While flipping through my sketchbook tonight to see if I could do any Then and Now comparison drawings, I find the following pages.

These, I warn you, are rather gory and possibly "triggering".

At the top, this was labeled, " Guts 2", with lyrcis of a song just below that.

Then, before that drawing, I found this:

This was titled "Gore".

I have absolutely no recollection of drawing such things, and especially so not to appear as myself, as I draw myself as shown below:

The drawings I found, "Guts 2" and "Gore", I do not remember drawing. In fact, I don't even believe I had the time do draw such things, being busy with schooling and such. This is quite concerning to myself, as things like this have been occurring lately.
I have been doing things, and not remembering.

It just hasn't been so drastic as this before.