******Benjamin P.O.V******

I close my eyes when I open them again I was back at the waterfall.

"Does Artemis wants to see me again" I asked confuse more to myself than anyone else.

"No baby I'm the one that wants to talk with you," my mom sweet voice comes from behind me. I turn to see her standing there in a beautiful light blue floor length dress with sleeveless sleeve, with a sweetheart neckline. The light blue color of the dress brings out her bright blue eyes.

"So you are the one to bring me here." I asked just to be sure I heard her correctly the first time.

"Yes I bring you here so we could talk" She say determined to get her way

"Talk about what" I asked confuse cause the last time I was here she want to tell me that Artemis wanted to talk with me. The last time she didn't want me to stay here with her and Co so now that she wants me here to talk has me interested in what it could be about.

"Discussed about how you are holding back" she recipe with a shake of her head like she was disappointed in me.

"Holding back?" I'm not holding back am I?

"Yes you are holding back in going back to your mate" she pointing out the avis

"I am not" even if I knew deep down that I was, I still deny it.

"You are, why" I could see how concern she truly was about me

"It's nothing" I didn't want to worry her over something that wasn't any concern of her.

"I'm your mom my number one period is your well being physical, emotionally, mentally. I'm sorry I wasn't there to keep you safe from that bester abuse before" she couldn't finish cause of her tears and sobs take over.

"Mom it's okay your time had come you couldn't do anything about that" I whisper as I hung her and start to rap her back to calm her down.

"Thanks tell me wants wrong. What is it that is holding you back from being with your mates? That is keeping you always from your ultimate happiness. Let me finial be able to help you" She plead more like beg me to tell her what is still keeping me here.

"I'm..." I stop not knowing if I tell her what it is will she think that I am just been a coward.

"Let me help you finally be happy" she beg me with that mom "I know what best for you" look.

"Fine the reason I don't want to go back is because I'm afraid" I know it a stupid reason to still be here but I can't help but thinks of all the things my father told me.

"You will never get someone that loves you. You are useless and disgrace to our kind. You are just a waste of space. Even your mate(s) wouldn't want you. One they find out you is their mate and is an omega they will reject you."

"Afraid of what" going into protective mother bear mode

"Afraid that once I wake up they will not be there. Afraid I will go back to been by my mates. They will act as if I was never there in the first place. Afraid that when they explain why they did what they did that is was cause they fell out of love with me. Afraid that they have moved on with those sluts created a new life together as mates for life." I being to open up, to tell somone why I have been holding back from hear Jason and Bran out. Who better to ask for an advice or tell my fears to than my own mom. I know she will tell me what is good for me and what I should do.

"Afraid that they wouldn't satisfy by only having sex with me, that they realize they are not gay in the first place. Afraid that all of this was just one big fat jock they were daring to do by their friends. It was all a ticked to break my heart to break me. A ticked to make me look like a fool, like an idiot, to make me look broken like I real am." I broke down in tears cause if any of those things come true then I will sure not recover from that. I will end my life for sure.

"Those are only fears. You can't let fear rule your life. Fear is nothing more than an obstacle that stands in the way of progress. In overcoming our fears we can move forward stronger and wiser than before. Fears are only challenges you have to overcome in order for you to live a life of ultimate happiness. Fears are just an unpleasant feeling cause by the threat of danger of get hurt or been in pain. Fears are just that they shouldn't rule you. You should rule your fears not the other way around." It like she had life through this.

"Are you going to be the one to take away your pups' only chance at a father figure in their life?  Are you going to make them not have a family like you did growing up over this last eight years? Are you going to be the cause of your own unhappiness and your mates? Are you going to be the cause of your pups' unhappiness once they see their friend with their fathers?" She stated as her face turn serious and she had a look in her eyes, 'I know what you going through. I have been betray before too by someone I love dearly.'

"Are you going to be the cause of your pups' pain and feeling like their fathers don't care for them? Are you going to be the cause to you own wolf dead." All the point she made were right. Can me life with myself if I am the cause of my mates' unhappiness, of my family unhappiness. Can I life with myself cause of my fears I let my kids feel unloved, unwanted by their fathers. Cause of me my wolf dies unhappy and unloved.

"No but..." I start to say before I was interrupted by my mom like aways. She never use to like to hear the but after a yes or no, good or bad, news.

"No buts, buts are like opposite that you have to overcome. You know that no one can make you truth happy except your mates. You know that no one can love you truth only your mates. A mom doesn't like see her child hurt. To stay here with me and your brother back then. But like I said back then you can't and like I am saying now you can't." She paused to let all she said set down before she add more.

"If I knew that you will end up get hurt by going back to your mates I wouldn't tell you to go. I wouldn't be telling you to give them a second chance. You have suffered enough and should be happy." She added with love and pain in her eyes.

"I know you wouldn't want me hurt" I recipe to easy her wrongs

"So are you going to give them a second chance," she smirks at me.

"Yes," after thinking for a minute over all the points she made. I should do it, I know that all she said should and is true. She wouldn't tell me to do something if it will end up hurting me in the end.  Somewhere deep down I knew she was right. I shouldn't let my fears rule me. My fears have won all my life, this time I wouldn't let them win.

"Ok so go back" she kiss my cheek and hung me before she started too disappeared. The darkness took me away again.

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"Baby you have to wake up. We miss you and are really" Bran voice reaches my ears as I could hear the pain behind his words "really truly sorry. We want to explain what happen and hope you give us a chance to make it up to you. Happy nine month anniversary baby" I could hear his happiness in his voice at the thought of us been together for nine month but then it change to pain "But don't worry though we will wait for you for the rest of our lives" a pause happen before I hear the first heartbreaking, pain fill sob break into the silence of the room.

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"Baby we never meant to hurt you like that. To cause you so much pain than you fear forgiven us. Please wake up so we can make up for it. We miss you" that the last thing I hear before the darkness and sleepiness took me away again

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"Hello pups. You aren't even born yet but your mama, dada, and I, your papa, already have fallen in love with you even do you haven't been in our arms yet. We are so, so sorry cause of our stupid, jealous and fear that we wouldn't good enough for your mama is what lead to all of this. Cause of that now you mama and you guys having to fight for your life. But don't worry the doctor had said if we stay by your guys side you will let your mama wolf, Legend, heal him right. You guys need to be easy on your mama because you guys are stronger than him at the moment and can hurt him badly. So please be nice in there." Jason concern he true is.

As I can feel his warm hand wrapping on my bare baby bump. It worked because the pups have settled down. They are moving but not kicking as hard as they use to do before. I feel when Jason lean down to lean four kisses to where he felt the four pups move. After he lean the last kiss he nuzzle his face lightly before pull away completely but leave his hand wrapping my bump.

When I feel someone else moving on my left side I got scared until I felt a hand wrap my bump on that side that send sparks fly everywhere. By those sparks and the way my body reacted to them I can tell the person is Bran.

My body shiver with delight that I just want them to have they way with my body. I mentally shake that thought from my mind we are not there yet they need to work to get me to trust them again. But still the pleasure from their touch course though my body likes an explosion surrounds me like a big warm blanket. The feeling alone was strong enough to overpower my early thought of make them work before we mate again.

I feel love and quilt come though the mated bond all three of us share. They feel guilt about what happen. Their fake accusation of me cheating on them with someone else was Rick. They quilted cause of what they did lead to me been back here, back fighting for my life again.

"Don't worry pups we aren't leave your-----  mama side until he is all better-----  and you guys have been born. Don't-----  worry cause we, your papa and dada,----- will be there for you as your-----  father figures even if we are not----- with your mama. We will try our-----  hardest to get him to forgive us,-----  but even if we have try everything-----  and he still doesn't forgive us and-----  finds someone else. We will still be-----  watching over you all. Even if we-----  are not with your mama we will-----  still be watching over him and protect-----  you guys and your mama. We will-----  still only truly love him. He will-----  be our love, our life, our everything,-----  our true happiness.----- " Jason start to say after ever seventh word a sob would break free from his lips.

"We will be by ourselves. We will-----  not give up hope until he forgive-----  us so we can be together as-----  one big happy family cause we wanted-----  more kids with your mama. We want-----  your guys to have younger sibling to-----  love and protect but that wouldn't happen-----  unless we get tour mama to forgive-----  us for our stupidity we will try-----  our hardest to get him to forgive-----  us even if he doesn't we will-----  never move on from him. He is-----  our world, our everything without him we're-----  nothing. You have our word that we-----  will try everything in the universe to-----  get him to give us a second-----  chance so you guys can have a-----  happy childhood and family life.----- " Bran stated in between sobs but you could still clearly hear the determination to keep that promise to the pup's alive and coming truth. It causes a shiver of pleasure to course though my body. Every time they are determined or take charge it is sexy as hell.

I feel water drop on my hands but soon realize that they are tears. Bran and Jason both have one hand intertwine with mines as they tears drops on to them before they broken sobs is all you hear in the overall silence room beside the beep of the heart monitor. I could feel all their emotions as their sadness, pain, angry, regret, hate, fear, hope but the strongest emotion in there that shoot an arrow of regret to my heart is the love I feel though the bond for the pups and me. They still love me all they have said isn't a lie. They are still in love with me.

I couldn't take their broken sobs any more so I put all my strength into my hand where I feel the sparks of pleasure coming from. After five minutes of try I was about to give up hope but then I felt as my hand close around their hand and a gasp of surprise feel the air.

"Benjamin baby get you just close your hands," Bran and Jason clear were shock by the why they spoke. I close them again and then I feel their happiness skyrocket to a new level.

"Baby, try to open your eyes for use please," Jason beg. I put all my energy into opening them and when I did I was blinded by the brightest of the room. I quickly close them again and slowly start to open them so my eyes get use to the brightness. Once they were fully open what I saw had my heart breaking. I was met with a pair of sad, reddish green eyes of Jason. He had dark purple bags underneath his eyes. His once tan skin is now a pale white color almost like a ghost.

Bran didn't look any better his once bight sea blue eyes are now read puffy sad eyes. He also has dark purple bags under his eyes and his tan skin, lighter than Jason, is now a ghostly white color like a white dove.

Once they saw I was wake they start to cry again. I sit up slowly once I was up. They wrapped they arms around me and nuzzle they faces into my neck. I wrapped my arms around their waist as I enjoy the feeling of my mates back in my arms. Start to wrap their back to smooth them until their tears have stop.

Jason was the first to pull away only to take my face into his hands as his lips lean on mine in a magic kiss. The sparks I have miss for the past three weeks I think. I start to kiss him back. I moan as the pleasure shiver down my spine that took as a sign because he deepens the kiss by slipping his tongue past my lips. I have missed this feelings, this deep feelings of love, happiness and protectiveness that I only get when I am around them.

After what felt like a life time Jason pull away only to be replace by Bran general lips on mine. His kiss was fell with hope, happiness, loneness, and a whole bunch of other emotions. Bran slowly as if he was afraid I would disappear like this was all a dream he deepen the kiss. His tongue slip past my lips and explored as if he was trying to remember ever inch of my mouth. The pleasure I were receive almost had me coming right there right then. But Bran pulls away before I could come.

"Baby we are so happy you are wake. Before you say anything please let us explain.

"Ok," See their pleading eyes and hopeful face. They hope I lean them explain what had happen and why I saw what I had seen. Relive, hope, happiness and love are some emotion I can feel at the moment. They have trust that what they have to tell will make me forgive them and understand why they were so jealous about, and what happen that day that had broken my heart.

"Ok," I find give in to my wolf desire to hear our mates out; to give them a chance to explain why any of this happens. A question that I have been dying to asked bib in my head "How long was I out for,"

"A week," Bran looking angry and sad said.  Jason look like he was okay but I saw through his fault act to see angry and quilt in his eyes he try so hard to hide. There was a knock on the door. It opens to relief doctor L, who walks in pushing the ultrasound machine in front of him.

"We will check the pups if it ok with you guys?" Jason and Bran look to each other before they nod like they came to a silence agreement. They look to me with hope and love in their eyes.

"Okay" I nod to the doctor and my mates. Doctor L start getting things ready "Live your shirt luna," after I had live my shirt doctor .L squeezing the gel on my stomach making me hiss at the coldest "Should have warn you"

Jason makes his way to my size where the doctor is. Doctor L is by my feet sit on the chair that I guess Jason use when I was asleep. Jason took my hand in his as Bran took my other hand in his hold as they hold my hand tight but not too tight that it hurts.

Thump

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Four safe but strong heart beat of our four little angles as their heart beat join mine, heart beat coming from the heart monitor connect to me, in the overall silence room.

"Well guys see these four little shapes. They are your kids" Doctor L start to check things out "Your pups look health everything looks to be okay." L pause before asking a question I know all too well
"You guys want to find out the gender of your pups" Every time I had my last two cheek up I never wanted to find out the gender cause I want my mates to be there.

"It up to you baby if you want to find out..."

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Edited: July 3, 2019

Word ccount: 3,103

Question

1.) What will Jasona nd Bran reason beind tehir betray be?

2.) Will Benjamin forgive Jason and Bran or not?

3.) What will happen next?

4.) Will the master make a move soon?

5.) What are the pups gender?

6.) What will the pups name be?