so me and my family have decided that inpatient care would be the best, since after everything that happened I don't feel safe in my own home..

we don't really have the money to do this tho, but me and my dad think it would be best for me. I have a cousin that I talked to in Texas and she said she's worked at some pretty amazing inpatient care facilities and is considering me being taken care of there and I stay with her for a little while (or permanently idk)

it's getting pretty bad I'm not the person I used to be...

I can't talk to my mom about anything without her yelling at me and vice versa and I just can't handle it ya know..ever since that night. ugh.

anyway toodles !