A/N: Sorry guys my movie is messing up... So I have to get another one... So here is a chapter while we wait for my movie to stop messing up... ENJOY!

Shadow's POV

I lay being lazy on Sideswipe's shoulder, he was bored and so was I, SunStreaker and Jazz were both looking around and being quiet, Sideswipe sighs and I do too, he sighs again and I do too, "Takin it slow but it's not typical~ he already knows that my love is fine, his heart was stone but his hands were froze, I turned them to gold and it took him higher~" I sing 'Roses by The Chainsmokers' "I like that song!" Jazz squeals a manly squeal.

"Wow Jazz, that was such a great mech squeal you did!" Sideswipe teases I giggle, "What are you giggling at squishy?" SunStreaker sneers, so I keep quiet, "That was mean SunStreaker, apologize!" Sideswipe orders, "Those disgusting things are under me," he says disgusted with me and my species, "And they are so stupid, they are bringing extinction to their own kind!" SunStreaker argues, "I don't see why you and Ironhide stick up for humans? They are disgusting organic creatures," I felt hurt, the reason is because I told him everything, I felt hurt, even betrayed.

"So what? Shadow saved our lives! You should be a little bit more nicer to her!" Sideswipe argues, "No, that thing is disgusting, and I rather show more respect to an ant on the ground then her," he sneers.

Soon they start to argue, Sideswipe sets me down, I go to speak but Jazz shuts me up, "I wouldn't do that," he says, I sit down and cover my ears, when I was 3 mom and dad always fought, about me, bills and other adult things I didn't understand, and I still don't.

"Stop" I whimper, their yelling gets louder, "Please stop," I plead helplessly, their voices start carrying throughout the ship and get into my head. My eyes widen and a memory starts creeping in, but I push it back.

I feel my world spinning before I knew it I pass out.

Shadow's Memories

"I don't care Devin! You still cheated on me with Betsy at the diner, we have a daughter together!" Mom argues, I was only three, I was in my closet, my hands over my ears and I was crying, I wanted them to stop fighting... to stop yelling, they would fight all day and night, it would last for three days straight, Mom would sleep in my room with me, and Dad would have their room.

They would fight at the drop of the faucet, their voices start cutting through the walls and I was caught in the crossfire, "Ugh! You think I love you?! You have got to be shitting me?!" Dad yells getting his loud,
strong voice in the argument, "How dare you!" Mom yells, "How dare me?! How dare you! Having a no good daughter like Shadow! She's a pathetic waste of human life to the Dodge family! I would rather have her dead then our dog!" Dad yells, my heart clenches painfully, I get up and run towards our bathroom, I walk in and close the door.

I break a razor and take the blade that had fallen out, I grab a hand-towel and shove it in my mouth, and I set the razor on my wrist.

Cut.

Pathetic

Cut.

Useless

Cut.

Unloved

Cut.

Unwanted

Blood seeps out of the cuts on my arm, tears flood my vision, my right hand drops the blood covered razor.

"Shadow?! Shadow?! Oh my Primus wake up! Ironhide is going to kill us!" I hear Mom yell.

No... Sideswipe..

"It's your guys fault! She pleaded for you to stop!" Jazz argues, I regain conscious, "Oh thank Primus you're alive!" Sideswipe chirps, I stand to my feet, "Ya, passed out... What happen?" Jazz asks, I remain quiet, Mom and Dad's yelling still playing in my head slowly their voices become faint.

"Where is Shadow?! I'm gonna kill whoever hurt her! I'm going to tear them apart! I'm going to do not so understandable things to whoever hurt my Shadow! I'll gut them with my own two servos!" I hear Ironhide growl.

"She's fine. But she passed out," SunStreaker grumbles.

"Why?" Ironhide asks, I stand to my feet and run off, "What did you do?" Ironhide growls while I run.

I run away from them, tears pouring from my eyes, my parents yelling is stuck in my head.

SunStreaker:

While Ironhide was yelling at Sideswipe and Jazz, SunStreaker decided to go after Shadow, he slipped away from Ironhide's lecture while he was yelling at Jazz and Sideswipe.

SunStreaker did not want to go after this human, but something about her made his processors function incorrectly, but in a good way, he takes a deep vent, she had told him things Ironhide possibly does not know about. He comes across two of the other humans, a mech and femme, the mech looked disgusting, 'He's a Fleshie!' SunStreaker thought to himself, the mech had the femme by her servo, their digits intertwined, SunStreaker growled at them before he steps over them and walks off, "Geez, he looks not-so-friendly," he hears the mech say to the femme, "I don't know, he looked disgusted in us," the femme says, "I am not suppose to like you, I don't even tolerate you," SunStreaker wanted to say that but he kept his mouth shut, he didn't want Optimus or the others to lecture him, he wasn't in the mood for that to happen. After awhile of walking, alone, and looking, SunStreaker hears a soft sniffle, they sounded like Shadow's sniffles, he followed her sounds, she sounded like she was leaking or what humans called crying.

SunStreaker searched up the word crying:

Definition: shed tears, especially as an expression of distress or pain.

Distress or pain...

Shadow must be in distress. SunStreaker didn't care, all he wanted to know how his... the squishy was, he found himself actually growing tolerance for that little human femme, rather quickly he might add. SunStreakker found himself calm and cool around her, his spark thrummed with glee around the femme, she had trusted him and he "threw" it in her faceplates, not literally, 'human sayings are confusing' he thought to himself, soon he sees her, she is sitting down on a scarp of metal looking out on the lush green forest below the ship. While the ship flies gently over the forest, he walks up to her quietly, he decided this action knowing it may scare her and she might run off.

He was surprised when she didn't run off after noticing him, "Go away," she whispers softly pulling her knees to her chest hugging her knees, SunStreaker ignored her whisper, he sat down beside the small piece of metal beside her, the sun was behind the horizon, they could see the stars peeking at them the darker it turned.

SunStreaker let his optics look at the small femme beside him, her black hair behind her audios but some still in her faceplates, her mouth was pulled into to a thin line, her Autobot blue optics shining while she looked out at the forest and hill tops the ship glided on top of. Her hair slightly flew back at the wind gliding through the ship, SunStreaker could only picture her wide smile with excitement, while he raced through a deserted, smooth, highway, Shadow in his interior while he drove at high speeds, her hair flying around on a warm summer day, her giggles of glee.... what was he thinking? SunStreaker sighs letting the perfect time to spend with Shadow leave his processors. It was hopeless, probably after this war, Ironhide would take her to some of her other family.... leaving SunStreaker, Sideswipe, Jazz, Crosshairs, Hound, Drift, Bumblebee and Ironhide all behind. That is something SunStreaker did not want, he wanted Shadow to stay with Ironhide, him and Sideswipe, he would have said him and Sideswipe, but Ironhide would offline him and Sides, SunStreaker didn't want that either.

"What do you want?" The femme asks with a gentle tone, her tone made SunStreaker's hardness want to melt away, then let a gleeful and cheery side come out, but SunStreaker had to fight the cheery side, which was unfortunately hard.

"I wanted to apologize," he says with a growl but made sure the femme at his side could pick up the softness.

"For what? According to you, you would rather apologize to an ant on the ground than me," she shrugs carelessly his words not really affecting her. SunStreaker felt the guilt from his words come in and smack him hard, he scowled himself mentally.

"I... I didn't mean it," he grunts, the femme at his side looks at him, "I forgive you," she says in a gentle tone SunStreaker found himself loving the tone, he looked down at his squishy, she was looking up at him, he could see the gentleness in her optics, which he returned, she smiled showing her small pearly white dentas, which she had very few since she was at a young age.

He takes his digit and ruffles her hair, gently.

"You're alright Squishy,"
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A/N:

Hey Guys! It's me FNAFToyChica, I just want to say HAPPY THANKSGIVING!! Sorry... Eat plenty of food, like turkey, pie, mashed potatoes with some gravy and rolls, yummy I'm getting hungry thinking about that yummy food!

Well good bye!

Have a good day/night!