So it's now the end of the school year and my first year in high school..

Okay ngl it's been really shit
got a therapist but I'm still extremely stressed out, and my aunt doesn't give two shits about how I feel and she expects me to be a perfect girl with no health problems and good grades which I'm not, she doesn't acknowledge my mental problems like me being a slow learner and anxiety and depression, and to top it all off she mocks me, and everyone in the house complains about how I do things and what I say and what I do. and no matter how many times I tell them that they are stressing me out, they don't care to even TRY to make me feel more comfortable, instead they use the excuse "oh well everybody in the house acts this" or "your like that too"
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Just because your a heartless person MANDY doesn't mean ITS RIGHT

And sometimes when she says "you were just a spoiled brat! You always had your way and no consequences!" It gets me so mad because that's not true, maybe I was spoiled, but my mom was sick, her first daughter died and I have health problems, she didn't want to lose me and I was her only child, so of course she spoiled me, and I regret things I did in the past

And because they keep stressing me out I'm afraid I'm gonna lash out at them, not hurt them, but start yelling at them and cussing them out

It bothers me that people are like this..

And sometimes it makes me wonder what if I am just being petty? But then again my therapist seems worried for me so maybe I'm not being petty

I just wish I could redo my childhood...