Time Line: October 31, 2020. Ten day to Jason and Bran combine birthday party.

****** Benjamin P.O.V ******

I woke up on the floor; at first I didn't have any idea. Why? But then what happen to me last night, what happen to me the last few days, what happen to me everyday of my life, came back to me like a train. I should have already learned not to talk back to him but whenever he said I'm not a werewolf. It hits something in me that I didn't stop to think what I was doing or saying to him.

He said I wasn't a werewolf, but I'm a werewolf, just because I didn't shift doesn't make me one because I still have the DNA. I slowly get up off the floor and went to cleanup myself in the bathroom connect to my room. I did it slowly because I learn the hard way not to get up fast.

My eyes land on the calendar and see it's October 31, the day that my heart was tear in half. The day I lose my best friend, my brother, but most of all my son. Well technel not my son but blood younger brother. Angel twin brother more like it.

**** FLASHBACK TO WHEN IT ALL START ****

Time line: May 11, 2014

"Do you have to leave"? My eleven year old self asked them.

"Yes we do, we have to live with our own mates now". Eason answer my question with a smile mix between a sad and a happy one. I could tell this was hard for them because we are so close, even do Hunter is five and Eason is four years older than me.

"But I don't want you to go"! I say, fearing what my dad would do when I tell him my secret. Fear for not just my safety but my baby sisters too.

"We will visit you all the time ok". Hunter says this time.

"Pinky promise", I say, holding out my pinky.

"We pinky promise", they says, and we lock our pinks together and do the pink promise and then they left.

After they left I walk back inside to talk with my dad and I found him in Hunter and Eason room.

"Dad", I said wry with a bad feeling in my gut that tell me this will end badly. But I

"What is it son". He answered peevly like he can't understand why my brothers decide to leave us for they mates who my dad doesn't approve of to be with his star sons.

"I need to tell you something". I shy stated look down at my feet like they are the most interesting thing in the world at that moment.

Worried on what he would think because he is a homophobic and had give my brothers a hard time so they wanted their birthday to come fast so they can leave here. So when their birthday came around and their mates found their mates in school, they decide to complete the mating process fast and they did it in an empty classroom in the back of the school. So they move in to live with them at their pack house before buying a house for themselves.

Their mates are from our neighboring pack from the north, Blue Shine Knight Pack. Hunter is mated to Blake Shine the soon to be alpha male or leader of his pack. He has dark brown hair, light brown eyes and he was 18. While, Eason is mates to Sam Shine the soon to be beta of the pack and twin brother with Blake, which I'm ready happy my brothers as so happy and lucky they get to leave this pack behind. Sam has black hair, light blue almost grey color eyes and he was 18.

"What is it"? He worried but I know as soon as I tell him what I need to tell him he will turn from a worried father into a disappoint one. And will yell at me and might even kill me.

"I just found out...." I pause not know how to tell him.

"What did you find out"? He getting impatient with my running around the bush way.

"I'm gay"! I decide to rep off the band ace fast.

"WHAT"?! He asked curiously like he doesn't wanted to believe what just came out of my mouth.

"Yes I'm gay". I reply myself.

"I can't have a faggot in my house all my sons are faggot and you wouldn't be like your brothers". He smirked an evil smirk that has chills going  down my spine.

"But dad it not my fault", I stated cause its  true its not my fault I like boys more that girls.

If a person is homosexual by nature - that is, if one's sexuality is as intrinsic a part of one's identity as gender or skin color - then society can no more deny a gay person access to the secular rights and religious sacraments because of his homosexuality than it can reinstate Jim Crow.

Being gay is natural. Hating gay is a lifestyle choice. Why is it that, as a culture, we are more comfortable seeing two men holding guns than holding hands?

Don't hide behind the Constitution or the Bible. If you're against gay marriage, just be honest, put a scarlet 'H' on your shirt, and say, "I'm  homophobic!"

Who would give a law to lovers? Love is unto itself a higher law. If homosexuality is a disease, let's all call in queer to work: "Hello. Can't work today, still queer."

If you fall in love with a boy, you fall in love with a boy. The fact that Americans consider it a disease says more about them than it does about homosexuality.

"Yes it is". He angrily reply with a mischievous look sparking in his eyes.

"NO ITS NOT", I yell in frustration that he can't see that being gay is not a sin. Nowhere in the bible said that being a part of the LGBT community is a sin. God said to love your neighbor like you love yourself. So if you hate homosexually then you hate yourself. God made us in his image and likings  so if he make us in His image and likings that means he make people that are part of LGBT community too right.

"First you are a faggot and now you yell at me I will teach you whose boss here". His hostile audience scared me to the bones.

After he said that he punches me right across my jaw that had caused me to fall back and land on my back on the floor and he start to kick me.

"I will teach you to be a man? He yells angrily at me.

As he continues to kick and punch me until I let the darkness takes me always.

*** NEXT DAY ***

I woke up on the floor and I got up fast but it causes a huge pain in my lower area and cause me to fall back down again.  I than remember what happen last night and why I woke up on the floor this morning.

**** END OF FLASHBACK ****

That was the night that my life went from happiness and somewhat prefect to a living hell and me wanting to die each day. But the thoughts of my mate accepting me and wanting me long with the thoughts that I couldn't leave my siblings behind to face that monster was the only thing that make me, totally not give up on life just yet. Until I am able to get them all out of there and into a safe environment, somewhere they are not afraid to show their truth personality and their true selves.

Somewhere that they feel safe at and happy because that all I ever want for them. After that night I was scared. No. not for my safety, but for my brothers and sisters' safety, Yes you heard correct I have five other siblings. My sister/brother name is Angel, well he is a guy but like to dress up as a girl and well my mom love the name Angel and it fit see how in unisex name, is only three years younger than me. She is 15 right now her birthday will be come up soon, she was born on February 14, 2005; so she was my parents Valentine day surprise. She like to wear dress, shirks, blouse, and other girly things, she has light brown hair, and light brown-grayish eyes. He hasn't found his mate yet.

Average wolves find their mate at the age of sixteen, whereas, wolves that have either alpha, beta, or 3rd in command blood have to wait until their reach eighteen to find their mates. This is so because they need to learn to control their wolf powers before their mates come into the picture. Beside ones their mate comes into the picture your wolf gets more powerful.

Coming back to what I was saying. I don't want him to find his mates yet.

Yes I do for one reason because he would be safe from my dad abuse. But for another reason I don't want my brother that I'm so close too, to find his mate and leave me too. But for his safety I will let go of my selfishness like pain flowing down from my heart. So he can be safe and happy for the first time since my mom died 8 years ago.

Then they have my baby brother Dustin and his twin sister Bellona, their were born on August 4, 2012, the same year everything change for me. Dustin who has my mom like blue almost aqua eye color, and her light brown hair almost blond hair color. He is the cutes with his round soft face shape, and he is the calm boy in the world. Whereas Bellona has my mom light aqua color blue eyes and has my dad dark black hair color. Her face shape is heart define like my mom's face. Bell is more outgoing and spoken child. But whenever they see my dad they know to be quite and don't make any noise. They usually hide out in their bedroom or mine when my dad home. They play with my old tablet my brother bought for me a year after they left.

My next younger siblings are my baby sisters, their names are Brianna and Harmony. Their birthday is August 31, 2016, and they are now 4 years old. They have their mom dark black hair, and our dad's light brown eyes. They're from one of my dad's one night stands, my dad always have them because he can't stand the pain of losing his mate. We found out about them when their mom Jesse came to drop them off. She said she can't look after them because her mate doesn't want to raise children that are not his. So she dropped them off and disappeared.

So my dad was left with them and I raise them by myself, since as my older brothers are living their new lives. So as the oldest I had to watch over and raise my new baby sisters and well as my baby brother with no one help but mine and Angel.

Sadly Dustin, Bellona, Brianna and Harmony still think and call me dada because my dad never is around and they grew up calling me that. But to me I don't care because I'm their dad/mom because I raise them.

They go to the sleepovers at Ken or Noan's house. Whenever Angel sleep there, Angel knows that if they stay here I wouldn't be able to protect them.

Ken and Noah know what's going on but have promise to keep it a secrets that they wouldn't tell anyone unless I want them too. Like I had said I wouldn't be able to protect them if I am unconscious and wouldn't be able to protect them if he decides to hit them or worst. My brothers don't know that because they have their own family and kids and I don't want to cause them more problems. So I look over my younger siblings by myself.

After that night my father changes for the worst, his once caring and loving nature change to an evil and rage filled one. He starts to go to the bar and come home drunk. He drinks more than before my brothers leave. More than when my mom had died. More than when he found out I couldn't shift. More than when my baby brother was killed by the vampire.

Yes I had another brother he was Angel's twin. His name was Connor and he was 12 when it happens so it was back on Halloween night October 31, 2017, three years ago and five years after my brothers leaves us to our hell. We were play outside in the tree line by the house. When we heard hiss then a vampire attack us. I run back to the house and I thought that he was behind me but when I look I saw that he wasn't. My dad and his friends run to me and asked me want happen.

I told them and then we went to search around the area and see where he could be or he may have got lost following me. When we were ten steps from the tree line we saw him lying in a pool of blood with his next stamp off him.

From that day my dad has blamed me for it, saying I should have wait for him. Or I shouldn't have run and leave him behind. Or I should have shift and fright. But he like everyone else knew I couldn't shift. He starts to pick up his friends.

They too would abuse me physically never sexually because they would pass out before they could. Or they would tired and I would run to my room and lock the door. Then I would push my dresser to block the door and hide in my bathroom. Until I see that they had pass out.

O right I told you all my siblings birthdays but never mine right. Well my birthday is on December 24, 2002, and yes I'm a Christmas eve child, my family use to give me two set of gift one for my birthday and one for christmas day. But after her death only my sibling, Hunter and Eason, give me gifts because tehy were working part time to bring in money to meet all the bills, food, clothing and school supplies.

After they meet their mates and left I and Angel took the rule to bring in the money. I work at a restuartant in town Bigfood Steak House, which only pay me $80 a week which is just enough to put food on the table.

Angel works at River Song Natural Food, which is own by Audrey Henschell. She has be like a second mom to me and Angel. Angel is also friends with her daughter Apirl who is 14 years old, a year younger and Angel. Angel get pay $200 a week, because Audrey know what going on home but like Ken and Noah; she has promise to keep it a secert. All that money goes to pay the house bill, school fee for the children, and buying cloths and shoes for them.

Word Count: 2,209

Edited on July 2, 2019

A/N

Ø You learn more about Benjamin family and his mess up life.

Question about this chapter?

1.) What are your thoughts on Benjamin old brothers Hunter and Eason?

2.) Do you think they should know about the abuse that Benjamin is dealing with?

3.) Do you think Benjamin is doing the right think by not tell his older brothers about the abuse?

4.) Do you think Hunter and Eason will learn about the abuse soon or when they do would it be to late for Benjamin?