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gasping, i took a few steps back.

my eyes pooled up with tears and i turned, making a dash for the exit and leaving my cart of food abandoned in the meat aisle. i locked myself in the car and started sobbing, the mental images of the hate comments flooded my mind.

"he's probably with her out of pity."
"she's so pathetic."
"he deserves so much better."

"he does deserve better." i cried into my hands and cried until i had lost track of time.

-  

i just came to the realization that in about four more months, it will be my first year as a kpop fan. and it all started with exo, the group that im still pretty faithful to this day. 

the day i finally move on, i think im going to be very sad. 

i love kpop.

-clary