchy face.

(f/n) got to the door and could see the grey-haired male awkwardly standing there holding her bag she had forgotten twice. Letting out a breath she had been holding, "thanks for bringing my bag."

Handing the bag over, "i just wanted to try and explain."

Feeling the tears build up threatening to spill over, "i think i saw enough today to understand." Looking back into the house wishing she could disappear inside, "i know you want to be with Daichi." Looking back at the boy she thought she was going to spend forever with, "i want you to be happy Koushi but that's not going to be with me so we're over."

"(f/n)," whispering her name as he watched her take a step inside and close the door. Placing his hand on the door he dropped his head, "I'm so sorry." removing his hand he made his way home.

On the other side of the door (f/n) quickly darted to the safety of her room, rushing past Yuu on the way. Closing the door she and leaning against it she slid to the door and gave into her emotions.

What made it worse was knowing she would have to be around 'them' tomorrow.

A/n: Hey readers, I hope you enjoy this chapter! please let me know what you think by liking or commenting. I looked back at the date i originally released this chapter and it was 19th of June 2018