A/ N

Time Line: November 3, 2020

Warning rape scene headed

******Benjamin POV ******

I make my way to my bathroom and start the hot water for my shower. I turn and look at myself in the mirror and see all the bruise and marks on my body, other people would think of them and themselves as disgusting or hate themselves but I know that my mate will never hate me because of them they will love me for me. If do he continue to ell me that my mate would reject me cause I am omega and I haven't shift I am human. But I don't believe that the moon goddess would give you a person who will hurt you. She will always give you the right person just for you. I get into the shower and just stand there letting the water relax my sore muscles and bruise up body.

After a good ten minutes just stand there, I start wash up my hair with my shampoo and make such to romp it in there and then raise it out and I do the same for the conditioner and then romp my body with my body wash. I get out and make my way to my room again I look to see what time it is, when I see it 3:00 in the afternoon I shock I sleep in so late my dad would kill me went he get home at 7:00 because I was suppose to clean the house and make dinner breakfast was suppose to have been on the table this morning.

I run to the closet and but on the first thing I see which is a grey t-shirt and black jeans. I run downstairs to start clean up when I finish I look at the clock and see it 5 which give me two hours to cook dinner. I decide to cook Algerian Kefta. I finish five minutes before my dad walk in so I set the table and had his plate ready and his beer too.

"Where my dinner"? He asked.

"On the table". I say.

I went back in the kitchen to clean up I don't get food so when I have time I steal it. I went up to my room and half an hour later he comes up.

"I now for what". I thought.

"Why wasn't my food on the table this morning? " He yell

"Because I was pass out from you belt last night" I recipe.

"Don't be a smart mouth now". He says.

"I'm not that the truth". I say. Right when he was about to answer the doorbell went off

"Don't move from here". He says. Like if I can. After he said that he went downstairs I make my way over to the window to see who was here and saw that it was the alpha after an argument, the alpha leave and my dad slam the door shut he came back upstairs look mad.

"Why did the alpha what you to be at the party tonight". He says.

"Because all members are suppose to be there". I say.

"But you not a wolf". He says.

"Yes I'm may not be a wolf but I'm still a member of this pack". I say.

"No you not YOUR NOT A WOLF and because of you your mom die". He says.

"No she didn't". I say.

"Yes she did". He says.

"NO"!!!! I yell.

"You didn't learn you lesson last night did you". He says.

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Warning rape scene headed skip to the next chapter if you don't want to read.

He walk over to me and punch me on my stomach than send me fly thought the air and I land hard against the wall I fall down the floor and cough up blood but that didn't stop him. He make his way over to me and start to kick me on my rips that I know I have some broken by now.

After about ten minutes he leave my room only to come back two minutes later and throw me on my bed he then put my hands above my head and handcuff them to the bedpost and my feet he spent them with and handcuff them also to the bedpost he took out a knife and put it on the table beside the bed. He then ripped my shirt and pant and boxer off.

"What are you doing"? I asked?

"Show you whose boss and treat a slut how a slut is supposed to be treated". He says.

That when what he was about to do hit me as hard as a football be throw at my head. He was going to take away what was supposed to be for my mate only. What you give up to your mate out of love and faithfulness. What you give to your mate that show you waited for them and are pure and innocent.

"NO"!! I yell.

Start to trash around try to pull my hand free but can't. He then push in two fingers into my opening with force make me cry out, he continue to rammed them in and out before adding two more in. I screamed my lungs out but couldn't fight back because of all the pain I was in has finial take a torn on my weak body. It was like they put fire inside me.

"STOPS IT HURTS"!!!!!!!! I yell.

"It supposed to hurt you stupid fag. Now you know what I feel every time I see you". He yells back.

I scream more but soon he remove them but only to add his cock into me. I can feel my muscles are ripping down the middle by the size and force of it. This was how I want my fist time to be like. I didn't want it to be to someone how enjoy the pain they are cause. I though my first time would be to my mate as they show me how much he and his wolf love me.

**Time line: November 4, 2020**

*The next day*

I woke up to feel my body in unimaginable pain. I was lay on my bed in only my panties and bar I was able to put on last night after my father left my room after the fourth round and a two hour beating. The door snap open and hit the wall hard as father was standing there with lust fill eyes scanning my half naked body.

"Fuck slut" My dad hissed looking at me with disgust by this time tears were streaming down my face because I knew what will happen next.

"Father, I'm sorry...." I sobbed he grabbed and kissed me roughly, picking me up off of my feet and wrapping my legs around his waist. He bought me over to the wall in my room and slammed me against it. I was scared; I didn't know what to do anymore. I knew what was about to happen to me and I hate myself for not been able to stop it from happening.

"Now u little bitch, I'm going to fuck you and you're going to like it. Understood?" He asked more like demanded with a dangerous look in his eyes.

"N-no father set me down please." I said quietly, not looking into his eyes.

"I wasn't asking baby." He emphasize son drawing it out, I tried to push him off of me, but with my back against the wall, and him so close to me, and I didn't have much luck. I felt father pull down his sweatpants and then rip my panties, literally rip them off of me. He pulled me slightly off the wall to unclasp my bran and then pressed me even harder against it than before. I felt father's dick against my hole and shook, he wasn't really going to do this was he.

"Father p-please stops." I beg him trying to push him off again but like before no luck.

He chuckled lightly. "No." He responded, before thrusting himself into me, as I feel myself rip again and the pain from last night abuse came back to me. I screamed and grabbed his shoulders, trying to push him off harder than before but again no luck.

"If you move again or try to push me away again, I'm seriously going to slap you." He kept laughing and thrusting into me harder and faster than before every time I tried to move away from him, he pick up the speed and strength which he trusted into me. Father pounded into me, I felt like at any moment I would've broken into two. I never thought he was this serious but wait a minute he did rape me four times last night. I screamed as he fucked me and craw at his back, sinking my nails into him which only had him release pleasure fill goans.

I started feeling pleasure instead of pain, like my mind or body was try to protect itself from the pain by make me feel the opposite emotion, or a mixture of both pain and pleasure. I moaned loudly and screamed again when father trusted three fingers into my ass alongside his cock.

"F-Fa-Fath-FATHER." I moaned loudly, wrapping my legs around his waist tighter, but my hand still tries to push him away. Father smirked see how confuse my body and mind were on what to do, Should I let him continue to force me or fight back. Father smirks and leaned his head down into my neck as he place kisses up and down it, and then he started to suck on to different area of my neck. Before his mouth move to one of my nipples, and he bit down onto it send a pain fill silver up my spire before his tongue when out and lick it better.

"You're mine." Father whispered into my ear, gripping onto my hips.

"Tell me you love it, go on fucking say it." Father demanded, and I moaned loudly when he hit my g-spot.

"I---I---I---ha--hat---hate---i---it." I whimpered from the pain and father, smirk evilly, roughly kissing my lips and then he bit down onto it cause me to release a pain fill whimper. He then moves his lips to my breast and bit down rough on it cause me to scream in pain. He trusted into me harder and faster, and I felt myself about to cum, I hate how my body is giving into the pleasure. I felt like I'm betraying my mate trusts in me and I hate myself for it. I moaned out, sinking my teeth into father's shoulder to muffle my screams of pleasure.

"Now listen to me, I'm going to do this to you, when I want to, and how I want to, you will listen or else your sibling will have to take your place and I will have you watch as I take turn rape them and you wouldn't be able to protect or save them." Father evil stated as he continue to fuck me against the wall. Hours later after five more round of torture my body give out to the pain and I pass out.

**Time line: November 5, 2020**

"Did you cook this slut?" He asks making me nod in reply, only the two of us were at the house at this moment, so who else could have make it. He pull me onto his lap and I know and can't fright him off not after the beating and abuse my body when through last night.

He take a bite and hums in reply, I gulp nervously, hoping I made the omelet alright.

"This tastes okay!" He say with a somewhat happily smile on his face before he kiss my cheek. I have learn over the pass two day to go along with this or waste thing would happen to me.

"I'm pound of you baby."He says before cutting me a slice and feeding me some of it. He has been nice after that night allow me to eat everyday at less a full meal a day whereas before it was half a meal every two or so days.

"Thanks you father for the complement." I say with a fake almost real smile on my face. Over the years I have learn how to hide my emotions great only my sibling could see through my fake smiles.

I could feel his hard erection beneath me which cause a silver of fear to go through me. I was only wearing my panties at the moments whereas he was only wearing a silk red and black with yellow lightbow pajama pants that clearly had no underwear beneath it.

"You know what else tastes good son?" He asks and I shake my head, but in my gut I knew already what he would say.

"You cum when you knew you shouldn't." He stated as I gasp feeling him start to kiss my neck and my mind was starting it panic knowing what was going to come after.

"Father..n...o....please......" My eyes start to water as he starts to touch my private part. A tear escape me as I realize that it would be the fifth time he rape me in the last two days, I knew whenever I find my mate he would not want me after he learn the hard truth that I'm no longer a virgin

A tear escapes me as I realize that I was starting to get an erection, even though I did not want it to happen, after the sexual abuse my body been going through it get turn on whenever my father plays with my penis. He continued playing with my erection as I sat there. Frozen in fear of what's to come. I didn't know what to do. If I push me and run, he would get angry and make it more painful for me, but if I stay here, and my mate learn that I didn't fight back, he would hate me for sure. My mind was running wild and I started praying to goddess that something or someone would arrive to stop this, knowing deep down and she would not answer my prays. But I still hope that a sudden event over the mind link would happen, the alpha inform about a meet that all pack member should be at or a trespasser that need all pack warrior, like my father, to be out there looking for him or her.

But nothing ever came and I knew somewhere deep in my heart I knew something would have never came because we the most protected and safes pack in America.

"I bet you like this, having a guy no wait a minute a man playing with your erection like this. Father wants his slut to feel good." Tears continued to flow down my cheeks and soon I was sobbing as he continued to toy with my erection, soon his right hand when down and inside my panties as he push two fingers deep into my hole cause a loud pain fill scream to be release from my mouth.  He continues to speed up his finger in my hole and his hand around my erection cause it to become more painful. I could feel myself been rap open.

Suddenly he stopped and I was able to catch my breath, my eyes widen and for a second I thank the goddess for making him stop. I wiped my tear and started to stand up, forget he always like to play games with me, only to feel his hands on my neck. Then he pushed me hard, until my left cheek felt the surface of our dining table. I was no longer sanding and my ass was exposed, as I stood there bended over and I knew what was about to happen.

A sob escape me as I felt his breath on my neck and I try to squirm my way out of his hold but I knew he was much stronger than me.

"I note how much you look at me with that tease innocent look of yours slut. I know you want to play with me again don't you." He stated as he start to pull down my panties from my hips make it fall to my feet.

"No! T.. that's not.....true----ow!" I start to explain to him before I release a painful scream as he force pull my hair backward with half of his strength.

"Stop lying to me slut. I know how you want me and I'll gladly give it to you." He releases an evil chuckle as I feel him pull down his pajama and then he forcefully pushes my face back onto the table, breaking my nose in the process. I move my face to the side so my cheek was on the table. I could feel something in me snap to fight back if not for me, then for my mate so he knows that he was the only one on my mind when this was happening to me. With all my strength, I stepped on his feet making him yelp in pain and finally let go of me. But before I could escape, he grabs my hair again and slams me back onto the table break on of the table's leg in the process. Before my body could register the pain, he pulls my hair again and makes me stand up.

"I hate it when you disobey me." Suddenly his fist connects to my stomach making me cry out in pain. He pushes me onto the table and I wasn't even able to react as he starts punching me in the stomach, so much for me fighting back I should and knew this was going to be the end result.

I lost count of how many punches he gave me as I was starting to feel dizzy and my body became weak. It was maybe half an hour to an hour before I knew it, my body was bent again on the table with my back to him, somewhere in then process of the beating he place a small dirty kitchen towel into my mouth and it was tie around my head and hands was tie to the table legs. Soon I felt his hands on my head as he slams into me from behind. He start to trust slow but forcedly deeply into me before he got tired of the pace and speed up. His trust went faster and harder into me cause pain to be the only thing my brain and body knew at the moment. My eyes couldn't even see what was in front of me, instead all I saw was blurring and my mouth couldn't make a sound due to the pain. I felt my body moving along with his thrusts and tears continue to escape my eyes.

After two or four round of this torture, I felt him pull out of me.

"Father is finish with his slut for the moment." He stated as his evil laugh feel the silence and he pull the cloth out of my mouth and untie me from the table. My body felt to the ground due to the pain and weakness in my legs and lowers back. As my ass hit the floor a pain fill whimper fall out of my lips. "Clean this mess up and I will be back in four hours. This house should be spotless when I get back o and dinner should be on the table by the time I get back." He stated as he turn around and walk out of the front door.

Soon my sobs were the only sound that filled the ketch as I used the remaining strength in my pull to pull myself up off the floor. After three fail attempts I was standing on my weak knees.

"Hey bro how are you." Angel worry voice fills the silence

"I'm okay and you?" I stated as my emotionless mask came back on. I knew I need to keep the emotions out of my voice o no Angel will race over here and that monster will do the something, he has be doing to me, to her.

"I'm okay and the kids are having fun but they miss you. Can you come over to see them today?" He ask

"I would love to but I can't father want the house clean today because he having guest over." I stated hating that I'm lying to my brother, but I'm not total lie to him. My father did stated he want the house clean by the time he come back.

"We can go over to help you." Angel ask worry because I can tell he is not believe me I need to finish this covestion fast before he realize what is happen and comes over here to help me out.

"No he will be back in an hour so I need to finish his dinner. Bye!" I hurry stated before hang up.

**Time line: November 9, 2020**

My dad and his friends are come over to have a party. They always come over every year on November 7 and they drink and see the game.

He has six friends come over today which mean I will have to make a bigger dinner that usual. I start to cook the turkey and ham. I make rice and bean with a salad to the side. I also decide to bake a cheesecake and lemon pie which are my dad favorite dessert because he told me to make it tonight. he usual only tell me to bake this if he is celebrate something, because whenever I bake this he think of my mom who was the best baker and cooker in the world. I hope to be half as good as she is.

I go to my room when his friend arrive but because I'm too tried I forget tom lock the door see how it's nine thirty at night and I wake up at five am this morning to clean the house, cook the food and decorate the room.

I go and lie down in bed and fall asleep but I'm not asleep for long may an hour or two before a noise cause my eyes to snap up and I look around to see my father and his friend are around the room. My dad shake his head and pick me up off my bed and take me to the living room where I see weird look bench in the middle of the room.

"O you see your new toy slut. We will tie you up like you like and take turn fuck you." Father stated with lust in his deep husky voice. He makes his way over to the bench and place me on my feet he then push me so I was bend over the bench. He then knew down and cuffs one of my legs to one leg of the bench and my other leg to the other leg of the bench. The cuffs were connecting with a chain and then he moves my arms under the bench and cuffs them to each other and to one leg of the bench. My head then was place on a head rest and a collar was place around my neck that connects to the head rest so I couldn't move my head.

"Please father not this." I say

"Sush bitch! You are going to love it, I promise!" He stated with an evil smirk on his face which had my heart racing.

After that he blindfolded me, and then he move his fingers down my back to my ass when he get there he shove three finger deep into me cause me to release a pain fill scream that was cut off by one of his friend's cock which is shove down my throat, past my gagging point and begins to thrust the same speed as my father finger's in my ass. They set a fast and hard pace that cause only pain to be felt in my body. After a few second I feel my father finger pull out of my ass before a bigger thing take its pace. Another one of his friends shove there cock into my ass without having prepared me enough to take it, slicing me in two, causing horrible pain. My screams are muffled by the thing propeling into my mouth. I try to move but the restraints don't leave me any room to do so. Why is this happening?

A second cock is shoving into my ass which causes unimaginable pain to take effect, my eyes a blur and my head is dizzy from the pain. Slowly the realization of what's situtuin I was in slap me in the face, which is that those eight guys will do what they want for as long as they wish starts to hit me. I begin to cry, my tears absorbed by the piece of cloths on my eyes. I ask myself the same question as always. Why is he doing this to me?

Why is my dad abuse me like this? He should be protecting me until my mate come for me. But instill he is allow his friend to rape me as he too rapes me. I hate my life. I can feel my well power to life faint away.

Pain. Choking. Nausea. I have never endured something as horrible as what is happening to me right now. I just wish it would stop. Even if it means death, I want it to stop.

I have lost count of the number of time someone comes in my mouth. Or how many time I had reflux because one of them shoved too far for too long inside my mouth. A mix of semen, drool and vomit runs down my chin while they continue to abuse my mouth. The pain in my butt has dampened a bit, but I still can feel the assaults there very much.

Someone pours something on my back--- too warm to be one of their beers. When the horrible smell reaches me I realize what's happening: some of them are peeing on me.

I have somehow detached myself from what's happening, it's like someone is try to protect me from what is happening to my body.

After hours, maybe 12 or more, of hell, the abuse finally comes to an end, though I am still left restrained. I close my eyes wishing I would just pass out from the pain or exhaustion. Maybe I did pass out from time to time during the abuse, but I don't remember if I did or did not.

"We enjoy this maybe we will do it some other time slut." Dan voice, my dad best friend, drunkenly stated as he and the other guys drunkenly bidding each other goodbyes. The blindfolde is suddenly removed but I don't dare open my eyes. He push

I though it would be to the one person that would love me and show me the world and not everyone is out there to hurt me. What felt like a life time later he pull out only to just cum on my chest.

He took the knife beside the bed and pushes it into my right thigh causing me to scream in pain.

He did the same too my left one too. All the pain I was in had me tried and the darkness soon came to take me always, but not before I feel him push that something into my opening make a huge cry left me and a huge among of pain to consume me into want to die.

I had never want to give up on life so much as I want to give up now. I then let the darkness take me always from this pain I'm in and hopefully I would be in pain when I wake up, if I wake up. But I have to wake up for my siblings.