Uncertainty is the worst of all evils and the lens of fear magnifies it. Uncertainty can lead a person to regret one's mistakes and choices made.

This was the position (f/n) was in, she knew things were slipping and about to collapse but she acted as if everything was still firmly in place. Cracks were slowly starting to form as she was constantly losing focus during school which ended up with the teen being constantly in trouble and her photography had taken a disappointing turn. The teen had been trying to blame her period being late from all the stress she was under and kept herself in denial about it being from any other reason. Her relationship with Yuu was still on rocky grounds combined with the emotional strain of putting up a pleasant front around the volleyball team had the teen in a state.

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The first Friday in June meant the Miyagi's Interhigh Preliminaries were starting the next day. The start of the competition had everyone on edge as they finished training for the day while Shimizu planned something special for the team.

The quiet third-year approached the only other female in the gym who was packing her stuff away, "excuse me (f/n) can you keep your camera out for a few more minutes.

Giving the tall female a quizzical look, "not a problem. Do you have something planned?"

Running a hand through her soft locks while casting her eyes away, "I have something to present to the team."

Giving her a small smile and a nod before quickly setting her camera back up waiting to capture the moment. The team gathered around when Takeda-sensei announced Shimizu wanted to present something to the team. Getting her camera ready as the manager climbed the ladder up to the viewing platform where Shimizu gave (f/n) a quick nod. Bringing the camera to her face snapping a few photos of the banner as it was unveiled before turning to the team. Capturing the moment as it unfolded. The third years had tears shooting out of their eyes while the two noisy second years were in complete silence from awe. The first years were a bit lost not understanding the weight of the situation.

Listening to the manager's speech before looking down at her camera to go through the photos she had just taken. Her mouth curved into a soft smile as a sense of pride filled her chest for capturing such a moment.

"I haven't seen you smile like that in a while," the presence beside her spoke softly.

Her brow snapped together as her gaze landed on Asahi. Flicking her eyes away from the gentle giant, "i didn't realize I was."

Rubbing the back of his neck and pointing to her camera, "you must have captured some good photos to be looking at your camera like that."

"I'm just glad I could capture a rare moment," running a hand through her short hair as her eyes moved around the gym.

Beaming at (f/n), "thank you for capturing it."

"Always happy to capture moments like these," packing her camera away before throwing the bag over her shoulder.

The brunette noticed her smile falter as her eyes glossed over, following her line-of-sight he spotted Sugawara and Daichi standing close together talking. Quickly trying to pull her attention back to him by blurting out, "so are you all prepared for tomorrow?"

Blinking quickly ridding her eyes of unshed tears and clearing her throat, "i guess so." Adjusting her bag while she followed the tall third year through the school, "I have to clear a few memory cards and charge my camera."

Breathing out in relief that she wasn't going to cry, "you're going to get some good shots tomorrow."

Letting out a light chuckle, "that's what I'm planning for."

They continued to walk home in silence until they arrived at the fork in the road where they had to head separate ways. Asahi's brown orbs watched (f/n) as she observed the path she needed to take. "I don't know what going on with you at the moment," his tone nervous noticing how the small female flinched. "But i'm here if you need to talk about anything," resting his hand gently on her shoulder.

Her eyes widen, not expecting their walk home to take such a turn. Her orbs flicked up to the tall brunette mumbling out a small thank you.

They stayed like that for a few moments until Asahi realized his hand was still on (f/n)'s shoulder. Letting out a small squeak and shaking his hands in front of him, "I'm not pressuring you to speak to me! it's only if you want to that is."

Giving the gentle giant a small smile, "all good i know what you mean." Reaching up and patting his head, "we have a big day tomorrow so get a good night's rest." Turning and heading down her path giving Asahi a small wave leaving him standing there baffled.

*****

The bus ride towards the tournament was tense with everybody's thoughts focused on the goal ahead of them. (f/n) had chosen to sit with Asahi, after the previous night he gave her a sense of peace of mind making the choice easy.

Arriving at their location the group of teenagers were off the bus, the boys were giving off a serious vibe as they walked towards the entrance. (f/n) lagged behind watching people step back for the team as they passed. Just as she was about to go her own way Yuu appeared in front of her.

A confident smile plastered across his face, "wish us luck sis!"

Smiling at her younger brother before pulling him into a bone-crushing hug, "good luck!" Taking a step back and straightening her uniform before looking back at the rest of the team while Yuu stood there gobsmacked, "good luck everyone! I'll see you all later." Giving them a small wave as turned and headed towards the stairs leading to the second floor.

Yuu was left shell shocked until he felt someone pat him on the back waking him from his trance. Watching his sister walk away he whispered, "i'll make you proud sis."

(f/n) managed to snag a good spot in the front row to take photos, it would be easy to get some good angles from her position. The first match started, and she captured a few good ones before watching the game for a bit. The game was an easy match for Karasuno and the improvement they had made was evident.

When the second match started the teen was nervous for the crows knowing they were facing the team that broke their ace. Although her nerves were short-lived as she watched them win two sets.

Breathing a sigh of relief knowing the boys would be playing again. Flipping through the photos she'd taken a presence appeared in the seat next to her. Trying to ignore the stranger who decided to randomly sit next to her until they draped an arm over her shoulder. Snapping her head to the side glaring at the person who dare touch her until they landed on a familiar set of chocolate brown eyes.

"(f/n)-channnn did you miss me," the whiny voice of the setter had her shoulders relaxing.

Looking past Oikawa she spotted Iwaizumi, "hey guys you here to check out the competition?"

Iwaizumi nodded his head with a quick 'hello' while dropping himself into a chair.

"no (f/n)-chan! we spotted you from the other side and wanted to come to see you!" The setter exclaimed drawing the attention of a few people close by.

Brushing off his statement, "so what have you two been up too?"

Oikawa sulked after being ignored leaving the other to respond, "nothing much really just volleyball practice. What about you? we haven't heard from you since the party."

Casting her gaze back to the court, "I'm fine i guess."

The two males looked at each other knowingly but didn't want to press their luck. Oikawa pulled (f/n) in closer with his arm still around her, "so which hottie did you end up with that night?"

Blanching at the question and quickly pushing away his arm, "w-w-what makes you think i ended up with someone."

"Iwa-chan!" whining while rubbing the back of his head, "that hurt!"

Iwaizumi throw the brunette a glare before turning to face (f/n), "well you never returned after going to the bathroom then when we left that night you were with Kuroo and Bokuto drinking. so yeah, we just assumed..."

Her face paled and tightly clutched her camera, "so you don't know either then."

"What do you mean (f/n)-chan?" concern laced the setter's voice.

Pressing her lips together keeping her eyes on the court, "I can't remember much after I went inside. I can't even remember who i was with..."

Both the captain and vice-captain eyes widen in surprise as she uttered the sentence. Neither realized that something had set her off leading her to binge drink her night away completely forgetting the event. They were both worried for (f/n) but didn't get a chance to say anything else as Yuu came running up.

"(f/n)! come on we're about to leave," Yuu called out to his sister before realizing who she was talking too. Shooting her a questioning look, "what's going on here?"

Turning to face him, "nothing important." Grabbing her stuff and standing up, "let's go"

"bye (f/n)-chan see you tomorrow," Oikawa sang out as she left.

Turning her head a fraction offering them a smile, "see you then."