Sometimes I feel like I should say how I feel...

But it's too hard. It's too complicated to explain.

"I'm fine," is so easy to say. Two words. That's all.

If I told someone I'm dying on the inside, I'd have to explain why. It would take forever.

But, you don't have to explain why you're fine. That's so amazing.

Right, I should tell someone. I can't, I won't.

I'm very complex: no one will understand. No one will get me.

Two words: "help me." It's what I need to say. But it's what I won't say.

Gosh, why do I deserve this? I've been a good kid all my life, the perfect daughter.

Then I destroyed everyone. Just because I felt bad about myself.

My boyfriend's probably scared and my friends are upset. Everyone thinks I'm gonna kill myself.

I'm scared of myself as well. Can I just run from myself or my life? You just don't know what I could be capable of...