*******Bran POV******

"Mmm," Ben moan as he slowly blink his beautiful bluish. greenish eyes open. A smile breaks out on his faces as his eyes lock with mine.

"Morning," he smile that bright smile of his, his eyes shine with his happiness and content.

"Morning babe! How did you sleep?" Jason asks with the first bright smile, that shows his dimples, in a long time. It was like old time; hahah, before that big misunderstanding happen.

"Were the boys angles, and let you sleep peacefully, or did they move around," my concern was clear as day, I move one of my hand to his cute little, okay slightly big, baby bump. It just been three days since Ben woke up from his coma, so he still need to rest to gain back the strength he lose during the process of Legend healing him.

"The boys were angles as they have been for the past three days....." He starts to say as a smile, a very happy smile, light up his face, I haven't seen on his face for a long time. Rick has keep us up to date with what been going on with Benjamin since he left us. Some of the thing he told us had worried us.

**FLASHBACK**

It's been a week since Benjamin caught us in the act of cheating on him. That still hurt my heart to know we cause the love of our life, and the mother to our children pain, heart ache pain. I can't believe we fall for the oldest trick in the books. I feel so, so stupid.

I remember something my dad told me one night when I wanted to learn more about mates. Especially about what to do when your been stupid and jealous around your mate(s)/lover(s).

**CHILDHOOD FLASHBACK**

"Mama," eleven year old me ask as I lied in my superman theme bed. My walls were painted with super heroes all around the edges of the walls. From Superman, to Batman, Thor, from Hal Jordan, to Capital America, from Martian Manhunter, to Thing, from Mr. Fantastic, to Wally West, to Kyle Rayner, from Wolverine, to Iron Man, from Tim Drake, to Aquaman, by far my favorite superheroes groups have to be, X - Men, Mech - X4 and Star Wars - Rebels, by favorite singer heroes have to be Spiderman, Dick Grayson, and Cyclops. In the middle of the walls each superhero's symbol were painted

"Yes baby boy" her kind smile look down at me as she sit at the edge of my bed. Her light blue eyes were shining with her happiness and content with her life. Her long blond hair was in a messy, but sexy messy bun. When she stands up she about 5'0 a good foot and half short than my dad who is 6'5' but I can tell the side different doesn't matter to her, and she is loyal, but feisty.

'Mama what is it like to find your mate." I ask because I have been die to know what it's like to find that one person especially make for you, as you are make for them.

"Mmm.... Why do you ask that?" She pauses before she continues answering my question. Her eyes got bigger as she didn't expect me to ask that type of question at a time like this.

"I was wondering what happen when you become jealous I think if someone look at my mate I may end up kill them..." I blankly stated with determination, and protectiveness takes over every cell of my body at the thought of someone wanting to take my mate away from me. My mom's mouth open to respond to my question, but before she even said a word, we heard a?

"Ha-ha," a laugh broke what she was about to tell me. "That's my boy just like your father," my dad's voice fills the silence atmospheres that had surrounded my bedroom.

"Yea they are protective and possessive of their mate." My mom smile at my dad while she response to him. She got up from my bed, and makes her way over to him. She was at less two feet away from him when his arm shot out, and he pulls her into him. Before he wraps his arms protective around her small waist, and she places her head on his chest.

"Those are the best mates, the one that will never give up, and always fight for their mate, and their safety, and well being." My mom smiles a happy and content smile; like she was content where her and my dad's relationship was at the moment.

"That true" my dad agrees with a small smirk on his face as he winks at her with a look I didn't quite understand.

"Dad... Mom didn't answer my question because you interrupt her now let her answer it." I sit up and cross my arms as I glare at them, but I fail miserly, and end up smile at the love and care displace they are putting on. I wish I get to have that with my mate someday.

"Son when it comes to your mate your brain doesn't work normal. So don't relate on it so much because your heart take over control of your body, and you end up making mistake." My dad explain as he make his way into my room after letting go of my mom put keep his arm wrapped around her waist. They make their way to the side of my bed as they both keep touch the other in some way or the other.

"What your father is try to say it that you will end up doing stupid thing; because, you allow your jealous to get the best of you. You let your protectiveness take over control of your emotional, and that where you allow mistakes to happen." My mom gentle and motherly voice fills the silence after what my dad said.

"I don't get it," because really, and truly I don't get what they try to tell me. I'm losing in this whole thing how can having a mate make your brain not control your body or actions, but your heart is in control. That doesn't make scientific sense, if your brain doesn't control your body, then your death. Your hearts can't control your body's actions. Or is it just me that can't make sense of that statement.

"It like this

They say it's part of love.

Normal for it to be in a love relationship.

To co-exist with love,

I've been mistaken to think that,

The greater the love, the greater the jealousy.

Insane jealousy is toxic.

Its venomous power is deadly.

It can cast a powerful spell on one's emotions;

To drive one nuts and crazy like an idiot;

To poison the entire being.

Insane jealousy deprives man of his natural liberty,

To love,

To laugh,

To smile,

To be who he is,

It can poison the bloodstream of a healthy relationship.

It is a sleeping giant monster,

Hiding behind the granite mask of love.

When its ugly head is awakened,

Tears and pain it causes.

Many waters cannot quench the burning flames of jealousy.

If there is a hell on earth, it would be a boyfriend or girlfriend's insane jealousy!" My dad explain with a loving smile on his faces as his eyes shine with his love for my mom and pain of what happen in the past.

"So you tell me that because they're your lifetime partner, and lovers cause your instincts to take over your action; because, you don't want to share your soul mate attention with anyone else." I shapely stated not sure if I'm correct or not.

"Yea baby boy no one like share their mate attention with someone else, or learn about someone else has love interest, or lust about their mate. Especially a dominantly in the relationship, and I'm tell you from experience." My dad blankly stated like that was the most obvious question out there.

"Submissive can become jealous too." My mom suborning stated as she cross her arms over her chest as she glare at us.

"I know honey, but not like the dominantly." My dad sweetly declared as he pull her into his arms again, and give her a sweetly and gentle kiss on her lips.

"Eww" I push my lip out as I make a disgusting face, but secret I love how after thirteen years of them been together they still show they affection and love for the other anytime at any place.

"Yea that true" she shy smile after that kiss she look dizzy, and like she was weak in the knees. She push away from my dad's arms, and make her way out of the room the turn of this conversation make her uncomfortable, it's seems.

"Like I was saying not like dominantly male/female in the relationship especially seen how we have beta blood in us. We will be more protective and possessive of our mates." My dad finish explains as he pulls the coverts over me, he then lent down and kisses my forehead. He stands back up, and turns off the bedside lamp. He makes his way out of my room, and closes the door to my room.

***CHILDHOOD FLASHBACK OVER***

RING

RING

RING

The ringing of a phone stab me from my thought of my childhood.

"Pick it up Jason it could be Benjamin call us something may be wrong with the pups." I hurry got out what I was think, I move to the edge of my sit as the interception was getting to me. What if something has happened to Asher or Osiris or worse our unborn pups? No it not like we don't care about Asher and Osiris, or don't love them likes our own pups. We do they're like our own pups, it doesn't matter if they have our blood or not; because since the day we meet those boys they became our sons. If something happen to Asher or Osiris is bad enough yes, but if something was to happen to our unborn pup; because, of us we will never forgive ourselves for causing Ben that unimaginable pain.

"Hello" Jason blankly said, but I could still see, and hear the fear in his voice. But he is trying to be strong for me, and also for whoever is on the other line. As alpha of this pack, one of the strongest packs in the state, he can't allow anyone to see he's weak without our other mate with us.

"Hey Jason this is Rick." Rick shy voice fill the air, and had crush our hope of it been Benjamin on the other line. I can feel the angry, and hurt I feel along with Titus, Ajax and Jason; that Benjamin is talking and even allowing Rick to be with him; when he isn't allow his own mates to be with him and care for him, our pups and unborn pups.

"O.......... Hey Rick why are you call me?" Jason asks because we weren't expecting a call from him not after we almost kill him during the attack.

"It has to do with Benjamin." the concern in his voice had me sit straight up in my sat as the different expertise of what could be happen with him come to mind.

"What....."

"Is he okay?"

"Where are you at?"

"We will come and get your guys?" We fires question left and right, not give him a chance to answer one question before another one is been ask. I don't know which question I ask, or Jason ask.

"Hey! Hey! Hey, hold up calm down he is okay. Breath." Rick reassuring voice fill the speaker as he word set in our hearts, and wolves calm down at knowing our love is okay, and everything with our pups is okay. "Somewhat" was whisper over the line so quiet that if we didn't have our wolf hearing we wouldn't have heard it.

"What, what do you mean he is okay somewhat." I ask because that doesn't make sense it's either he is okay, or he is not okay there is no in between. Not when it comes to our mate and pups well beings.

"You heard that," he asks shapely like he forgot we are werewolf; Jason and me are alpha and beta.

"Yea now tells us what going on." Ajax alpha voice and present could be felt as he pushes himself out to know about his mate state as Titus was doing the same thing to me.

"Okay fine he is okay physically. Asher and Osiris miss your guys but they are enjoying themselves with all the pups here around their age as well as they cousins. Benjamin's mentally and emotionally health is something else." Rick concern was clear as day and you can hear and feel the love and care he feels for Benjamin. In the same time that love and care he feels for Benjamin is in a brotherly way.

"What do you mean by that?" Our concern and fear about Benjamin and our pups' health. The stress and fear we cause Benjamin and the separation can cause dangerous risk for our unborn pup/pups as well as Asher and Osiris.

"Benjamin is doing okay physically, but the separation is taking a toll on him. He isn't sleep well, and he isn't eating as much as he should. Doctor Conner say is has to do with been away from you guys, but also he is having panic attack and anxious attacks; as well as, fallen into depression and nervous breakdown." Rick sadly stated pause to let what he said stink in before he continue with his explanation.

"How???????? How long has this been going on, and why haven't Blake or Sam told us anything when we talk with them every morning and every night." Jason shock could be felt through the link we share. I was shock and scare about our love, our babe health and well being. I was angry at us for causing all of this to happen. For falling for the biggest tick in the book. The most stupid and dumbest thing we have ever done.

"It's.... it's because no one know, but me." Rick sheepishly explain as I can tell his cheek and face would be reddish/pinkish color with his embarrassment.

"What do you mean his brothers don't know about this?" You can hear the shock and confuse in our voices. We are confused as to why Benjamin would be hiding this from his brothers. Since he told us, and his brother found out, about the abuse, their relationship has strength. They talked everyday at less ounces a day maybe even up to three or four times a day.

"No Benjamin has command me not to tell anyone especially you guys." Rick sadly stated at our mate stubbornness and determination at hide this from us. Rick is find out the hard way that when our mate has something on his mind, or his mind is make up you can do anything, but you wouldn't change his mind. Even if you try your hardest his mind wouldn't change.

"Then why are you telling us this." I asked because even don I didn't ready like Rick at first or now. I can still see the bond and loyalty he and Benjamin have for each other. They wouldn't betray that bond of friendship or brotherhood for anything.

Their wolves have build a bond of loyalty and love for each other, ever since Legend & Benjamin safe Reinhold & Rick, their have develop a brotherly bond with each other. Wolf by nature a loyal to their blood family/line and pack so they will not betray their brother, sister, or pack mates trust for something simple or stupid. So I'm surprise Rick is going against everything in himself to tell us this secret that should have just stay in between them.

"Because I know if it was Noah in this position and I was you guys. I would want to know about my mate health, and if it was me in Benjamin position I would want my mates to know about this as well. He may be mad at your guys and hurt, and I may be angry with you guys for causing him pain especially when he has unborn pups to think about....." Rick started to angry stated before what he said ring a bell in my head. Pup our pup is o... Wait did he just now said pups as in more than one.

"Wait..." We cut him off of continue you can just feel his confuse as to why we interrupt him when he was tell us about our mate and unborn pups' health.

"Did you just say pups as in more than one?" We stated cutting off what he was about to say next. I can't believe we are having more than one pup. That rare for an alpha or beta for their first litter of pups to be having more than one pup. Over the last few centuries, 700 years, they have only been 55 now case of an alpha or beta couple having more than one pup in their litters. The record have all stated that the couple had twin or triplets for their first litter, and in most of the case all the pups in the litter survive. Out of the 55 known case 37 of them the pups survive the birth and live a long life.

"Yes you guys are having quadruplets." Rick excited said as you can hear his excitement and love for his future nieces or nephews or both to spoil rotten.

"That AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!" We jump up from our seats as the news hit our ears. An alpha and beta couple has never the history of werewolf known to have a quadruplet in their litters. We are make history here, wait how is Benjamin taking this. I was about to ask when my hearing pick up that some of the pack guards make their way to our office to see if we are endanger or not. Wait why are they making their way to our office for? If it was a rogue attack they would mind link us to let us know. I try to think for what reason they will be making their way to us when I remember that we had scream and knock down our sits when we learn the news.

<"Guys it's okay. We are okay it's nothing."> I link the warriors to inform them to not come in here, and that there is no threat.

<"Are you sure beta Bran?"> One of the guards asks seeming unsure if he should believe me or not. For his unsure is why I trust our guards to watch over our pack lands, our members, and our family; because they will fight tooth and nails to protect those they love and care about.

<"Yea I'm sure."> I reassure them as they can feel our excitement and happiness through the link we share with the guard and pack members. Our link, we share with them, isn't as strong as the link between a pack and its' luna, so Benjamin have the strongest link to our pack. But we don't care because it only means one thing the pack would do anything to protect Benjamin and our pups.

Door open up to revel Noah his eyes search all around to check for any threat to the pack or his brother/alpha and beta/brother-in law

"Yea guys it's okay we just learn our mate, your luna, is pregnant with quadruplets." I excited stated and link to the whole pack at the sometime to calm everyone down. Everyone was panicking about a threat in the pack with our scream.

"Okay I will lets you guys get back to your phone call." Noah asks as he sees that we were on a phone call believed we scream and scare the pack. He turns to leave before he even took a step out of our office he stop and turn around faster than a cheetah on the hunt. You can see his surprise and shock in his eyes, his jaw was hanging down to the floor. He try to speak for a few second before a large simple took over his faces as his eyes brighten up with his excitement for what this mean for us and our pack.

"Congratulations bro." Noah happy stated as you can hear and feel the love he has for his unborn nephews, nieces, or both genders, and our future leader or leaders of the pack.

<"Good luck.">

<'Congregation alpha and beta tell luna congratulations from us.">

<"Get ready for a roller coaster ride with his pregnancy.">

<"One of the best moms in the world, he is bound to be." >

<"You must be feeling magical from within,">

<"That's because one of life's best stages you are in.">

<"Congratulations!!!!">

<" Thanks guys and we will have your luna back and future alpha and beta back home before they are born. We promise you guys.> Jason send through the link to reassure everyone we will stop at nothing for our love and our pups to be back where they belong.

"If you guys need any help don't be scared to ask I, we will help you guys in a heartbeat." Noah declares as his two friend nod their head along with him. I can also feel the pack member's nod to what Noah stated as they give their agreement to help us win back our mate and pups.

"Thanks bro. Thanks guys." We stated as we can feel they still a little bit mad about our action toward their luna. But we can also feel they are slow but surely forgiven us over our unattended action, and we are more than grateful about how much they care and are loyal to their luna. We will make it up to Benjamin our pups but also our pack and Rick too. He will soon be our brother in-law so we have to get along for everyone well being and happiness.

The door close after that and they footstep fail so I know they when back to polar the land, and/ or train the pups, or back to what they were doing before they stop to check out our scream.

"How get Benjamin take the news." We ask after they leave us we can get back to our important, wait hold up it not important that not the best word to describe this phone call. This call is live change, it can break us or make us, it can save us or destroy us, it's the most important phone call of our lives, it can help us fix our relationship with our lover, our life source, our partner in crime, our soul mate, so together we can have a bright future full of love and happiness.

"He is happy and excited about have his and his mates own bloodline pups. But with his excitement and happiness come stress and scared. He is scared of how he will raise them by himself....." Rick start to explain, you could hear the fear about what Benjamin say been true, and you can hear the hope he has inside himself that what Benjamin is say is not true, that we would not turn our back on him as well as our pups.

"WHAT!!!" We scream as we look at each other shock, we can feel the other shock at what Rick just told us. Titus and Ajax is pacing back and front as they don't know what to do, they are shocked and hurt that Legend and Benjamin would think we would turn our back to him. Like he was a piece of trash or not important, like what we share this past seven months mean nothing, like all our memories and dream were just talk or a piece of nothing, overall we are hurt that Benjamin would think we could live without him in our life, like he isn't what make us wake up in the morning and go to sleep at night relax, like he is not what motive us to work hard for our pack, like he is not what balance is off.

"We will help him raise them they are our own pups too." We grown out as Titus and Ajax push they way to the front, again, to be with us at this moment to hear what Rick tell us next.

"I get it, I know you guys would never abandon him or your pups like that." rick reassure stated as you can hear the believe and trust he has in us in his voice. What he said had calmed our wolf and worried but it still is not enough to complete calm us until we speak to Benjamin and reassure him he has us. Until we get him to forgive us and give us another chance. Until then we would not be completely relax or content.

"What you said and I stated is true. I believe in you guys and trust you guys. I know you would be there. Benjamin deep down knows it too and what to give you guys another chance." He knowing stated as you can hear the truth and believe he has that Benjamin will give us another chance in his words.

"That true, but after that type of betray, and then cheating on him has broke his trust in you guys. He doesn't know if forgiven you, and deciding if going back with you guys is sure a good idea. He is scared you guys will do that all over again or worse next time you wouldn't stop, and force yourself onto him. He said he doesn't know if he can live if that was to happen. He was suicidal before he met your young...." Rick sadly stated as his voice broke when he said the last few word about Benjamin think of take his life if we would have force yourself onto him. If Benjamin was to kill himself because of us we would have die with him, we would have kill ourselves because we would not and never be able to live with the guilt that we cause our mate our life source our baby our future wife pain unimaginable pain.

Wait did Rick just said Benjamin was suicidal. I must have heard him wrong, there is no way our babe is suicidal. He is the most happiness and lively person I know of. He always has a smile on his faces and brightness in his eyes for life and everyone in his eyes. He cannot be suicidal we would have know if he was. He would have told us if he ever though in the past or present to take his life. He would have never ever hid this from us.

Rick must be wrong but deep in my heart and a deep gut feeling that Rick is tell the truth. That Benjamin has ready thought of take his life but has never get the strength to do it; I hope that he hasn't got it before. But I know deep down in my heart and gut and in the back of my mind that Benjamin has cut himself before, that he had try to end it before. I hope and pray to Artemis that we're wrong and Benjamin would not try to take his life ever, and we are able to get to him before he even think of try that.

"Wait we didn't know that he never told us that." We sadly stated back as you can hear our pain and heartache about what our babe been through in his past when he use to live with that monster of a father, and even when he was living with us, and we thought he was happy.

"He didn't want you guys to see him differently or walk on eggshells around him. He didn't want to live in the past he wanted to move on, but still the depression and pain from the past hasn't healed yet because he hasn't had help before." Rick sadly and angry stated at the situation that Benjamin has to face now. He is angry at Benjamin pain and horrible father he had to grow up with.

"You mean he need specially help." We ask well it came out more like a statement than a question. You can hear the pain in our voice over what our babe has to face all by himself for the past few years and months. Well it more angry at ourselves that we did not see the sign that our babe was suffering and in pain and was hurting mentally and emotionally and physically the past few months. I then remember the nights that Benjamin stay up late say he wasn't sleep but know I could clear see the fear and pain in his eyes at the thought of sleep.

The only time he would fall asleep is after a night of love making or a day fill with play and take care of the pack pups. I wish I had known this in the past or had an idea of the heartache my babe was going through alone.

"No he need to talk it out, and fix what need to be fix. But at the same time he needs to know, what happens in the past wasn't his fault, and he shouldn't be blame for anything." Rick clearly stated and he is happy about Benjamin is not in need of especially help but is still worry about him. I'm so happy Benjamin has make a great friend like Rick in his life someone else who will do anything and everything for Benjamin to be happy and safe and most of all love like he hasn't known for a long time.

**FLASH BACK OVER**

"Bran, Jason are you guys okay?" Benjamin worry fill voice snaps us from our thoughts of the past. My eyes snap up I didn't even remember downcast my eyes and I was met with a pair of water bluish. greenish worry fill eyes. I hate see that look in his eyes as much as I hate see the pain or fear in them which Rick, Blake, and Sam had describe to us for the past week or so.

"Yea babe don't worry we are okay" Jason happy said but you could tell it was a force smile as his lip for tight and not the lose smile he would give you when he is truly happy. My hand reach out to take his hand in mine as I place our hands on top of Benjamin's cute baby bump so we could feel our pups move around. I send Benjamin my own smile but by the look in his eyes I could tell he didn't buy it, why would he our mate is smart as hell.

"It's okay babe we are okay I promise you if we wouldn't we would tell you." I stated as I took his left hand into the same hand I had with Jason as I then place our join hand on top of his bump. Our pups feeling their mama worried they move around as if try to reassure their mama and give him they support. Which cause me to smile a happy smile?

"Okay fine I believe you but promise me you would tell me if anything wrong or anything bottling you." Benjamin determinedly stated as he send one of his "I mean it if you don't do what I say I will end you," looks. I can feel he will end us just to bring us back and end us again for lying to him or keep something from him. Which for other would scare them away but we found it sexy as hell. Fuck I need to stop thinking like this before I have a big problem on hand and I know he is not ready yet.

"We will." We determine stated as we took that promise to heart. We will always tell him anything as long as it doesn't endanger hi or our pups.

"Okay what were you saying before we get lose in our thoughts about you." Jason asks as he looks deeply into our babe eyes for Benjamin to know we are 100% pay attention this time around.

"What were you guys think of?" Benjamin stubborn stated as he cross his arm over his chest give us that 'Don't make me ask you guys again' look that he know we cannot say no to. That look along with his sad puppy eyes look always have us tell him anything he wants to know. Those looks are evil I tell you they are evil."

"We were think of you and how beautiful you are. And how thankful we are to Artemis to give us a mate like you to be the mother to our pups and be beside us to lead this pack to a bright future." We lovely stated as we but kiss his check. After that I place a small sweet passion kiss on his lips that took my breath away. Few minutes later which felt like second late, we pull away to catch our breath. Jason gives Benjamin a few second to recover before he took place an out of this world kiss on our love lips. After a few minutes they pull away and were out of breath, we try to catch our breath again with a content look in our eyes and the only thing you can feel through the bond is our love for each other and our pups.

"You were think of me?' Benjamin ask still try to slow down his fasting heart after those mind blowing kiss we share.

"Yea????" We said unsure of what to answer because we didn't want to let him know Rick told us about his hard time. We don't want to ruin their brotherhood / friendship because of our misunderstand and stupid.

"What were you guys really thinking about?" Benjamin across his arm over his chest and give us that 'I'm not stupid and I know you guys are not tell me the whole truth, so you better start talking or you will regret it." That look is one of his most powerful tools to get us to do anything he wants us to do and we don't acquire because the last time we did. He didn't talk to us for a whole month just because we didn't tell him about a rogue coming into the territory to warn us that they want the white wolf or no there would attack us and kill our pack member. Let's say Benjamin wasn't happy to hear about that encounter from Drew give instruction to the pack warriors. We didn't have sex or was allow to touch him until we promise to not keep anything pack related from him again. After that we had one of the most pleasure fill night of our life.

"Just how we know that you had a hard time and wouldn't take care of yourself and how you had suicidal thought." I sadly stated hoping he wouldn't be mad at Rick for tell us about his dark keep secret and I'm not embarrass to say I'm cross my finger behind my back for him to not be mad at Rick or at us for push for the truth.

What how did you learn that?" Benjamin stated as he face got pale like he seen a ghost or something like that. He look like he was about to vomit. He got up fast and run to the bathroom and we hear the unmistakable sound of someone thrown up. Jason and I look at each other for a second before we were up and after our mate. We reach the bathroom and knee beside Benjamin as we start to wrapped his back and how back his hair. He has let his hair grown out and know it reach his mid back and is so soft that when he end up falling asleep to us run our hand through his hair and rapping his back. Shake my head now is not the time for this. After another two minutes or so he groans and flushes the toilet. Jason had gotten up and fills a cup with water and mouthwash to get the bitter taste off Benjamin tongue. After rising his mouth and thrown is into the toilet and flush it. He tries to get up but I could see he was weak after that nausea episode.

"Babe is you okay? Do we need to call Doctor L to check on you?" I ask him as I took bride style into my arms, and we make our way back to the bed as I took into account how pale Benjamin's face had gotten since we ask that question. I knew we shouldn't but he was ask us what we were think and we promise him the night we found him in that hospital we would away and I mean it away tell him the truth and talk and work thing out.

"Ammm.." Benjamin stated like we wasn't sure what to tell us if he should answer the last question or this one.

"Please babe talk to us. Don't push us away not right now that we just have gotten you back. Tell us what has got you like this. We promise we don't think of you differently or anything like that." I stated as we wrapped our arms around him to let him know we are here for him and not going anywhere else. At the same time we give him our strength and peace through the link so he knows what we are feeling. Our block / walls are down so he know what all the wronged and hope and love we are feeling right now for him.

"Please don't think of me differently please I wouldn't be...... ab.....abl...." Benjamin start to say before tear came down his faces and sob broke free from his throat.

"Shih shih babe relaxes please. Think of the pups please. Follow me In Out In Out In Out" I stated as I took his chine into my hand so he couldn't look away from me. Our eyes lock together as he start to take calm deep breath in and out I can see his panic attack slowly coming to an end. After a few minute it was over and he was calm again but still had tears coming down his eyes. My finger makes their way up his face as I rap his tear away.

"Just like that babe" Jason lovely said as he continue to wrap Benjamin back and baby bump so the pups felt our love and protectiveness over them and their mama and how much we can't wait until they are here with us.

"We don't think any different of you okay. You still the most amazing awesome different unique wonderful guy we meet and fell in love with. Even if you wouldn't our mate we would have still fallen in love with you..." I stated as we lock eyes so he could see I mean each and every word I said. I can't be more than thankful to Artemis for give us someone like Benjamin that can turn our worst days to the best days of our lives.

"If not for you, I wouldn't know

What true love really meant.

I'd never feel this inner peace;

I couldn't be content.

If not for you, I'd never have

The pleasures of romance.

I'd miss the bliss, the craziness,

Of love's sweet, silly dance.

I have to feel your tender touch;

I have to hear your voice;

No other one could take your place;

You're it; I have no choice.

If not for you, I'd be adrift;

I don't know what I'd do;

I'd be searching for my other half,

In complete, if not for you.

"You guys didn't just quote, "If Not For You," by: Joanna Fuchs for me. You guys know how much I love her poems." He smiles a happy and content smile you can feel the love and thoughtfulness he feel at this very moment through the bond we share.

"We would go to the end of the earth just to see you happy and make you smile. We would do anything for you and our sons and our unborn pups." Jason delightful stated as I nod along with what he was say because it's true of our family we would do anything to keep them happy and safe. We would go through space and back just to make sure they always have a smile on their faces and brightness in their eyes.

"Thank you and I will tell you everything but not today please." You can hear the love and contentment that Benjamin feels as he those words and his eyes shine with the brightness and happiness that was there before that stupid misunderstands happen.

"Okay babe whenever you are already to tell us we will be here waiting with open arms to listen to you and advice you or just to hear you out so you can take off whatever is on your chest." I stated as I wrap

"Okay thanks guys I love you."

"We love you too." Jason and I sated because we did we love him with everything in us with our whole heart and soul. We can't and wouldn't image a life without him in it.

"Okay what were we talking about before we get off track."

"You guys were asked how I and our unborn pups had spelt." Benjamin explains with a cheerful smile on his faces as he thought of our unborn pups. The boys were angles and just pure angles. They had fallen asleep last night, and sleep throughout the night. I slept peacefully like I did for the last three nights, and it's all thanks to you guys. They know their papa and dada are with us again." He recall with a jovial smile on his faces as his eyes lit up with his love and adoration he feels for our pups. You can also see the passion he has to be the best mother to our children that he had and devotion to give our children the best childhood he had, for a short amount of time, in his life. I can tell he will be the best mom in history of mothers. He is loving, caring, sweet nice kind companion, happy, joyful he is gentle yet so strong, patient, give comfort when need, give guidance whenever someone in the pack need it. Overall he has the qualities to be the best mother to our children; and he is so ready for this.

"We so sorry we left you by yourself with all of this." We start to apologies again because we still mad this all happen because of us. Benjamin interrupted our apologies by place his hands over our moths.

"It my fault for not wanting to see or hear you before. I'm so so sor.... Ben started to shake as tears fill his eyes

"Shih... Shih... Don't cry babe.... Please" Jason sadly stated with tears in his eyes as he try to hold them back from falling to not make our love feel worse about himself than he does right at this moment.

"You don't need to apologies okay we understand that you were hurt and need your space and time. We are so sorry we were idiots and didn't see you were protecting a good rogue." We sad smile we are thankful that Ben had the strength and qualities of a good luna.

"Thanks for stopping me from kill Rick. I can't image or live with myself if I was the one reason my baby brother, Noah, couldn't find his mate." Jason had a small sad smile on his face I could tell it was killing him that he almost kill his brother's reason and sole purpose to be alive.

"How did you know?" I ask the question that had been killing me since the attack happen.

"What" Benjamin was clearly confused as to what I was referring to?

"How did you Rick wasn't going to hurt you. Why did you protect him?" I look into his eyes to see he was confused before it changes to understanding what I was reference to.

"When I saw you guys running to Rick with his injury front paw. Something in me snaps and told me to protect him. I had a feeling that he didn't truly want to attack us. With that feeling, came the feeling his mate was in our pack." Benjamin said like he still doesn't understand what he was feeling at that very moment.

"Maybe is one of your powers." we still haven't found out all he can do, so far the only thing we know is he can heal other and can knock out other by a purple light from far away.

"Maybe it I......." Benjamin start to say before "Ahh Ahh" Benjamin let out a pain fill whimper. He wraps his arms around his stomach

"Are you okay, it's something wrong with the boys do you need Doctor L to check on you" Jason worried was clear as day. His brows form together as he tries to figure out what happen. I though because we were always around him the boys wouldn't be causing Benjamin pain.

<"Doctor Leo can you come to our room and check Benjamin out. He seem to be in pain,"> My concern had me linking with Doctor L, like the say goes out better to be safe than sorry.

< "I will be over there in the next fifteen minutes."> He clearly heard my worry and concern for my mate and unborn pups and his love and loyalty for his luna and future alpha.

<"Okay but why fifteen minutes?"> Titus doesn't like that the doctor will letting our mate and his luna to be in pain.

<"I'm in the middle of a surgery on a pup that had broken legs and 4 of his rips. His rips had been healing the wrong way and I need to re break it and set it so it can heal correctly."> Doctor Leo sadly and angry stated, you can tell his sadness it toward the pup been in pain and angry toward his parents or guardians who were support to have took him to the his portal whenever this had happen Everyone knows that a pup should be protected from danger at all time, because they the future of our pack and are so innocent from the evil of the world, so to have a pup who broke his ribs and no one bought him to a doctor when it happen had Titus and me angry.

<"Drew find out what happened to the pup in surgery in the clinic."> Jason must have hear our conversation too because his protectiveness toward the pup came out as I can feel Ajax pacing back and front what to come out so he could find out what the hell is going on in our pack.

<"Okay Alpha....> Drew reply with determination and protectiveness over the pup that is in pain and badly hurt in the clinic.

<"Drew..."> Jason growl out with a protective look over take his eyes like he see this pup as if he was our own just how I feel about him.

<"Fine... Fine... Fine Jason I will let you know about what I find out when I learn anything new."> Drew determinedly said as clear, as crystal water, wanting to know what happened to the pup to cause his or her serious injuries.

"Who is hurt?" Benjamin must have been connected to the link with Doctor L told us about the mystery pup, for now at less.

Word count: 8,024

Edited date / Upload date: 4 July 2019

Question

1.) How have you guys been?

2.) What is your favorite thing about this chapter?

3.) What you think Jason and Bran have to do to get Benjamin to forgive them?

4.) What do you think will happen next?

5.) How many chapters more you think will be in here?

6.) Do you guys want a sequel or not?