Welp, here goes. So it's been A WHILE since I updated this book and I'm super bored and need to talk about an important issue that a lotta people don't address. UnhingedVolchica requested this and I was going to do it anyways sooo here it is.

Okay, so in the last chapter of this book, "DARK TIMES", we talked about suicide and who you matter to. This chapter is strongly related to that. To explain this better, let's look at a common scenario that happens WAY TOO MUCH for it to be healthy.

ALSO PLEASE DON'T KILL ME THIS IS NOT ACTUALLY A TRUE STORY AND NO REAL PERSONS ARE WHATSOEVER INCLUDED IN THIS STORY. IF IT RELATES TO YOU IT'S A PURE COINCIDENCE!

A girl, let's call her G, is friends with a boy, B. G and B talk almost everyday. Then one day, B sends a note to G talking about how she's the bestest friend he's ever had. G immediately knows something is up because B never talks like this. He doesn't reply to any of her texts and is offline for a good amount of time. When I say this scenario, what do you guys worry more about? What happened to B? Or about G?

Knowing how most human minds work, we would worry about B. After all, he's the one who was going to die. But, what about G? She must be worrying about B 24/7 as they were so close. When you make a decision for die, it affects the people around you a LOT more than you'd expect. If B doesn't return in a week, G's already imagining the worst. If he doesn't return for 2, G wants to die to join him, blindly assuming that he's dead.

So everyone, know that when you want to die or you attempt, you are setting off a domino effect. The people that you are close with will start stressing about you and their life becomes hard too.

And to all you stresses out there: I'm one of you too. I wish everyone could just live happily, but life is a bumpy ride. But when it ends you'll have the satisfaction of being able to hold on for this long. Don't try to end your ride early.

And all you suicidals, know that as long as there is someone who cares about you (even in the slightest way possible), you deserve to live. Even if you THINK enough one cares about you, ther is at least one person that cares about you. Don't worry. Unless your a pedophile or bully to nice people. Then no one cares about you and honestly idk why you are reading this.

So everyone, question of the week: what stresses you out the most and what is your personal pet peeve?

People being mad at me stresses me out the most (I'm a people pleaser) and my personal pet peeve is when people poke me. IT IRRITATES ME SO MUCH IDK WHY