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we stand at the door of our apartment and he holds my hands in his as he says his goodbye for the day. his touch is careful, as though i were made of glass, and his lips meet mine for a mere instant.

pulling away, he says to me, "take care of yourself, jagiya. i love you."

but rather than just words, they sound more like he's pleading--begging in anguish. pleading for me to take care of myself while he's away, if even for a few hours. 

he's always afraid now.

afraid that he won't find me when he returns.

but i could never leave my taehyung.

he's the reason why i do everything. he's the reason why i haven't just given up on this fucking life.

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another update. i have decided i will post 1-2 updates in this book per day because its highly do-able and because the chapters are super short. so it won't really affect anyone if i post more than one update per day.

thank you all loads for reading and supporting this story.

since the chapters will be super short, i anticipate that this story will be about fifty to sixty chapters long. maybe more if i don't run out of ideas.

have a wonderful week everyone!

-clary xx