Chapter Twenty-Four: Lossing Hope

******Jason POV******

Bran and I stood under the spray of warm water as the soap spirals down the drain like our hope does day by day. We hop out the shower after five minutes and wrap a soft furry towel around our waists. Walking up to the mirror, we look at ourselves; our once lively eyes are now drowning of color. We also have dark purple bags under our eyes.

Our face is scruffy and we need to shave but that our less problem. But still if today our love and life would wake up then we wants to be really for him. So we take out our saving brush, dip it in warm water. After lathering our faces in shaving cream, we take the razor and carefully begin the shaving process. It takes us less than ten minutes to complete it. We go to where we leave our clothes on the floor and pick them up, and then we unwrapped a towel and dress quickly.

Taking the discarded towel and clothes I throw them unto the hamper outside the bathroom door, we really should clear that, our clothes are practically pouring out of the laundry basket. Walk out the small bathroom we head straight to our spots. Bran stays on his left side, while I take the right side. We pull the chairs closer to his bed and grab his hand in mine.

187 hours, 43 minutes, and 24, 25, 26 seconds, that's how long it' been, or in other terms a little over a week and a day. That's how long we have been waiting to see his bluish/greenish eyes again. We haven't moved at all; well beside to use the bathroom. We kiss his cold small hand.

"Baby you have to wake up. We miss you and are sorry. We want to explain what had happen and hope you give us a chance to make it up to you. Happy four month anniversary baby!" Yes it's been four months since our birthday and find out we are all mates and the start of our love come true.

"Every day you don't wait up baby our heart breaks a little more when you don't open your eyes." Bran say "But don't worry though we will wait for you for the rest of our lives" I say nuzzle his hand with my nose.

These pack week has be our own personal hell on earth. Ok you must be really confused as to what happen so we will start explaining.

****ONE WEEK AGO****

***THREE HOURS EARLY***

We have tried to content Benjamin. We have call every day at least 10 times a day. He never picks up the phone. We've tried to go to the pack house to see him but every time we reach the broad they tell us he doesn't want to see us. Or he is sleep. We have even try to cross over the broad to talk with him and see if he is safe but ever time our dads would stop us. We are now in our office come up with a plan to get Benjamin to forgive us. We had planned to take him on a special vacation. Just us and the boys, we need it for want all had happen. We are in front of the compute look though all the different places we can go which will be fun for Benjamin as well as for the boys too.

Specially safe for Benjamin know that we now know that he is pregnant with our pup/pups. I don't care if he/her/them have Bran DNA or are mine I will love them no matter what, because- they are mine pup/pups too. They can be Benjamin and Bran but I know me and my wolf will love them as ours own cause their the pup/pups of our loves, our life, our forever. We have been feeling a strong sense that something is wrong but could never pin point it.

We some time get this shape pain in our lower abdomen for the past two weeks put every time I look its nothing. We look thought the different place and try to remember if Benjamin ever told us of a place he would love to visit when the though hit me like a brick to the face. I know the perfect place to take him.

"Bran I know where we can go", I say with a smile

"Where", He asked

"You remember our first date with Benjamin at the waterfall", I asked

"Yes so what about it", He asked not get it

"Remember we were playing twenty questions", I say he nodded. "And we had asked him the place where he would real love to visit". I say and that when a look of realizing come onto his face.

"So we can take him there", Bran said and start to type up something, when there was a knock on the door

"Come in", I say and in walk Drew, Jack, Blake and John the men we put in charge of the third part of our game plan to win back our mate and this pack Luna. They make it seem like it's their everyday job and it is. If this doesn't work and Benjamin never forgive us and end up reject us then the pack will suffer too. A pack without it alpha, beta, Luna and beta female are not able to survive for all they would end have to find another alpha, beta, Luna and beta female or join another pack or go rogues.

"How is it going", I asked them

"Everything its going great we just need to know the gender of the pup/pups so we can get part four going", Drew said

"When we fin", I was about to answer when the door buck open to relive an almost out of breath Chris.

"What is it", I asked once I saw he fearful face

"Blake is at the board and says it's an emergency to do with the Luna", He say, he didn't have time to finish as I and Bran were out of there fast that you can say Peter Piper picked a peck of pickled peppers. As soon as our feet touch the grass outside we shift to our wolf and race to get there. The tree past in a bur as we race to get to the board of our pack grounds. The thought of why Blake was at the board worry me.

It's our mate okay? How are our unborn pup/pups doing? Did Benjamin have a miscarriage? Are we to be blame for his miscarriage if he had one? Are the boys doing okay? Did the vampire and rogues come for Benjamin and now have him? Is he still with Blake's pack or is he kidnapped? But I just shake off that though we would have felt it if Benjamin is in danger by them. It comes as a special gift for been mates to the legend white wolf. Did Blake come to tell us that Benjamin wants nothing to do with us? Did he came to tell us that Benjamin has move on from us and that we should just break the bond holding us together as mates as partners in life?

At that though my wolf growl and whimper. He growl in angry at the thought of another men hands on our mate as they make love to him. But whimper in pain know that if that had happen its mean we had no chance in win back our mate and we should just let him go. We should just be happy that our mate it's happy and not in pain. We should just be happy that he is happy as his mates our main period is his happiness.

And if it's with someone else then so be it but not before we have a chance to explained what had happen and what had cause us to do what we did. Before the thought were too much we reach the tree line, we shift back and put on boxers we found behind a tree and walk to where Blake were standing. The look he give me was a look at scared us.

"What worry"? We asked as we make our way to him

"It's Benjamin okay"? Bran asked looking worried

"Are our pup/pups okay"? I asked anxiously

"Did Benjamin have a miscarriage"? Bran asked impatient

"How are the boys"? I asked annoyed cause he hasn't answer none of the question we have asked

"Does he want to see us"? Bran edgy asked wanting, no more like we needing to know.

"Has he moved on from us"? I asked; we fired question after question at him not giving him a chance to answer the first question before another was asked.

"Enough", He yell we come to a such and my wolf didn't like the distressed he was showing us. We just sucking it up cause Ajax and Titus new if we hurt Blake then say good bye in a chance of very seen or talking with our love again.

"No Benjamin didn't have a miscarriage" at his word I could see that Bran relax and my wolf as myself relax too. "Also he hasn't moved on from undo". He said at those word my wolf howl in joy of know our mate still wants us as well as know that we still had a chance to make him forgive us and be with us again, hopefully. "He wants to see you but he is still fight the pull and is still hurt from what happen". At those words we knew that we had our work cut out for us.

"The reason I came is because you guys need to get to your mate side right know" He said and those words worry and fear set in deep in my heart. He shift and we found, he lead the way at a speed of about 100 mile per hour.

Soon we reach the pack house and we shift back put on some clothes an omega bought for us we found Blake inside. We were confuse to see him going to the incline and confuse took over.

Why is he lead us to the clinic? Why isn't he taking us to our mate bedroom? Why isn't he takes us to see our mate? Is our mate in the clinic? Did something happen to him? Is he hurt? Or worst? No I shake my head at the last thought, it's can't been if he was dead we would have feel it. Another shape pain to the rips had us stopping in our tracks. Somehow I knew the pain came from Benjamin and I could help but remember the words from my parents.

"Son just come up with a plan to get you mate back and to explain everything to them. The other part of the legend that only my dad told me and Alex was that when the white wolf is pregnant he needs his mate by his side.

Because if he mate is not by his side for four day straight the pup/pups start to kick crazy only the hand of their fathers on the baby bump will calm them down", My dad's words came to mind and I somehow knew deep in my heart and mind that this was related to it somehow.

"What we have been away from each other for a two weeks", we yell start up we run out the house. Now it was three week since the last time we were with our mate. We came to a white door and I could smell my mate scene coming from inside

"Why are we here" I asked worried

"Why don't you open the door and see" He said and we did. What we saw had us weak to the knees and had us wanting to drop to our knee. There on the bed was our mate beautiful as ever. But he was scared pale as a ghost.

"What happen to him"? We said once we could find our voices.

"We heard a loud scream come from Benjamin room. When we reach he was hold his low stomach and we see tears coming down his eyes. We run over to him. What happen we had asked wronged? The only thing he said before he fainted was Pain.

We had taken him to the doctor and he had taken him into a room. Three hours later he came out with a scared and scared face on. What happen I had asked shock and had gut feeling on what it was. How is my brother Hunter and Eason asked wronged when they saw his fearful on his face? He is endangered of losing his life and well as his pups' life", Doctor A. Smith say.

"What how". We asked wronged and scared as we turn to look at Benjamin on that bed.

"The pups are kicking his rips hard that they had broke two rips one of the rip had punch his lung. His body and wolf are trying to heal but with the pups continue movements are not helping Benjamin case", He says.

"Why", we asked shock

"You know the rest of the legend I guess", He asked we nodded our heads.

"Wait you said pups", we asked shocked.

"Yes pups as in four the doctor said and before you asked Benjamin hadn't want to have an ultrasound without you guys", He said when our face trop. The thought of us missing the first ultrasound to see our pups kills us inside. We what to expect that with him, to expect the first time we see our pups, the first time we heard they strong heart beats and the first time we lay eye on them together.

We want that with our mate, our world, our love for life. Expect the first time we see our pups. The thought of four pups was the happiest thing to happen to us beside find out Benjamin and Bran were our mates. My wolf was howling in joy and I could hear the same thing was happen with Louie.

"The doctor had given him a 25% chance in made it for the next hour. He is in a bad state", Blake say with a frown on his face and fear in his eyes. And that make us release that it seriously life or death situation cause an alpha even in dark times never show their fears or pain in like a rule that all alpha follow to the key.

It make because of our alpha pride and ego or cause we are the one the pack look up for guilt and for leadership so if we show our fears and pain then the pack will get scared and fear too. So for that reason alpha never shown their fears

"What" We say

"But I think if no I know that you are the only two people who can save him and your pups" Blake say with a trusting and hopeful smile on his face

"What? How" We asked we are willing to do anything to save Benjamin our world life

"You guys need to be here the property is true Benjamin hasn't been with his mate in two week. The pups are scent that their papa and dada are not close to them. If they feel that you guys are here with them then maybe they will stop kick so hard and give Legend enough time to heal the broke rips and lung." He said

"How can we do that" we asked what to do anything to save our love life

"You can put your hand on his bump and talk to them let them know you are here with them and will never leave them again. Let them know that their papa and dada care for them even do they are not born yet. Let them know that you will protect them and keep their mama safe.

Let them know they can trust you to not hurt they mama again, because they know that you have hurt they mama and bad too. Let them know that you are here will to fight to be a family together with them, Asher, Osiris and most important Benjamin" Blake say

"We will" I say and Bran nodded and when to start with what Blake said we should do to save him

"Why are you helping us" I asked

"Cause I have a feeling they more to this that meet the eyes. And beside everyone deserve a chance to explain why they did what they did" He say and leave the room all together I walk over to the bed and hold Benjamin hand in mine

"Love we are here for you and not leaving you side" I say and kiss his hand and the baby bump

****PRESENT TIME****

Looking down we see his almost month and half bump which look like his twenty weeks alone. We haven't let the pack doctor to do a check up on the pup yet. When he does we are not there or we are sleeping. After three day we had them move Benjamin to our pack house and to our room.

I know what you are say it's that not safe and the answer to that question is yes its safe. We had asked Blake doctor as well as our own pack doctor if we could move him and them both answer yes. It would be better if we move him into our room.

The pups will be calmer seen how they are surround by our scent. We look down at his bump as my hand land on it. I still can't believe he is truth pregnant with our kids. I don't care if they are boys; girls or both I will love them either way. If they are girls all four of them then we still can have more kids later one only if he forgive us. "Babies we promise we will get your mama to forgive us". We smile you can hear the determination and rural promise that we will get Benjamin to forgive us.

We nuzzle our noses into the baby bump where our sons or daughters or both are growing. We still can't believe our mate our live is giving us the one thing we thought we will never get. When we hear he was is pregnant we fell in love with him all over again.  We were shock but still we didn't have any negative feeling over it or over Benjamin able to get pregnant. We learn from our parents that a submissive male wolf mated to a more dominates male can still get pregnant. The only different been that pups from the legend white wolf are born with powers.

A/N

Edited: July 3, 2019

Word count: 3,147

Question

1.) Will the pups survive the stress Benjamin is under?

2.) Will Benjamin wake up before teh pups are born?

3.) WIll Benjamin forgive Jason and Bran?

4.) Will Benjamin allow Jason and Bran to be there for their pups? Or not?

5.) What will happen next?

6.) Will the master make a move soon or not?

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