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at age ten we moved to puerto rico--otherwise known as the island of enchantment by the locals, or borinquen querida by eomma, inspired by the famous song en mi viejo san juan (in my old san juan)--because eomma missed her family dearly. she was homesick and the rest of us had to follow he wishes since she had been away from home for so long.

other than the crystal blue waters that surrounded the island of enchantment and tall palm trees that touched the clouds, i hated everything about the island. it held no amount of enchantment for me. i missed korea--but i only missed it because of taehyung who was my only friend.

he had been the one to defend me from the other children's teasing.

he was my shield--the one who protected me.

i didn't have that friendship and love when i left korea to live in puerto rico.

cayey was where we lived and all the children didn't like me there either because i wasn't puertorrican enough. i didn't look like them either.

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im just gonna post them all at once bc im an impatient little shit.

sorry guys.

-clary xx