You blinked twice, your breath failed you and your heart was beating so fast that you couldn't breathe.

But, what if he is just joking again? 

You swallowed hard but put your best cute smile.

"I won't fall for it ag-"

Jungkook crashed his cold wet lips against yours, he pecked you gently and fast, disconnecting your lips to stare into your eyes.

Your breath hitched and you widen your eyes on him, once again, you had no reaction but stare into his eyes and lips.

Jungkook chuckled low, shaking his head. He placed his hand on your nape, gently bringing your face closer. His lips brushed yours again, but this time wasn't just a peck, Jungkook gave you many kisses in once, slowly and sensual, warming your whole body.

With your eyes closed, your lips started to react, mimicking his actions, you kissed him back. He gently sucked on your lower lip, sending shivers through your spine. You gasped and he smirked against your lips. 

His hand massaged your nape gently, and you held his forearm. His body lifted a little and he was now standing on the pool. Fortunately, you sat close to the shallow part of the pool, and he could perfectly stand, revealing his abs and lower belly.

He placed his other hand on your cheek, cupping it. The wet sensation got you coiling a little, and he chuckled between the kiss. You were completely lost and he knew it, he could sense how nervous you were.

His lips left yours but he kept close, touching his forehead on yours. He took a deep breath.

"I think we should stop here..." He bit his lower lip.

You couldn't say anything, you just nodded, too ashamed to look up.

"Come, I'll take you home.." He released you, getting out of the pool.

***

"Thank you for the ride..." You smile, the atmosphere was awkward.

"Not at all.." He winked at you smiling.

"I guess I'm going then..." You bit your lower lip, uncomfortable.

"Yes, it's late..." He nodded.

You left the car hoping he would pull you back and kiss you again. But no.

Jungkook waved to you and left even before you entered the building.

***

The past 15 days were like this, he would come, would talk for few minutes and leave. He never tried to kiss you again, he never touched you again.

You felt lonely and sad because the things got like this. Somehow you had the hope he would like you despite your looks. The day he kissed you, you thought it would happen again soon, but, he seems to be avoiding you.

And then, you stopped texting him.

And he stopped texting you.

***

You woke up on Sunday with the sound of your phone vibrating somewhere inside your room. Lazy and jaded, you got up to pick it.

"Hi..." With a sleepy voice, you answered.

"Oh..did I awake you?" It was Jungkook.

Your eyes widened and you woke up completely. You checked the phone screen twice to be sure you didn't hear wrong, even that it was impossible for you to forget this voice.

"Oh.. not at all, I was just lazing out on the bed..." You answer quite awkward.

"I'm calling 'cause I won't be able to go see you today..." He seemed jaded as well.

"Oh.." Your heart ached a little.

"I'm sorry, I know I'm breaking our plans.." He sighs.

"It's okay..." You answered sad, of course, it wasn't okay.

You wanted to ask him why he kissed you if he didn't mean it, but your lack of confidence wouldn't let you.

"Jungkook.." You changed your tone.

"Yes? Is something wrong?" He seemed concerned.

"When can you come here? I think we should..."You couldn't finish.

"We must talk.." He finishes.

"I'll call you later.. Bye." He hangs.

You felt a sharp pain run through your heart, you knew what would happen. You probably wouldn't see him anymore.

***

It was around midnight when your phone popped up the message alert. You grabbed it to check, it was him. Your heart, once again, rushed leaving you out of the air.

Jungkook:
C

an you meet me down here? Put some clothes, we must talk somewhere else.

You jumped out of your bed, checking your window. There he was looking right at you. He waved his hand gently and you nodded at him.

***

Jungkook drove you to that same hill you've been with him on that dinner night. He entered the restaurant, waiting for you to enter. You gave him a concerned look and he shook his head gently.

"It's just us today, nobody is here..." He sighed.

Jungkook closed the doors behind you, stepping forward and sitting on the floor, right in front of the glass wall, watching the city.
He tapped the floor beside him and you sat by his side.

"I know you must be full of questions inside that pretty little head of yours..." he placed his both arms back, supporting his weight.

You stared his beautiful frames lightened only by the city lights, unable to say anything.

"I think I went too fast..." he threw his head back, facing the ceiling.

He drops his head to the side, looking at you.

"The thing is that... I think we should play honestly...right?" Jungkook brought his head down, touching the back of his neck.

You nodded, nervously.

"I think I should let you live your life and stop this 30 days thing I invented..." he sighs smiling.

Your eyes fill with tears, blurring your vision. You look down and wipe the tears that starts to fall.

"Wha...why are you crying??" He touches your shoulder confused.

"Jungkook... that was my first kiss!" You keep wiping your tears.

"I... I'm so sorry, I...that's why I got distant" he facepalm disappointed with himself.

"Why? I don't understand you..." You raised your head searching for his eyes.

"I...there's a problem Y/N".. he flips his hair back looking at you.

"What is it?" You insist.

"Those damn curves you have!" Jungkook licked his lips nervously staring at your thighs.