I can't think straight, my minds foggy and I only want to cry.
There's no reason for these wasted tears and my repetitive questions of why?

Why do I spend my energy on these wasted tears?
I have no reason to be crying but somethings shattered my internal gears.

Why can things go from perfectly normal to an endless wave of sadness.
I'll take this moment of writing and allow you to see my madness.

Why I'm sad, for what reasons that may never be known.
All I know is in this dark place I want be held and simultaneously all alone.

It's oblivion hell and an endless cycle that likes to repeat.
For, in a few hours or a day, these lonesome feelings shall slowly retreat.

But though they retreat, I know this is certainly not the end.
No, this is another round of wasted tears waiting for the cycle to start again.