Shy

Alone

Scared

Now I'm like this

I don't stand out anymore

I'm hiding

No more me

I'm just there now

They seem to find me

Pushing me around

I'm not alone though

Others may go through it too

But they are stronger

People hurt me so much

One day

I cried

A teacher found me

And sent me home

I came back the next week

People looked at me

Not with disgust

But with happiness

Someone hugged me

"I thought you killed yourself!"

They said

I looked down

People are saying this?

I thought

They must want me too

I wouldn't be surprised

IIt wouldn't be the first time

Yes

People have told me to die before

The thought of people saying this

Made me realize

I'm not just there

I'm not important