******JAYSON POV *****

We are sudden hit with a whole bunch of different feeling come from the pack. Sympathy, Pity, Pain, Angry, Sadness, and fear are the strong of them all. What would we have done? What would have we have cause. We were second always from r---rape our mate. Second always from doing to him what his father had done to him on that faithful night we found him close to death's door, and close to him leaving us. I could feel Benjamin pain, angry sadness and more of all fear of us. Fear of what would happen if he comes back. We will have got that we had run after him. We saw he cloths by the tree line we didn't think twice and shift into our wolf. We run after the scent of our mate we saw the path he was take was going to mine parent's house. I know a short cut and took it. In less than five minutes we were in front of my (Jayden) parent's house. We shift back not care about cloths that second and run up to the front door we knock hard.

"I'm coming I'm coming", I heard someone say. The door open relieve my mom standing there I didn't care and step inside. We look around further eagerly try to see if we could spot our pious mate was hide anywhere. But with no luck he was here and I could scenes it.

"What's going on here", I heard my dad say but I was too busy looking around the house for my mate.

"Jayson, Louis whats going on here", He asked again

"Where Benjamin", we asked him not answer his question

"We don't now", my mom say

"DONT LIE TO ME", I yell

"DON'T YELL AT YOUR MOM", my dad yell at us I can tell his wolf is try to come out to demand respect for his mate

"We haven't seen Benjamin the whole day son. What's going on here", My mom say

"Sorry mom we get in a little fight with Benjamin and we saw that he was coming this way", I scare stated if he is not here where can he be,

"What did you fight about", my dad asked. We look at each other to see if we should tell them or not. We nodded and began to explain what had happen between us. When we finish we didn't expect Louis' parent to be stand there and by the look on their faces they heard everything. We didn't expect for our moms to slap us across the face.

"I can't believe you were about to do such a disgust thing to your mate. I raise you to treated you mate right. To trust them that they will NEVER EVER cheat on you. I know Benjamin would NEVER do such a thing to you guys. You're his mate. I have now him since he was a kid and he has always dream to find his mate and he had promise his mom before she had die that he would be as faithful to his mate as she was to his dad. See I know he would do that to you one thing he really values in life are you guys. You show him love and care for him. After his father had continued to tell him than when he had found his mate he would reject him. He this believes that his mate would NEVER do that. Now you come tell me you were about to do to him what HIS own father done to him", Our parents yell at us.

"We know we were blind by jealous", we say

<"OUR MATE LEAVES THE LAND AND IT YOUR ENTIRE GUYS FAULT."> (Ajax and Rex) yell to us

<"WHAT"> (both Jayden and Logan are talk to their wolf though they connection to them) we yell in the link

<"YES EVEN LEGEND IS BROCKING ME OUT WAIT A MINUTE THEY BLOCK OUT EVERYONE WHO ARE CLOSE TO YOU OR IN THE PACK. IT SEEMS TO ME YOU GUYS HURT OUR MATE TO DEEP THAT HE DOESN'T WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH US. THEY HIND SOMETHING DO"> Ajax and Rex sadly and scare stated.

<"Wait THEY would NEVER do that to us">, Louis and I yell at our wolves.

<"Benjamin can you hear me baby">, we try our mate link but something was blocking us from been able to community with our mate. But he isn't hurt the good thing about Benjamin being the white wolf is that we as his mates can feel when he is endanger of get hurt physical.

<"Your right so what can we do">, we asked

<'I couldn't know but get my mate back soon I can feel that they something get close to our mate and will hurt him and his secret">, Ajax and Rex protective and worry stated as they pace out mind ever few seconds.

<"What no one will hurt him I wouldn't let that happen... But wait you said his secret what are you talking about">, I possessive and protective stated because if anyone as do much dare to hurt our baby physical let along emotional or mentally they will meet they words nightmare.

<"I don't know but it's something that will change our life for better Legend is make such we are unable to see what it is.... He is keep us away from him for about one  weeks know">, Ajax and Rex confuse and for some reason they happy stated it. Make it seem like dream come through. Like they accomplish their man objective.

<"What why didn't you didn't tell me soon">, I yell two weeks meaning Legend and Benjamin have been hind something from us seen he get sick at the mall a week ago when we went look for a birthday gift for Drew son Kevin.

"Do what", My mom asked wrong since Benjamin came into our family she has take him in like one of her's sons.

"Benjamin leave the land", We say try to know why because as long as we know he doesn't have no where else to go to beside his brothers' pack.

"They are hurt because of YOUR action. They are hurt because of YOUR auction of them cheat on you. What would you do when you own mate tell you that you are cheat ON them", mom say

"Give him time", they say

"No we need to find him to tell him how sorry we are for what we were about to do", we say and run out of the house we shift and run to the packs house

<" We need the entire tracker in the meeting room NOW">, we say

<"Yes alpha beta">, they say. We reach the pack house and shift back we hurry put on some shorts and went to the meeting room

<"I want all of the tracker out search for Benjamin he had leave the pack ground and I want all of you out there look for him. We wouldn't stop until we have found him is that clear"> I say

<"Yes alpha">, they say and leave the room.

<"We will find him">, I say when Logan seem to have  trouble in his mind of ever find our baby let alone him give us time to explain why we almost did what we did

***ONE WEEK LATER***

It's been a week and we still can't find him for the past week we have been attack by rouges and wouldn't really 10 members were injury. Whenever the trackers return, everyone get happy and even we do too but that soon change when they saying they haven't found him yet. We have stop training the pack and we and we stay lock up in our office. We have stop talking to anyone, stop sleeping and eaten. Everyone is worry for us but we can't find it in ourselves to care. We have even tried to kill ourselves. We know that wouldn't help but the thought that our mate hate us kill us inside. We have been search the whole wood and still can't find them. We return to the pack house and lock ourselves in our office again.

"So we have check here how about we check this area", I say point to an area in the south of our boards it on no man land. The only other area we haven't checked. We have gotten permission from the surrounding pack's alphas to check their land but we still DIDN'T find anything useful.

"I think it's worth a shot", for once there seem to be hope back in Louis eyes when I suggest our new game plan.

A knock was heard on the door

"Go way", we yell

'We have news on Benjamin", they say

We run to the door and open the door to see two Kristy and Michel were stand there half naked girls stand there with a cup in they hand each with a look of lust in they almost black eyes.

"What is it", we asked

"Just drink this and we will tell you", the sluts said

"MM I don't think so tell us", we say

"Just drink it", they say with what suppose to look like a sexy smirk but end up been like a smile of the devil himself

"Fine", we say and drink it the next thing we know is that our shirt were throw off of us as Kristy kiss me while Michel kiss Louis. They hands were all over our chest as our hand were all over our naked body. We kiss them back. We kiss them with love. We only saw Benjamin stand there not Kristy or Michel it was only Benjamin.

"Make love to me", Benjamin image whisper in our ears.

"I will", I growl in his ear

<"This is not our mate" >, Ajax and Rex yell in our connect mind link we share as mates.

<"Yes he is here with us">, I yell back

<"No it a trick that Kristy and Michel are play us with. They are the ones you are kissing. If it was Benjamin and Legend you would feel sparks flying right know. You will feel the pleasure that come with make out with them wouldn't you">. Ajax and Rex yell question us and know that get me thinking but a hand wrapped around my cock had those though flying from my mind and long pleasure it is place.

<"It's because we were always from each other a whole week the bond is weak">. We yell but even in our heart we knew that wouldn't be the reason. Why we can't feel spark even if we were away from each other for a month we would still be able to feel a small amount of sparks. Specially seen we had mated and claimed each other as mates.

<'You know it's NOT TRUE"> Ajax and Rex yell. We just block them out and focused on the pleasure we were giving our mate. We bend him over our desk and thrust into him hard and faster. For some reason the moan come out of him feel wrong they feel wired. It feel as if we are cheat on Benjamin but then can't been. Because he is lay beneath us wither in pleasure, we are given him. For some reason how they crouch on our cock feel wrong. It doesn't give me that overwhelming pleasure that it usually does. I heard a noise cause our head to snap up and look to where it came from and we were meet with a shock looking Benjamin. There was shock and guilt swimming in my head. With confuse there too. How can Benjamin be stand at the door while we were just making love to him? We pull out fast and put our pants back on. We run over to Benjamin. I could feel pain shot to my heart and chest and now its Benjamin's pain. We are the case of that pain. Hurt us more than the surprise attack our pack was facing with.

"Baby it's not what it look like", we say try to touch his hand but he pull his hand always from us.

"Don't touch me", He says with hurt and pain in his voice. Pain shot though my chest and heart knowing that we are the cause of it.

"Baby you have to believe me we don't know why we did what we did", I angry stated at myself. I had promise myself as well as him , that I would never ever hurt Benjamin like that. I can't believe I did the exact opposite of what I promise him would never happen.

"Ye like you believe me when I say I had NEVER CHEAT on you", Benjamin say

"Because you what it babes", Kristy and Michel said

"No we didn't leave now", I yell in my alpha voice for some reason I see him shivers of pleasure go thought him. After they run out naked we turn our attention to Benjamin.

"Baby you have to believe us", Logan in tears running down his face beg our baby to believe us.

"I can't you have cause me too much pain", Benjamin say turn to leave.

"No", we yell and I wrap a hand around his waist to stop him from leaving us again. I can't image my life without him in it as my partner and as the mother to our children.

"Let me go", Benjamin say try to shake his waist free from my (Jayden) crap

"We can't you are our life", we say

"What this", Logan say pull out a pregnant test from Benjamin back packs which had me shock. What could Benjamin possibly want with that.

"A pregnant test! Why do you have one? And why is your scent all over it", I said clearly confuse. I was hope it was what I was think but then the thought that Benjamin can't get pregnant run it.

"It's none of your business", Benjamin say

"Yes it is", we say

"NO It isn't not when I had catch you fucking someone else", Benjamin say

"TELL US" I yell in his alpha voice. Logan was clearly shook because I had never EVER yelled at them before. Well before Rick appear that is. It his faults why we are fighting right know.

"You what to know I will tell you because I'm pregnant with your pup/pups", Benjamin say. That cause us to freeze with shook he took that as his chance to leave he shake my crap and run. I was still shook how is that possible. After we get over our shook we were going to hung Benjamin and that when we saw that he had leave. We run out of there and see the sun has begun to rise. So we have been there frozen for a good eight hours. We shift to our wolf and run following the scent of our mate and we came to the broad between our pack and the Blue Shine pack and its Hunter pack.

"What are you doing here", One of the polar guard asked

"We need to see your alpha", I hopefully stated. Hoping that Benjamin would let us explain what had happen.

"I don't know", he say look onshore of what to do

"Please it's important", I say

"Ok", He say link someone

"He coming", He say and a few minutes late a grey wolf come

"What do you need Jayden", Blake say he the alpha of the Blue shine pack and he s the mate to Benjamin's older brother Hunter

"Can we cross over we know our mate is here", Logan politely asked hoping he would let us through. Even do in the Babi of my mind I knew that would never happen.

"I don't think so", He say with a growl

"WHAT why not", we growl out

"You hurt your mate by cheat on him and aqurze him of cheat on YOU while YOU were the one to CHEAT on him. Because of that you cause my mate brother who I see as a baby brother pain while in turn causes my mate pain", Blake growl out

"But.....", We say

"No just give him time", He says

"No we need to be by his side and help him though his pregnant", we say

"You know", He asked special

"Yeah why not wait how you know", we asked

"He told us last night after he had cry over what YOU did to him. After he had explained to us everything he fell asleep after crying himself to sleep and he is this sleeping now". He says

"Fine but can you tell me we want to talk", I say

"Ok but it his decide to content you", Blake say know full well what a alpha and a beta would do if they don't have their mate by their side once they found them and had mated them. Claim them as their FOREVER. They would either kill themselves. Of if that doesn't work and they know where their mate is at they will declare a war and fight to get their mate into their territory then force reclaim they mate if a month has past by and the bond is at its weakest point. We don't want that but we would be unable to control our wolves if they feel like they mate is been take away from them they may turn rogue or run into the pack deaf with out the alpha approval.

"Fine", we say and leave

<"Will he forgive us"> Logan link me clear fearful of the out come of our stupid actions the less few days.

<"We will make him forgive us we WILL earn his forgiveness. I promise you that"> I link back but deep inside I was sure it will happen.

<"I hope">, our wolfs added

****THE NEXT DAY****

"Son where Benjamin and our grandkids", Our parent asked us once we open the door to our apartment to leave to search a way to get Benjamin to talk to us.

"Will he not here", we say

"What but he told us that he would come and tell you guys he secret", they say

"What you guys new where he was the whole time and didn't tell us", we yell

"Yes we did but we promise him we wouldn't tell you unless he what us to", they say "And know we know why", they added

"But you saw how we were loss without him you saw we want to whole him and tell him how sorry we were. Maybe if you tell us we wouldn't have fuck a bitch", we yell out

"What you did", They say We start to explain everything knowing full well that ONCE IT COMES TO BENJAMIN OR THE BOYS OUR PARENTS ARE PROTECTIVES OF THEM AND WILL GO MOM BEAR OR FATHER BEAR ON US if we DON'T tell them what they want to know when they want to know it.

"You were acquirement of him CHEATING on you guys when you guys were the one CHEATING on him." They say and slap us.

"We didn't meet to", we say

"So you what to tell me you didn't mean to put you dick up a stub slut ass." They yell

"We don't know how it happens", we yell back

"Here everyone clam down and son tell us everything every step and detail", my dad worry and clearly thoughtful asked us.

"Ok", we say and tell them everything

"It seem to me you guys were drug", Alex said

"What", we all say

"What give you guys that idea", My mom scared and worried asked my dad.

"Will we heard about a drug that it increase sexual active for most people. It increase your sexually drive and make you see who you want to see not who really is there", He explains

"So you are tell us we were under some drug", we asked hoping we had the reason why we did what we did.

"Yes", Alex says confidently.

"Go to the doctor to confirmed it have you shower or eaten or drink anything", my dad asked with a clear hope and pity in his voice and eyes.

"No", we say after we look at each other. "Nothing at all", I say cause we were too wronged for Benjamin to even think about eat or drinking something.

We run to the pack clinic and push the door open. We run to Doctor David.

"What do you need beta alpha", He asked bowing to us

"We need to see if we were drug and rape", I say. He nodded and took some of our blood and leave. Four hours late he walks in with an envelope in his hand. Our parents were here to see it as well we need for our mate to know we are not lying to him if we were indeed drug.

"So what is it? Did you find anything", Logan asked

"Yes we did. You were right alpha beta you guys were drug with a drug call Rohypnol", he say

"What my poor baby", our mom yell start to cry

"What is that doctor", My mom asked in tears and with a protective mom bear crazy look in their eyes. By just that look we could tell they think of way in which Kristy and Michel will pay fo the pain they causing us and our pregnant mate.

"Rohypnol is a date drug. Rohypnol comes as a pill that dissolves in liquids. Some are small, round, and white. Newer pills are oval and green-gray in color. When slipped into a drink, a dye in these new pills makes clear liquids turn bright blue and dark drinks turn cloudy. But this color change might be hard to see in a dark drink, like cola or dark beer, or in a dark room. Also, the pills with no dye are still available. The pills may be ground up into a powder." He start to explain to us

"How were we drug"? We asked neither need to know how we could be drug if we haven't eaten nor drink anything.

"I believe that they were slipped into your drink before you guys drink it. Tell me if you had any drink before", Doctor David says.

"Yes ", we say when my wolf play a video of when Kristy and Michel knock on our office door with two cup of what looks to be brown coffee but end up tasted like belikin beer.

"Well", My parents said start to get inpatient.

"Before we had become sexually drive Kristy and Michel knock on our office door with two cups of what looks to be coffee in them but end up been belikin beer. I think the drug was in that. They said they had new of Benjamin and they would tell us after we drink what they had brought us. So we did just drink 1/4 of it before we had blank out", I (Jayden) say.

"It was an effect of the drug you see Rohypnol may cause drowsiness, confusion, impaired motor skills, dizziness, disorientation, disinhibition, impaired judgment, and reduced levels of consciousness. You may look and act like someone who is drunk. Your speech may be slurred, and you may have difficulty standing or walking. Or, you may be rendered completely unconscious. It is very dangerous to mix Rohypnol with alcohol or other drugs. The combination can produce extremely low blood pressure, respiratory depression, difficulty breathing, coma, or even death. One of the most disturbing effects of Rohypnol is that it can cause complete or partial "anterograde" amnesia (absence of memory for the events that occur after it is ingested). This means that you may not be able to remember what was done to you while you were under the influence of the drug, which may have been for a significant period of time. This "amnestic" effect is especially likely when Rohypnol is ingested with alcohol". The doctor finish explains it.

"Ok thank is the drug out of our system", we asked.

"Yes it is alpha you were right you guys were in did drugged", doctor say.

"Ok", we say and start to make our way back to our apartment.

"So what will you do know", Alex asked.

"I will get the guards to take Kristy and Michel into prison and then trial them for drug us and cause our mate pain by make us cheat on him when his pregnant with our child. Wait how is that possible", We asked our mother when we remember that.

"Fine I guess is time you learn the rest of the legend of the white wolf you see. We just recently remember the pass Luna, your grandmother Rose, talking about the legend white wolf and how they can get pregnant doesn't matter if they are male or female they can give the pack an heir", Lamina start to say said

"And the pup or pups will get the white wolf ultimate powers", Lily finish.

"So our mate is pregnant with our unborn pup/pups. And we are not there with him we mess up big time", We say with our head down

"Son just come up with a plan to get you mate back and to explain everything to them. the other part of the legend that only my dad told me and Alex was that when the white wolf is pregnant he need his mate by his side because if he mate is not by his side for four days straight he the pup/pups start to kick crazy only the hand of their fathers on the baby bump will calm them down". My dad said with love and pride in his eyes as his eyes lock with mine.

"What we have been away from each other for a two weeks", we yell start up we run out the house.