You know that feeling?
Where once you lose someone, it is never exactly the same person when you get them back. that's me.
you see, life was going good but then somewhere along the path I got lost, we all get lost. Huh? I guess somewhere along the path we stumble or take a turn or get lost and I wound up here.

Mom, My story begins with you.
You were bittersweet to my life story you know? your part of the reason I'm broken but your also my cure.
All this because you and dad abused the word "love"

Love is not cruel...
We are cruel
love is not a game
we have made a game out of love

Mom you abandoned me and my Brother and sister at home, we cried, we begged you to stay. You new dad was hitting me and Emma, but you sat there open mouthed drinking away the pain, smoking your life problems away. Now I love you mommy but why? why would you leave us? how could you leave us?

I remember you mommy, I have your chocolate brown eyes, I have your dark hair, same nose, skin tone,Mommy people say we look the same. That I look so much like you.

you could of stayed mommy, but you let dad hurt us. I remember once I was three. Me and Emma found a stray cat and gave him a bath, now know bing that this would cause our "father" to explode.He choked Emma and threw us down the stairs.

That's when Aunt deb came in. But aunt Deb, you were the start of my not so happy fairytale.