She was in pain and she didn't know why, she was hurt and she couldn't understand why. Why would he leave her, why did he have to end things the way he did. What he didn't know was he in fact royally screwed up on a matter that would effect everyones life more than ever. Although she too had screwed up, she in fact did things that wouldn't end well either. Everyone makes mistakes, but there are two options either dwell on the mistakes and grow a grudge. Or you can simply try whatever it takes to right the wrong you made and fix those mistakes.

The things that happened in the world that none of them believed in made things difficult. The life they had been living was all wrong, it was something that wasn't meant to happen. Things they didn't know could ever exist did in fact exist, but that wasn't everything. He loved her and she loved him, but things didn't work out the way things were supposed to or how either of them wanted them to go. Things don't always work out and that sometimes causes people to be cruel and heartless. You never know what someone has been through or if things don't work out for them or why they didn't.
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"I'm sorry this isn't working out for me" he said

"What....what did I do, you can't just end it were meant to get married" she pleaded

"I'm not good for you anymore and this isn't going to work anymore please don't make this any harder than it already is" he said trying to walk off

"No, you don't get to walk out I want an explanation, why are you breaking up the engagement?" she asked

"You...I don't have one for you, it's that I'm not good okay you need to forget about this about us" he said

"I can't just forget about the life we planned to have together or the fact we are fucking engaged, or how long we have been so in love with one another" she said

"Goodbye don't follow me and stop calling I won't answer anymore" he said and with that he walked out the door

She looked at the door as he walked away anger and hurt built up inside her chest as she watched him walk away. He walked away from their relationship that had lasted for the longest of times. He walked away from a years furth of funny moments, happy and sad moments too. He walked away from everything and it hurt more than she wanted it to ever hurt or to ever admit to anyone. She hated herself, thoughts about what she did wrong or could be wrong with her to make him end things. What did she do to deserve what was happening to her in that moment of her life.

She imagined forever with him for the longest of times and he threw it away just like that when he suddenly changed. The anger towards him grew into rage and resentment for their entire relationship. She hated whatever happened between them and she hated that things ended the way they did. Why couldn't things have been different for her, she barely had friends and she now lost the love of her life. She was broken and she didn't know what to do to even come close to the idea of picking up the pieces.

All she could do was rush to her room, throw things and cry her eyes out and let the rage build towards him. She wanted nothing more than to have her undying question answered as to why he did what he did. She wanted to end her pain, but she couldn't just leave her family behind or could she simply just get out to take a break.