On the day she was gone, Namjoon cried and cried.
He felt the emptiness and darkness envelope him. He gave in to all of it and let go.
He remembered all those bad things people told him that made him hurt inside.
Then he remembered when she would try to hurt him too: then realised how much of a good man he was, just trying to find a way in life.
But only for a while because he had to stay strong. For her. Because he knew that one day, he would see her again. Just not now.