Louis's POV-

I arrive at Paul's house. And i was right. As i walked in everyone was there. Suddenly as they are aware of my presents, they all turn and rush over to me. "Louis do you know where Kate is?" Paul asked. "What i thought she was here with you guys?" I ask getting panicked. "Shit" Paul sighs under his breath.  sitting back down on the lounge massaging his temples. "So she's not here?" I ask again from the lack of reply before. "No dip shit! If she was why would we be asking you!" Niall snapped. "Well sorry for being worried about my girlfriend!"I yell back. "What the girl you abused and ignored today and yesterday? Some boyfriend you are! She did nothing wrong louis! You know she's sensitive, now god knows where she could be!!" Niall Yelled back twice as loud. God he's right. "You think i don't hate myself for that Niall? Cause i do. I don't know what got into me and now iv'e probably lost her!" I sit down starting to cry again. Getting a reassuring squeeze on the shoulder from Liam. "Now boys fighting is not going to solve anything!" Paul told us off. Just then my phone rang and we all went silent as i answered the unknown number. "Hello is this Mr. Louis Tomlinson?" A woman's voice asked. "yes, who is this?" i ask. "Mr. Tomlinson we have had a woman named Kate jackson Bought into the emergency room and you are number one on her contact list. We need you to come in immediately!" She spoke seriously telling me it wan't a joke. "Of course I'l be right over!" I hang up and All the boys are staring at me. "Kate been taken into emergency at the Hospital We need to go now!" I start walking for the door panic taking over my body, and i hear all the boys rushing behind me. 

We get to the hospital and they would only let me through to see her. So the others stayed behind in the waiting room. One of the nurses took me to a room where a doctor was just walking out. "Are you Mr. Tomlinson?" He asked as the nurse left alone. "Yes. Is she okay? What happened?" I ask rushed. "Well first how do you know miss Jackson?" He asked suspiciously. "Im her boyfriend! Just please tell me she's okay!" I plead. "Well some stranger brought her into emergency, saying they found her next to an empty syringe and a used razor.." He looked at me with sympathy. "Oh no she didn't..." I expect the worse. "Im afraid so. She over dosed in heroin, and lost a lot of blood from self harm. And We're doing our best to save her" He looked toward the room where the curtains are shut. "Oh my god" I start to cry. "We're doing everything we can Mr. Tomlinson. But i cant make any promises. If you could please wait in the waiting room while we take her to surgery that would be great." He spoke to casually for my liking. Thats my girlfriends life he's talking about. She could die. And the last thing i said to her was... Oh my god im never going to forgive myself.

I walked back to the waiting rooms and told them all what the doctor had told me. And by now Harry was here with a split lip and bruised cheek/jaw. Good he deserves it... No he doesn't i deserve that! this is my fault she felt the need to do that.

About three hours later my name was called. "Louis Tomlinson?" A nurse called out. "yes?" I shot up along with all the other boys. "Could you follow me please?" She asked. And i started to follow her down the halls till we end up outside the same room that Kate was in before. And then the doctor comes out. "Would you like to see her?" He asked. I nod as fast as my neck would allow. "I wont tell you the news till she wakes up. It my take a night if your willing to wait in the room with her?" He asked. "Of course, im not leaving her side!" I told as he opened up the door for me. I walk in to see a pale Kate laying on the bed with various cords attached to her lifeless body. I rush to her side only to se deep cuts all up her left arm. My eyes well up at the sight. Knowing she's done this many times before. That she dislikes herself so much she's willing to do this to her own body. I grab her hand in mine and place the most gentle kiss on it that i possible could. Then my phone buzzed, indicating that i had a message. 

From Niall: Hey man the nurse said we're not allowed to see her till she's well enough, so we're all going to stay at Zayn's place. Keep us updated! 

To Niall: Course mate! See you later!

I slip it back in my pocket and stare at Kate's Face. It looks so sad, yet so peaceful. Then her eyes flutter open.