They sat there for a while before she checked the time and realized that it was already past ten so they decided to call it a night..

Farrah flipped from this side to the other not feeling an ounce of sleep in her eyes,she just wanted to continue chatting with Mubin..

She engaged herself into her twitter as she laughed at the funny tweets and get annoyed at the stupid ones,she is in-active on twitter,she does retweet and like sometimes but she never put her own tweets,having so much to do made her pay less attention to this kind of things..

A tweet caught her attention and she went back to it..

Write out your pain in a piece of paper and burn it,it will help you feel relieved..

It is such a good idea to her so she decided that she will go to Mubin's room and wake him up then they will go out of the house,find a nice area and write their pains and burn it to ashes,they will have a night out which she always liked back then..

She stood up finally having a valid reason to go to his room,she was wearing his sweat pant and t-shirt which she forcefully collected from him saying that she loved his scent and though he said that it is hers forever and it pigged something in her heart,she now owns something that belongs to him..

Knock knock knock..

Mubin heard the silent knocks on his door as he wondered who might be there by that time,it is sure past 11..

He stood up when the knock continued and made his way to the door..

"Mubi I want us to have a night out,we need to do something,it works":He heard Farha's voice..

"It can wait,how can we go out now it is nearly midnight,yes you are crazy but I never thought that you were this crazy":he said in a serious tone..

"Today was such a long day,am so tired so good night":he said as he flipped his hand to the door..

"Mubi please":she whined like a small baby..

Mubin couldn't help but like it when she whine,a smile slowly creeps its way on his lips but he quickly hide it..

"Far am sure you must be looking so cute now but even though you look cute overload it is still a no from this side cutie":Mubin stated and he immediately regret ever saying that..

Like where was that even coming from,can't he just say a simple no?..

Farrah looked at his flushed face as she jumped excitedly,yes her heart skipped a beat and she couldn't help but keep replaying the words in her mind "Far am sure you look so cute now",she wants in engraved in her mind forever..

"Since am looking so cute in your head then let's go please":she teased..

Mubin knew that this is the end of him because Farrah will keep on using this in her defense every time her protest on her stupid ideas..

"This idea is nice,I need to tell you more about my past,I want it off my chest Mubi, I need to say it all out":she said in a sad tone..

Mubin wasn't himself also,he wanted to say his bad memories out too..

"You know Far I need someone to talk to also":he said suddenly turning serious..

Farrah looked at him as a smile spread on her lips,she wonder how she found his weak spot but she did and of course it worked right now,she knew that he wanted to also say something off his chest earlier but he was fighting himself to keep shut and just gulp it down,she wanted him to also say it out not because she wants to know about his past but because she wants to show him that their is someone who is there for him apart from Mamitah and Daddy of course he needed someone to share this with,she knows how it feels to keep your feeling to yourself,it is the most horrible feeling on earth,saying it out is a big rehabilitation and she wants him to say it out..

"If you write your pain on a sheet of paper and burn it to ashes,it helps you feel relieved,I saw it on twitter so I think we should try it Mubi"

"You talk and I listen,I won't judge you"

"Never ever"

Farrah finished and Mubin nodded his head and smiled,the Farrah mood has started affecting him,he finds himself doing things she does without even knowing..

"Yayyy":she shouted then immediately close her mouth realizing that it is past midnight..

"Keep quite Farrah,am having an inner battle in my mind,this is the craziest thing I have ever done in my life":Mubin said wearily..

Forget about the things be said but Farrah found her name so alluring when he voiced it out,she knows that her name is sweet but it had never sounded this sweet,yes maybe he called her Dr Farrah but this one is just..

She is out of words..

"Say my name again":she said before getting a hold of her tongue..

Mubin laughed at her childishness and pleading as he shake his head side ways..

"You are too childish for a ---":he trailed off not knowing her age..

"21 year old even though I will be 22 next to tomorrow":she said smiling..

"You are too childish for a 21 year old":he stated standing up..

"We need to be careful so that they won't know that we are going out":Farrah whispered as they stepped their legs out of Mubin's room..

He nodded his head and she held his hand again..

"Let go of me,shameless doctor":he said in a light voice which doesn't show seriousness at all..

"We didn't come out with your stick and even in islam you can hold someone's hand if their's no bad intention or when you have no choice,and now we don't have any choice do we?":she asked with annoyance etched in her voice..

Mubin didn't reply her as they continued walking silently with hands clasped..

"By the way did you feel the sparks earlier?":Farrah asked out of the blue moon..

"What?":Mubin asked confused..

"Maybe Mubi I need to start reading novels for you but for now let me explain this":Farrah said suddenly feeling thrilled..

Mubin wondered which specie she belongs to,like in this kind of time she is supposed to be quite so that nobody will know that they are sneaking out but she is initiating a conversation and from the looks of it she is enjoying the conversation like seriously Farrah is a whole mood..

"You see in all those novels when the two main protagonists have a contact then the lady will feel butterflies in her stomach,a tingling sensation also,so earlier when I held your hand I felt dragons dancing in my stomach Mubi":she said laughing..

"So did you feel it?":she asked and he internally groaned..

"I didn't feel anything Far,it is all a lie":he said frowning..

"But I felt it,I swear it is real":she said trying to prove her point..

He kept quite and decided not to respond her because from the looks of it she wants to keep dragging this discussion and he doesn't want her to know that even right now as she hold his hand he is feeling toads in his stomach,that is if it can describe how his stomach is turning and his hand O boy he has goosebumps for sure..

Farrah looked at the stairs them turn to look at Mubin..

"Mubi their's no light so you need to lead me and we need to be careful because am scared of tripping":Farrah mouthed terrified..

"Am already used to this so it is normal for me,with lights on or off,it is the same darkness all over":he said like it was a normal thing..

Farrah felt the pain that wasn't in his voice because by Allah now that it is all dark she is feeling scared and she hates this darkness,that made her start wondering how Mubin managed it for years,it is a real devastation..

"What are you thinking of?":Mubin asked after waiting for her answer which never came..

"Nothing Mubi":she replied and it was the biggest rapid lie she have ever said in her life,because she have so much to say and ask him but she wants him to say it when he wills,she doesn't want to force him on anything..

Mubin knew that she was lying but he decided to shake it off..

"Are you afraid that you will trip,you cannot trust me because am blind right?":he asked in a low voice..

Their were many instances without count that he regretted being blind but today is a complete different case..

Farrah looked at him in utter disbelief,she knows that he have his insecurities but he should at least count on her,she immediately shook her head negatively then remembered that he can't see her..

"I just shook my head sideways,Mubi I trust you,am damn serious about this I know that you won't let me down in anything":Farrah stated sincerely..

Mubin have heard many words of encouragement and endearment but this one is so sincere that he felt it going through his soul directly without corner "I trust you" and those three words that are so sincere are surely the three magical words,slowly a smile carved on his lips and Farrah sigh as she smiled knowing that he have agreed with what she said..

"We wasted alot of time standing here,shall we?":Farrah asked and Mubin started moving slowly without a word..

Mubin will put his legs down as slow as he could and Farrah will also put hers..

"Mubi how did you master the whole house,like how can you walk the the stairs despite being blind?":Farrah asked the question itching her body..

Mubin internally face palmed himself,it is a crucial moment to him,he wants to keep that trust she have in him anyhow,he doesn't want to by any chance let her trip because she trusted him to follow him..

But Farrah being Farrah didn't quiver from her question which she waited for an answer from,she have learned to be patient when it comes to talking to Mubin because he takes seconds or even minutes before he replies..

"This is the house I grew up in,yes many changes were made but it is from the outer part,and at first I used to be led by someone around the house and then I got used to it,do you want to know how I do it?:he asked and she quickly replied with a yes..

"I count my steps":he said as he stopped walking..

"I will count and start walking then I will take a corner if I have reached the last number of the place like this stairs,I count 40,20 then a corner then another 20":he explained smiling..

"Like now we are already done with the first twenty,and even the second twenty too which means we have even reached our destination,and now without a corner we will walk 10 steps":he elaborate more..

"Wow genius":she said clapping her hands..

"Another nickname":he said smiling as they continued walking..

Mubin have learnt to pay attention to simple details because he doesn't like bothering people..

"Take me to the kitchen first":Farrah said and Mubin changed direction..

Farrah wondered why he didn't ask her why she wants to go to the kitchen,like every normal person will do but maybe Mubin have a masters in minding his business..

They reached the kitchen and she on the light,quickly went to the fridge and carried four drinks,popcorns,chocolates,apples,bananas, oranges,bread,meat pie,samosa,cookies,cup cakes,ice cream and anything edible in the fridge..

Finally satisfied that her big bag is full she turned around and ask him to lead the way to the door..

They walked silently till they reach the door and Farrah opened it trying as much as she could not to make a sound..

Their was dim light in the compound of the house so Farrah took control with hands still clasped with Mubin's..

"I thought we were going to the garden Far":Mubin said bringing her out of her thought..

"No of course not,we are going out as in outside the house,that was why I packed all those things to eat from the fridge and also I have a big scarf inside my bag we will sit on eat,call it a night picnic or a say oit your heart night outing":she said smiling..

"Say out your heart night outing":Mubin repeated..

"Far this is dangerous":he warned..

"No Mubi it is going to be one hella fun night,I promise":Farrah said smiling and Mubin nod his head..

Perhaps it is going to be fun..