*****Benjamin POV******

"It up to you baby, if you want to find out the genders, we will. If you don't want to know we wouldn't." Bran smile down at me with love shining in his eyes.

"I agree with him love, it up to you baby. We wouldn't be mad if you chose to keep it a secret until they are born." Jason eyes meet mine; I could see the love he has for me shining through his bright fill eyes.

I look into their eyes to see only honesty and love in them. I can tell how much they really want to know the genders of their pups. I can see it in their eyes, and hear it in their thoughts. They have blocked me, yes, and I have blocked them. But we can still hear each other strongest thoughts; even do we block each other. It comes with been mates to the legend white wolf.

An alpha male and beta male love to know the gender of their first born, it comes in their instinct of knowing if their first born is a boy which can take over for them, when the time comes. First born girls can take over, yes, but it's too dangerous so alphas and betas don't allow them to take over for them. There are also the 99.99% chances that an alpha daughter and beta daughter will more than likely be mated to an alpha and beta son. If this happen when a daughter, of a beta, is the beta of the pack, then if her mate is a beta to another pack. She will have to leave her pack to join her mate's pack as beta female. If this happen when a daughter, of an alpha, is alpha of the pack, then more than likely the packs will merge to become one pack.

If an alpha and beta first born is a girl then the first born son will take the alpha and alpha or beta position from his sister. This will stop the entire problem that will come when their sister find their mates in other pack. Usually in pack where the mate comes from a low rank or has no rank in the pack; the submissive mate has a mate that comes from another pack with high ranks, like been a warrior, hunter, tracker, beta or an alpha, then the submissive mate will leave his' or hers' pack to join his' or hers' mate's pack. This is what would have happen if I had mates that are from another pack.

I'm getting off topic here where was I? Or yeah, I know Bran and Jason are doing this for my sake their will set aside their wolves instinct of finding out the genders for my happiness. Sweet of Jason and Bran to do, to get me to forgive them, I'm happy that there are take my feeling into concentration. So I don't feel pressured to find out the genders of our babies, if I don't want to know. But I can't be selfish to do it, to keep the genders a secret it would be wrong of me to do and mien of me to do that, to punish them like that. Beside Legend like myself what's to know the genders of our pups, so we can get the nursery fix up for when they are really to be born.

"Loves are you okay" Bran concern voice fills my ears.

"Babes are you having any pain," Jason concern voice snapped me from my thoughts.

"I'm okay and I'm not in pain," I added when I saw Bran was about to argument with me.

"Let's find out the genders," I happy stated. Jason and Bran faces lit up. Their eyes got brighter with different emotions in their eyes; surprise, joy, happiness, love, protectiveness, possessiveness, and shock are some of the emotions I could detect in their eyes.

"Really" They asked in unions. "You don't have to doing this because of us you know." Jason added not even a minute later.

"We can wait until they are born to know the genders or until you are really." Bran jump in when Jason had finished his sentence.

"You don't have to do this because of our wolves' instinct of knowing the gender of the babies. Ajax and Rex are with us on this. They say they can wait until you and Legend are ready to know or until the babies are here." They both finish together; I can see the honesty in their eyes.

<"They are right you know. Ajax and Rex just connect me they are on board with Jason and Bran on this. They are willing to let their instinct at side for our happiness."> Legend stated with love in his voice right before I could answer Jason and Bran.

"I want to know for you guys," I stated not knowing how to tell them I decide to find out the gender for their sake. I saw they were about to argue with me; "but also because Legend and I want to know the genders too." I added not given them a chance to change my mind. They didn't look convince, but they see the truth and determination in my eyes, so they just nodded their heads knowing how stubborn I can be when I want my way.

"Okay doctor we will want to know the genders," Jason and Bran look to meet doctor David nodded and start to move the stick around trying to get the pups to move and show us what they are. Finally after a few minutes Doctor David stop at one place on my bump,

"So baby A is a boy," Dr. David happy stated as he point out our son private part. I had tears coming down my cheeks, not even few second later I feel someone finger wiping away the tears. My eyes snap up to be meet Jason watery green eyes. Tears were running down his cheeks like a river down the mountain. I could see happiness and joy in his eyes, but the one emotion that overpower all of them was the pride in them. I see his chest vibrate with a growl of pride from Ajax, will more like a purr of pride.

"The next baby is also a boy," Dr. David happy declared as he point out again our baby private part. I felt something wet land on my left hand, which cause me to turn my head and catch eye with Bran watery blue ones. His eyes show the love, joy, happiness, but most of all pride he has for our son. His chest vibrated with a purr/growl of pride that tells me Rex is proud of our two sons, so far that is. The proud and pride that shines in their eyes has my heart swell up to know that I cause it, well more like my little angles did. Legend growls with pride knowing we give our mates the one thing they wanted the must, sons biological theirs. I know there are Asher and Osiris but under our count laws says they cannot take over for Jason and Bran because they do not have any alpha or beta blood in them.

So I get pregnant with their sons, means that Jason and Bran don't need to worry about someone challenge them for their position in our pack. They still can have the pack in their family for generation to come all because of our angles. This does not mean Jason or Bran love Asher or Osiris any less that our unborn angles but they were more worried that Asher or Osiris would have been hurt because when they take over because of biological not been our children by blood.

Blood is one thing but that not all what makes a family is the love that each member of the family has for each other. The strong bond is what makes up a real family; which is one thing we are more than willing to give to Asher and Osiris. They will never feel the neglected of love or affection all because they are not our sons by blood.

"Baby C is another boy," Dr. David overjoyed declared because they have never been a case where an alpha mate pregnant with multiples has three sons. This will make our pack go down in history has been the first with the alpha pair first littler have three sons.

"Three sons' soon baby. We are having three little boys with your eyes and hair running around the next few years." Jason says as he lends down to place a kiss on my lips. The kiss is full of passion, happiness, pleasure, hope, love and joy, the overwhelming emotion has me let out a small breathless moan. My cheeks turn a red shade when I break the kiss as I remember we weren't alone in here as the doctor was still here.

"Baby D is a shy and stubborn one; he doesn't want to let us see what she/he is. Let me try to get him or her to turn around," Dr stated as he started to try to get the baby to turn around. After two minutes of trying he gets the baby to show us their private part. "And this stubborn little angle here is a boy>" Dr. David point at our angle private part as if know we were watching he close his legs and turn around.

"How much copes do you want," he ask us as he give Jason a wet towel to clean the gel off my cute baby bump as Bran like to put it. Throughout the process Dr. David has been take picture of our sons whenever we found out what they were.

"Nine copes please," I kindly ask as Bran careful help me lent back on to the headboard of our comfortable bed.

"I will be right back need to go down to my office to print out the pictures." Dr David stated as he get up and push the ultrasound machine out the door and he close the door behind him give us privatize to have this necessary talk. I turn to meet Jason and Bran confuses eyes as to why I ask for nine copes of our sons.

"Okay so you want to know why I ask for nine cope well you see I would like to give one to everyone who is important to us. So that been said, one for Lamina and Andrew, one for Alex and Lily, one for you, one for Bran, one for Hunter and Blake, one for Eason and Sam, one for me, one for Drew and Elda finally one for Justin and Rick." I stated as I hope they don't get mad at me for bring up Rick.

"Baby who ever you want to give a picture of our angle we will support it." Bran sadly smiles down at me, probably because he saw the fear in my eyes that they will be mad for me bring up Rick after what happen. But he is the only one there for me at my hardest. I know Hunter, Blake, Eason and Sam were there for me too but they had to oversee the pack and their children so they couldn't be with me all the time. "Baby, we are so happy to know you are giving us four more sons we get to love and teach everything to see what color eyes they will have. I hope it like your bluish/greenish eyes and your curly blond brown hair color." Bran said, as he lent down and his lips land on mine. The kiss was full of happiness, passion, guilt, fear, regret, but most of all relive and love in it. It was genial and hunger like he is scare of something like the fear something. All too soon it came to an end as we broke the kiss to breath.

"Baby just hear us out please, and then make your choice in giving us a second chance or not." They beg as they eyes watery at the thought that I wouldn't let them explain. They thought that, I wouldn't give them a chance to explain themselves. The thought, that, I wouldn't give them a second chance like I will forget everything amazing we when through to get to where we are today.

"Okay" I say remembering that I promise mom, Ledge, Artemis, my sons but most of all I had promise myself to try to do everything I can to save our mating. I promise to listen to them.

"It started when we were attack by the rogues and you save Rick's life. At first we were angry that you would choose a rogue over us, your mates. Bu then it changes to hurt. We were hurt that you would put yourself, as well as our unborn boys endanger" Bran stated with a protective and possessive look in his eyes for me but most of all for our unborn sons. I'm happy for that will I'm not total happy because a part of me is sad that they are not as protective of me like before. But child or children from your true mate is the most import thing that you can get in your life. For a, dominate male wolf special an alpha and beta there are most protective over their children.

"I didn't know." I say, you can hear the hurt in my voice. Hurt that, they would think I would put my pups in dangerous way. Then it changes to angry. Angry that they would accusing me of not be a good mom is your mate tell you that you are not protect your pups is the one job for the submissive partner. Tears start to come out my eyes I have been emotional lately more so than ever before. I blame it on my hormones be heighten by the pregnancy.

"We know you wouldn't do that if you know you were pregnant with our sons we didn't mean to offend you. We are sorry please don't cry babe please its hurt us to see o=you so upset because of us." Jason displease stated, wrapping his arms around me. His finger came up to wipe the tears from my eyes. After sometime the tears stop and my sobs turn to hiccups.

"Are you okay babe? Do you want me to get the doctor?" Bran distressed asks; get up to look for the doctor. But before he could take a step toward the door I move to crab his arm stopping him from moving anywhere."No I'm okay it only the pregnancy hormones act up again and I know you didn't mean it like that." I stated because I knew never intentional stated that to offend me. I throw them a small sad smile so they believe me, but by the tight smile on their faces I know they didn't buy my lie."Just drop it and continue with your explanation," I declare, wanting to get answer to my unanswered questions and doubts I have ever since this whole thing started. It seems they want to argue back but the look I give them had they bit their lips."Okay but if anytime you feel pain tell us. We will get stop this and get you the doctor to check you out." Bran protectively stated let some of his beta voice slip into that command.

"But what about you have to tell me?" I stated with confuse and pain fill look in my eyes because I want to and need to know they reason for their' betray.

"You and our sons' health is our top and main concern. Our explanation and apologies can wait for another time." Jason lovely stated but I could hear a whimper of pain coming from them and their wolves. Their emotions are all over the place from hurt to guilt to hope to fear to loneliness to longing to regret to pain, the last one get to me the hardest. They are in pain because of me. Because I was so into my pain and hurt by their action, that, I was blind to their emotions. I was blind to see that they want to make it up to me.

I was letting my fear rule me and by doing so I was not only hurt myself, but also Osiris, Asher, my unborn boys but most of all I was hurting my mates. The ones I promise to away stay by their side and never give up on them, because of my blind fear I was causing my mates to start to hate themselves all this time. "No it not and I'm sorry I let my pain rule me." I shake my head as tears came to my eyes but I blink them back now is not the time to cry.

"You don't have anything to apologist for. You were in your ever right to run from us to not talk to us because of what we did."They stated as they whip the tear that had slip down my eyes without me knowing. I can tell they want to explain everything but if it starts to endanger our sons' health or mine they will stop even if it's hard for them to still having this problem between us.

"Yes I do" my stubborn was coming out because I knew I was in the wrong here.

"No you don't. None of this was your fault." They shake their heads as they see and feel my stubbornness through the bond we share.

"Let's us continue to explain everything okay, but you feel any pain at anytime tell us." Jason defensive stated; I know that he wouldn't drop it. I can tell they want to explain everything but if it starts to endanger our sons' health or mine they will stop even if it's hard for them to still having this problem between us.

"I will," I stated finally give in know it's for my and our sons safety. I also give in because I could see the fear in their eyes. They scare of lose me or any of our unborn sons or any of us getting hurt. They nodded and Jason start to explain farther,

"We were hurt you choose to endanger Osiris, Asher, the pack but most of all yourself, you decide to protect a rogue even do you knew they were working to take you always from me, from us." Jason sadly stated as I can see the idea of me ever been taken from them scare them to dead.

"We let our jealous over the past three days we felt for Rick blind us. We let that jealous rule us so we started to wake up early, we went to polar." Bran says with regret and self hate mix into his voice which hurt me more than all of the year of abuse I had to deal.

"Always from me," my eyes stated to watery because of the pain that hit my heart and the sad howl Ledged let out in my mind.

"No babe not from you. We would never want to get away from you; you are our lover, our soul, our mate, our life source, our life partner, our significant other, our better halve." With each word they both kiss my mark as if to show me that they will always want me. "Not from you but from the idea of you and Rick. You guys were always together you barely spend time with us. You were always with the boys or with the pack, or with Rick but every time we want to spend time with you. You were always busy or tired. The day we get into that fight that day after we run the board twice we return home and when into our office. We had been inside for about three hours when they were a knock on the door at the time we were reading thought paper work." Jason stated with a chagrined look that show his disappointment in himself of the way of his thoughts.

"Come in." We call out, Kristy and Michel walk inside.

We asked "What do you what."

They told us "they were there to see their mates."

We stated confidential even if we had our doubts moment ago, "we are not their mates Benjamin is our mate."

They confidential stated as mischievous look in their eyes that give us a bad feeling, "No he isn't."

We angry yell "YES he is."

They stated happy and annoy again "No he isn't."

They then stab us in the heart by stated our greatest fear, "If he was he would be kiss someone else."

That line, when they said that right there and then kill us inside. But we had hope that you would never do us that ever, we knew you weren't capital of cheating on anyone, "What",

"What are you talk about", Jason annoy ask them so they can leave us along. But they seem to never get the hide.

"HE would NEVER do that", I angry yell at them. Benjamin love us he would never hurt us like that. Beside Benjamin is to care and good heart to do something like that to us.

They show us picture of that. You and Rick kissing at an amusement party" Bran said closing to tears.

"I never did that," I angry stated hurt that they would ever believe I would cheat on them. I'm not a cheater.

"We know but those pictures look so real," Bran stated, as he get up and go over to the dresser. After a few minutes of looking inside the drawer, he makes his way back to us with a white envelop in his hand.

"Look for yourself," he stated and give me a letter size orange pocket envelop. I open it and a grasp escape my lips, on the bed lay about twenty photos of Rick and me. I took one in my hands. Then my eyes bur with tears as I close my eyes for a minute.

When I open them I was in a house and in a room I didn't reconsider. I see Kristy and Michel standing there with a mysterious woman, by her nature as well as by the way she holds herself, I could tell she is a witch. Ledge growls at the thought of us been close to a witch, as we learn from Rick that the rogues were working with a witch at their side. The witch started to say some things in a foreign langue I didn't understand and the next thing I know is that I am look at a perfect copy of myself and Rick. Then the image disappears to change to a different lay out. I was no longer standing in the mysterious room but we were in the amusement park Osiris wanted to go to.

I see Kristy and Michel following Rick, Osiris, Asher, Harry, who is friends with Osiris, and myself. Every place we went to they stop and kiss as someone took the pictures. Every time they kiss a grasp escape me because it look like I was the one kissing Rick and not Kristy kissing Michel, no wonder why Jason and Bran thought it was me who cheated on them. I blink my eyes because I could feel the tears about to drop. When I open them again I was back in our room. I felt tears drop on my hand and I look up to meet a pair of watery eyes.

"We so sorry babe" Bran said in between his heart breaking sobs.

"We shouldn't have believe them we should have trust you and talk with you first. But when we didn't see you or the boy, or Rick in the apartment when we went up to talk to you. What they show us make sense and we thought you leave us. We start to question if what they show us was the truth. As the minutes pass by and no one show up. We start to believe it more and more," Jason heartbroken stated, his eyes hold pain and fear but most of all honesty and hope in them. But what break my heart more was the guilt and shame that I saw in them.

"Please forgive us for not trusting you, for about to betray you, for cheating on you even if we didn't do it willing. But most of all, we were about to do to you the unthinkable, the unimaginable, thing a mate can do to their mate. But in our case the unthinkable thing than that backstabber of a father did to you." They stated in pain and shame, rape your mate is forbidden and look down on because it's against the law. It can be punish by dead or by breaking the bond between the mates.

"It okay nothing happen I'm okay now." I try to reassure them that I'm not mad at them or fear them. I would never be able to hate them even if that had happen I would still love them and forgive them.

"Wait you said you cheating on me unwillingly. Why? How/" I asked clearly confuse but I have a idea of what they are try to say,

"We had return from an unsuccessful search for you. We lock ourselves in the office to come up with a game plan in looking for you. We had just come up to a place on the map that we haven't searched yet. It was an area in the south of our boards it on no man land. There was a knock the door." Bran apologize stated as he start to explain how their try everything in their power to locate me and apologies for their previous action of try to force themselves onto me.

"We yell out 'Go way', because we didn't want to be interrupted in search for you. The reason we open the door that day was because they stated 'on have news on where you were.' We run to the door and open the door to see two Kristy and Michel were stand there half naked girls stand there with a cup in they hand each with a look of lust in they almost black eyes. We asked them hurry because we were dying to find you and apology and explain ourselves." Jason happy stated as if he was hoping they knew where I was so this nightmare could end soon.

'What is it?' They stated, 'Just drink this and we will tell you.' We denied and told them, 'MM I don't think so tell us.' They say with what suppose to look like a sexy smirk but end up been like a smile of the devil himself, "Just drink it." We finally said, 'fine." Bran stopped his explanation to see if I was with them or if they had lost me while they explain.

"What happen after that?" I asked them at the same time reassure them that I was with them and they hadn't lost me during they explain so far.

"We drink it then we saw you. When we were make out and making love with them; we only saw you. We were thinking about you. The thing that snaps us of that fog we were in was the sound you make when you open the door and walk in." Bran sadly stated as a disgust look over take his bright eyes.

"But I think we knew it wasn't you. Our wolves knew it wasn't you and they try to tell us. But we didn't listen to them because we couldn't believe after so long of been away from you, you were right there in front of us. We block them out and focus on the pleasure we thought we were giving you. The moans that came out of them were wrong. They wouldn't your sweet innocent moans that drive us crazy, the moans come from them were like a cat dying." I laugh at that which causes them to freeze in their place.

"What" a blush work it way on to my cheeks gives me pinkish reddish look, I look away in embarrassment. My face was turning back around by Jason as he and Bran had a smile on their faces. "There is no need to feel embarrass babe. We were just shock because we haven't heard your beautiful laugh in so long." The love in their eyes has me close to tears and when I remember what he said about my laugh had my check turn redder than they were. He place a passion perk on my lips.

"The way they crouch on our cocks wasn't the thing which pushes us over the edge. It wasn't the way you do it that drive us crazy, in lust and love for you, by shucking us in. It was like been burn alive that how it felt when ever their muscle tightens on our cocks. Nothing that they did or sounds they make drive us crazy like how it is with you. Nothing that they do make us feels that overwhelming pleasure feelings we only get when you and I mean only we get from making love to you." Jason loving and possessive stated. Jason get up went to the dresser and open the drawer he took out a yellow folder and make his way to me.

"Ha, here is the evidence that we are not lying to you about we cheating on you against our better judgment and well. That we were drugged and rape," He serious stated He hand me the folder and I open the folder to see a report from Doctor David.

"The blood result for Jason and Bran that were send it is positive to continent a high amount of Rohypnol drug.

"So it true" I whisper happy that the vision I had wasn't just a trick that my mind was on me. I ready saw when that person gives Michel and Kristy those drugs. I was happy because it out my worries and troubles ay easy.

"So you believe us." Bran stated with hope shinning in his eyes but I could see a hide fear he is try to hide from me.

"Yes I do believe you." I but his fear and worry an easy by give them both a safe and gentle passion breathless kiss on their lips to show them I believe and trust them.

"Are we forgiven" Jason asked when he catch his breath back. I thought for a moment and the thought of not forgiving them because me great sadness and pain.

"Yes you are forgiven," I say and a smile work its way onto they faces.

"You wouldn't regret give us a chance we will promise to you that we are truly sorry and regret everything that happen." Jason says and seals the deal with a pleasure kiss,

A/N

Edited: July 4, 2019

Word count: 5,190

Question

1.) What do you think about Jason and Bran explanation?

2.) Do you think Benjamin did the right thing by give Jasona and Bran another chance?

3.) What do you think of Benjamin vision do you think he ready saw what he saw?

4.) What will happen next?