Lucy's Point of View

It's been two months since the Watcher came and talked to me. These past months I felt like I was losing my mind like I knew he was watching me and even sometimes I thought I actually saw him standing there. Like he was there one minute and the next he gone as if he was never there. 

Every week I had to cut my hair since it kept getting so long and every time I did I felt very weak. I had to buy new contacts every few weeks so far no one knows bout it and recently I started becoming distant with everyone. 

I looked into the mirror after I put on my contacts again. I grabbed a pair of scissors and cut my hair once again. All of a sudden I felt all my strength leave me. I fell to the floor panting heavily.

"What's going on with me?" I said to myself. I tried to stand up but I fell to the floor. I couldn't call Natsu cause he was at the guild. I tried once again and I was able to stand but my legs were shaking. I walked out of the bathroom and to my bed before I fell again.

I looked around my room, my closet door was open and I was able to see my bag in there. I got up, grabbed it and went back to my bed. I opened it and started taking the stuff I had put in there. It was a cloak, a t-shirt, and leggings which were all black. I packed this a wild back in case I need to leave for whatever reason, the cloak can hide my magic. I put everything back into its place. I got dressed and left for the markets to get food. As I was walking, I immediately saw him, Watcher.

"Hello, Ms. Heartfillia. It seems I need you to do something for me."

"And what is it?"

"I'm giving you till tomorrow to leave."

"What do you mean leave?"

"Leave the guild and come with us."

"Why would I do that?"

"Have you forgotten? With a snap of my fingers, a lot of people can die. I suggest you follow my orders. I'll be seeing you soon Ms. Heartfillia." Then he disappeared. I ran all the way home, once I got there I slammed the door shut and let all my tears fall. It broke my heart that I'll have to leave my friends, my family.

The world is up in arms
All the pieces falling apart

I either leave and go with him or stay and put everyone in danger. I don't want to put anyone in danger.

Gotta get out while you can
Gotta get out while you can

I can't stay but I can't go with him. I don't know why he or why they want me.

The drums inside my chest
Just can't seem to catch a breath

I know what I gotta do.

Gotta get out while you can
Gotta get out while you can

I got up, wiped away the tears and went into the bathroom. I took a quick shower, I went to my closet, and pulled out my bag.

Am I gonna swim, am I gonna sink?
Am I gonna bend, am I gonna break?

I dress into the clothes and slipped on the cloak.

Will I make it out alive?

I grabbed a perfume bottle and sprayed it all over me. I grabbed another bag and packed the things that I'll need. I grabbed my keys and went to the door. I opened the door and looked back into my apartment.

Make it out alive?

I closed the door, placed my apartment keys in front of my landlady's door and left. I lifted the hood and walked to the train station.

Am I gonna fly, am I gonna fall?
Am I gonna live, gonna lose it all?

As I walked all the memories that I had of the guild, magnolia, everything hit me hard.

Will I make it out alive?
Make it out alive?

As I was getting closer, I felt something pulling me back. My eyes water, I slowly felt myself break.

The pressure is weighing down
Is closing in all around

Once I got to the train station, I bought a ticket to a village in the middle of nowhere.

Gotta get out while you can
Gotta get out while you can!

I had to wait for the train so I sat down at one of the benches. I finally let my tears fall.

Am I gonna swim, am I gonna sink?
Am I gonna bend, am I gonna break?

The memories of me and friends just kept coming.

Will I make it out alive?
Make it out alive?

Then they change to the memories of the two years before I joined Fairy Tail. How I started to gain keys.

Am I gonna fly, am I gonna fall?
Am I gonna live, gonna lose it all?

Then when I was alone that the mansion with no one to be with and all I did was study.

But will I make it out alive?
Make it out alive?

Then when my mother was still alive and my family didn't become broken.

Oh, oh, oh, ooohhh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, ooohhh
Oh, oh, oh, ooohhh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ooohhh

As the train came to a stop, I stood up, got on and went into one of the compartments.

Am I gonna swim, am I gonna sink?
Am I gonna bend, am I gonna break?

The train blew its horn and started to move. As I got further away from magnolia I felt myself breaking even more.

Will I make it out alive?
Make it out alive?

Once I was a good enough distant I felt myself actually break. With that, I broke down.

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Words: 989
12/15/19
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