****** BRAN POV*******

Pain. Regret. Angry. Loneliness. Longing. Hate. Fear. Hope. Love

Those are the few feelings we felt to say that we make the biggest mistake in our life. We wish we could turn back in time and stop ourselves from doing what we did. Wish we can go back and tell ourselves it was a trap. A lie. An ambush. A pitfall. A misunderstanding. Our dreams were filled with him let us explain what had happen and asked for forgivingness. We saw ourselves having a family with him but now, that dream of ever having our own children was gone because we were too blind by jealous to look over the fact that he had seen the good in a rogue.

Pain. We felt pain because he is in pain. Pain because we couldn't hold him at night; tell him we would always be there for him.

Regret. We felt regret because we had cause the one person that was supposed to be there for us though out it all pain. Regret because we weren't strong enough to see pass the trick the sluts were play on us with.

Anger. We felt anger because we couldn't hold him when he is crying. Anger because we are the cause of his hurt. Anger because we are weak and couldn't see passed the fact that he chose to help out a good rogue over his pack and mates.

Loneliness. We felt alone. Empty to be more precise because we don't have him by our side. We are in and abyss of pain and guilt. We were alone because of a mistake that we wish it never happened. We never want to feel this way again cause it's not a great feeling.

Longing. We long the day he give us a chance to tell him what happen. We long the day he give us a second chance with him. We long the day we have him back in our arms again.

Hate. We hate ourselves for cause him pain. We hate ourselves for not been able to see pass they act. We hate ourselves because now we wouldn't be able to see him round with our pups in him. We hate ourselves because we can't seem to find him anywhere. We hate ourselves because of us know our kids would grow up without a father figure in their life. We hate ourselves because we are not just cause Benjamin's pain but we are also cause our kids pain.

Fear. We fear that he wouldn't want us back. We fear that he doesn't give us another chance. We fear that he would give birth before we are able to win him back. We fear that he has a miscarriage because of what we did. Because of us stress him out.

Hope. We hope the day comes he could forgive us. We hope to be in the life of our pups. We hope that the love he had for us hadn't turn into hater.

Love. We love him with our whole heart. We love that he is caring our pups in him. We love that he is our mate. We love that he is so caring, nice, loving,

You have heard his side of the story now let us ell you our side

***Flash back to the day of the incident***

We wake up early this morning at 5 and leave the apartment to patrol the board. We have been doing that a lot later because of what had happen. Him chose a rogue over his mates kill us inside. Him put himself and our boys in danger distingue us inside. Him pick a rogue over his pack, his family, his mates kill us inside. We can't help put to think what's going on inside his head. Does he like that rogue. Does he not care about us anymore? Does he hate us? Does he not love us anymore? Is he cheating on us? Is he going behind our back? Is he betraying the pack? His mate. Is he with the enemy? After we run the board twice we return home and when into our office. We had been inside for about three hours when they was a knock on the door we were reading thought paper work

"Come in", we call out

The door open to relieve the pack sluts Kristy and Michel stand at the door

"What do you what", we asked not look up from our paper work

"We just what to see our mates", they say

"We are not you mates Benjamin is our mate", we say

"No he isn't", they say

"YES he is", we say

"No he isn't", they say

"If he was he would be kiss someone else", they say

"What", we yell

"What are you talk about", Jason annoy ask them so they can leave us along. But they seem to never get the hide.

"HE would NEVER do that", I angry yell at them. Benjamin love us he would never hurt us like that. Beside Benjamin is to care and good heart to do something like that to us.

"Then what are this", they say and drop a bunch of picture on the table. I took one into my hand and turn it around. A sob broke free I throw my hand over my mouth to stop more sobs that what to break free. There in the picture I'm hold is the thing that break my heart. Here in my hand is the thing that makes my wolf howling and whimpering in pain, sadness and anger. I'm holding the proof that my mate really did cheat on us. Benjamin has his arms wrapped around Rick neck. While as Rick has his arms wrapped around Benjamin waist. They lips are lock together in what seem to be a heat kiss.

"Where did you get this", Jason asked clear in shock with this evidence they are showing us.

"We were sups so when they left with Osiris and Asher to an amusement park we follow them we saw them kiss and took a picture because we knew you wouldn't believe us if we just told you without proof. He had Uno fur and tick. He had that he love you when really the only love the power that comes with been with you. The power of been luna". They say

"Get out", we say, we don't want to hear any more of this

"But babes", they tried to say in what they think is a sexy voice but sound like a cat is doing.

"GET OUT WE SAY AND DON"T SAY ANYTHING NOTHING WILL LEAVE THIS ROOM", we say in our alpha/beta voice.

"OK", they say and leave

"IT can't be He would never do that", I defensive stated. Deep in my heart I knew he would never do that, not even for a billion dollars.

"But this can't be false its look really like them", Jason say

"Desire  we will only know if we go and asked them our self they are in the apartment they haven't leave yet or Benjamin would have told us", I say

"Let go", Jason say and we leave our apartment. We run up to our apartment and once we get in we don't see them or hear them any way. We take a deep breath but they scents are old meaning they leave like an hour after we did.

<"Any one has see Benjamin. Osiris, Asher or Rick anywhere"> We link the pack

<"NO Alpha Beta"> They receipt where are they we start pace the floor and decide to wait for them Four hours later around 6 pm the door open and relieve Benjamin walk in with clothes that are not his. We take deep breath and the scent of the rogue hit us hard. He found us with our arms cross over our chest as our angry took us over because this confess what  Kristy and Michel had said about Benjamin cheat on us with that feed disgusting rogue.

"What up" He asked us as he walk thought the door and make his way to our room.

"What up. What up where have you been we can't find you or the boys anywhere", I (Jason) say as his hand fly thought the air as we follow him.

"The boys are with Rick as I asked him to watch them as I went for a run in wolf form. Since I have been out in wolf form for a while now and beside the fact that my wolf was get reside". Benjamin say like it's no big deal when we were worry sick that something had happen to them or worst that he had leave with that rogue and had taken the boys with him.

"Why did you ask him to watch them when my parent can watch them for you or us"? I said

"You were busy and I didn't want to pare your parents and what so bad about Rick watching them". Benjamin asked us. We don't know why he doesn't get that he is dangerous for our boys to be with him by themselves.

"He a rouge and you let him watch the boys what a mother are you let someone danger watch the boys if anything happen to them you are to be balm". I said

"Nothing will happen to them". Benjamin says conflict like he knows that he would never do anything to hurt him or the boys. Like he know him deeply. Intimately

"Why are you so such about that"? I asked

"Is it because you like him." Jason says "Are you cheating on us with him''. Jason asked him. Asked him with hurt in my voice and a pain going through my heart at the thought of him being with someone else that is not us. We had a look of scared and jealous about it. He gets a look of shock and pain at what we had said. But he could be playing us.

"Is that a yes? I can't believe you would cheat on us and with a rouge. You are nothing but a slut and whore". Jason says that cause Benjamin to snap out of his shock state and Jason didn't see when Benjamin but the next thing I know is Jason head to snap to the side.

"Don't you ever say that again I have never cheated on you and never will? Why. Maybe because I love you, maybe because I love you more than myself. Or maybe because I'm not like that". Benjamin yell I was about to talk went Benjamin hold his hand up

"And you don't say anything. I can't believe you would also even think about that. Haven't I showed you guys how much you guys mean to me? Haven't I show you guys that you are my world. I know Jason is also your mate but still I can't believe you would even think that and you didn't jump in before to say anything so don't say anything knows". Benjamin says. We can feel his angry going to new level why we don't know maybe because we are double his love for us. But he wouldn't show us that. He wouldn't show us that our la of trust is killing him inside. Our angry when to new levels and we let it run us. We push him into the wall with his back forcedly push against the wall hard we were both stand in front of him with angry in our eyes.

"We will show you who you belong to". We say as we throw him on to his back on the bed before he could get up we were hover over him and had ripped he cloths off.

"No don't". He (Benjamin) says.

"We will show you who you belong too. Who are your mates? And who are the only one to have you like this", We say let our wolf come front and were about to enter him

"NO", He yells and the next thing we know is that we are send flying what the hell.

A/N

Edited: Ju;y 3, 2019

Word count: 2,025

Question

1.) Do you think BEnjamin cheated on Jason and BRan with Rick?

2.) Or was it a lie Kristy and Michel make the whole story up?

3.) Do Jason and Bran have a right to be angry with Benjamin and not give him a chance to explain?

4.) Does Benjamin betray a cause or value reason for Jason and Bran try to force themselves onto they mates.