Once I arrived back in the castle, I started panting from how fast I had run. I know they say don't run away from your problems but... what happened was a foolish mistake.

I can't believe I had just been so naive to tell others how I feel, let them give me advice and then the girl I love not reciprocate my feelings. It all just hurt so much...

I locked myself in my rooms for days on end with no food because of how much I regretted the mistake. The only time I would come put were for beatings that were more severe than the ones before, but then again, my heart hurt more than anything.

But one day, I heard a bash against the wall. Full of curiousness, I opened the window and looked down but only to find Luz, Willow and Gus waiting for me down below.

Their expressions told me it was important so with that, I jumped on my staff and flew down to them.

Luz told me how we needed to get Amity so after that, we all headed off to Blight Manor...

[Timeskip because I can't be bothered to rewatch whatever episode this took place in and this is all based on memory]

While waiting for Luz to return to us with Amity, me, Gus and Willow waited down below. The two were chatting and I just felt to awkward to apologise or really say anything to her....

[Another timeskip because this is painful to write]

The rest of the time went like a blur and now wall I could remember was how much pain I was in as I clenched my weak fist that had many glowing cracks growing up it.

Despite the tension, Willow stayed close by my side, which was a relief since it meant maybe we could go back to being friends again.

The Collector then arrived, pretty much killed my uncle and we were forced to run away. With the power of King, we were blasted through the portal door and then landed in the Human realm.

The rain wasn't boiling, but I could feel my blood boil as I was just so angry. Both with myself and at Belos and pretty much everyone around me.

This was all just too much...

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I'm just so exhausted and I really want to discontinue this but then again this is my best friend's favourite book so I feel really bad that I'm putting low quality in it and that I'm even having these feelings

I'm kinda losing interest in The Owl House but it's more of a switch in hyperfixations then actually wanting to leave the fandom entirely...