we've been through a lot togeter, just you an me. But I'm better now and it's hard to say goodbye. You've been there through my clouded mind, my hurt, my pain, everything that made me feel dead. Sometimes dragging you across my skin was the only thing that made me feel... alive. But I'm gonna be okay, Nomatter what happens I'll be okay. My friends have shown me that though I'm not perfect, I need to hold on to my life, it can't be time an I refuse to say goodbye. I have a future, I have people who care about me more then I'll ever know. So I'm gonna let you go now, it's time to breath, give you up and give in. Your not my friend anymore. Goodbye blade, were been through a lot, hell and back some would say. So long My sweet kisser of death. I don't need you,

I wanna be happy.
I dot need you to be happy anymore.

My friend sylvie texted me saying I deserved to live, I'm now doing a cover of this song so stop more suicides from happening:

The night is blind
So hard to find
the way back home
Losing grip
but it's worth the risk
to brave the cold
No matter where you go, I'll find you
Hold on for your life

It can't be time
I won't say goodbye
Hold on for your life
It can't be time
I won't say goodbye.
Hold on, hold on for your life
The fear in me is pulling deep

like an undertow
but I will escape the hands of fate
before it knows
No matter where you go, I'll find you
Hold on for your life
It can't be time

I won't say goodbye
Hold on for your life
It can't be time
I won't say goodbye.
Hold on, hold on for your life
No matter where you go, I'll find you
I'll find you...

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