Time line: January 12, 2021

****** Benjamin POV ******

My attaching was so much on rubbing Bran's back that I didn't notice that someone else had entered the room. Until when Bran pull away from me and wiped his tears away, then someone's voice came from the door way.

"Baby you're finally up." A voice comes from the door we turn to see Jason stand by the door.

That's when I notice how bad he looks. He has dark purple bags under his eyes. His ones light green eyes are now dim and empty looking. His hair is stand in all directions but he still look sexy as hell. It looks like he hasn't shave in forever. I was so lost in his looks that I didn't notice that he had make his way to the other side of my bed until he had pull me into a tight huge.

He buried his face into my neck just like Bran had done and soon I feeling his tears hit my shoulder and neck he start to sob so I did the same thing I had done for Bran. I start to rub his back in soothing circles. After a while he pulls back and wiped his tears away.

What shock me the most was when he crashes his lips onto mine in a pain filled kiss? Put there was also relieved in the kiss. It was my first kiss so I didn't know what to do. But something in me snap and I start to move my lips with his, that when I felt fireworks start to go off everywhere.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and pull him closer. His arms went to my hips. After what felt a life time, but for just three minutes, we pull away to catch our breath; he lean his forehead onto mine. Once we had our breath under control, I was pull back.

When I turn my head Bran's lips meet my one in another heat kiss. It was the same as kissing Jason but different at the same time. This time when I start to kiss Bran back it's wasn't fireworks going off it was like a dynamite sticks going off in all in a matter of seconds. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pull him closer. His arms went to my hips. He nibbled on my bottom lip asking for entrance that I happy granted him access to.

His tongue happy exploded my mouth and a moan of pleasure escape my mouth but is muff by Bran lips on mine. After another minute or so he pulls back. We both try to catch our breaths under control again.

Hey bro" Hunter voice fill in the silence atmosphere, causing our head to snap toward the door where we meet with two pair of watery light brown eyes.

"Hunter.... Eas...Eason?" My watery whimper came out as my tears make their way down my eyes. My mind racing with the thought of what they will think of me know. Will they hate me for not tell them soon. Will they hate me for what happen to me? Will they blame me for what happen? Will they--.

They run across the room and make their way to my left side of the bed where I just notice Jason wasn't there. Hunter pulls me softly but hurry into a hung that was much need. Eason wrap his arms around us as I felt tears drop onto my head. My eyes move up to see that both Hunter and Eason had tears coming down their faces.

'Why didn't you tell us what was going on?" Hunter worry, sad and angry fill voice broke the silence air around us, he was always was the one to take charge and was the first to ask questions.

"Why did you keep all of this a secret from us?" Eason angry, hurt and scare fill voice ask the next question. Eason away lets Hunter say the first word before his jump in to back up what Hunter is saying or in this case asking.

"Why didn't you tell us he was abuse you and that why Angel, Dustin Bellona, Brianna and Harmony always stay over at Noah or Ken house?" Hunter asks with one of his famous "don't think you out of all of this mess yet" look.

"I didn't want you guys to worry you had your mates and your family my nephews and nieces to worry about. I didn't want you guys to stress over us too." I said knowing I would do it a 100 times over again if it means my older brothers have happy and stress free life. They have stress over Angel, Dustin, Bellona and me since my mom die that they deserve to have a happy life with their mates and pups alongside them.

"I don't believe that all?" Hunter and Eason both stay with their arm cross over their chest and with a "Do give us the bullshit talk" look in their eyes.

"Okay fine I didn't think you guys would care what was happen." I emotionless stated like that happy outgoing boy they knew back then never exist.

"Why would you say that?" Eason hurt fill voice stated like he couldn't understand why his happy, fun and life fill little brother went to. Who was this boy lay in front of him? Where was the brother he left behind?

"We do care for you, Angel, Dustin, Bellona and the others." Hunter determining and loving voice stated like he couldn't believe that brother he leave behind did not believe he love us and cares what happen to us.

"Then why did you break your promise." I sadly stated needing and wanting to know why they broke the promise of visiting us. Why did they remember they had siblings out there wait for them to visit? Why didn't they take those same siblings with them to they're new and better life.

"What promise?" Eason and Hunter confuse fill voice stated with an equal confuse look in their eyes like they forgot something, like they didn't know what I was talking about.

"Ready what promise what promise." I shock stated with an unlined hurt in my voice that they forgot the promise which we make. The sole reason why I never took my siblings and run away, because throughout everything bad my dad ever did to me, I always hope and prayer that my brothers would visit us and take us always from all the pain and hurt.

""We will visit you all the time ok". Hunter says this time.

"Pinky promise", I say, holding out my pinky.

"We pinky promise", Hunter and Eason says as we lock our pinks together and do the pink promise that we always did since we were kids.

"O" Eason and Hunter blankly stated as the memory of the last time we were all together play out in our minds.

"Yea O" I stated will an underline angry tone in my voice that causes Hunter, Eason and Bran to flinch back like they didn't know why I was so angry. When Bran maybe because he has never hear me angry before whereas Hunter and Eason knew I was angry with them.

"Leave" I stated as I pull my legs and arms closer to my body as if to protect myself from my brothers. Bran place one of his hand on top of my hand that is wrapped tightly around my knees and he gave it a reassuring squeeze which cause me to turn my face toward him and send him a grateful smile in return..

"But we-?" Eason and Hunter confuse and hurt fill voices ask. Like they didn't understand why I'm give them the cold shoulder or why I'm not let them explain themselves to me.

"Leave." I stated again, because all the pain of think my brothers abandon me and all the abuse I had to go through so my younger siblings didn't final catch up to me. I could feel something in me snap as all the years of abuse and pain final because my mind to snap and my well power to be lose.

"No bro not before we make this right." Hunter stubbornness came out in those eight words, twenty nine letter, and one sentence statements. Hunter has always been the most stubborn sibling out of all of us

"Leave." I suborning stated as my arms cross over my chest. I know I'm been too hard on them, no I shake my head I'm not too hard on them. They abandonment us as soon as they found out who their mates were. They leave me behind to take care of five children when I was just a child too. They leave and didn't care for us or love us. So no I'm not been too hard.

"No bro we will explain and you will listen." Eason serious older brotherly voice stated with a under tone and a look in his eyes that said "listen to me now. Stop act childish and listen to what I have to say" that I ready use to hate but at the same time love as a child. Because it show and stated that he care about us and wants what's best for us.

"We so, so, so, sorry, we had broke our promise that we would visit you guys when we left. But we have been having rogues and vampire problems/ attacks since we left from here. It all start four months after we leave we have final set down and were make plans to come visit you guys but three hours before we leave there was a vampire attack which kill two teenagers. As the luna and beta female we had to stay back to comfort the family with their lose. As the months past more attack would happen some would end up with death other with hospitalization and other not so serious injuries. But for the past." Eason start to explanation to us why he and Hunter weren't able to come visit us sooner.

"Wait a minute but Jason told the pack is was only one attack which causes you guys to lose ten pack members?" Bran and my confuse voice interrupt their explanation because it was just days ago that Jason was tell us want happen to the Blue Shine Knight Pack.

"Yes and no. That wasn't the only attack but that was the biggest attack. That attack happen during the night a group of rogues attack our northern patrol which consider of five warrior/ guards, was attack and they had time to call for back up. But when the backup arrive it was too late the rogues were gotten and the guards were dead already. Early the next morning the southern patrol was attack by vampires and they also call for back up but when the backup arrive the vampires were gotten and the patrol group was dead. That was a month ago so I'm not sure what cause the rogues or vampires to stop the attacks." Hunter voice broke as his hate for the vampires and rogues that attack, his pack, his new family, was clear as day. Like he can't wait to find out who they are so he can destroy this rogues and vampires group/groups.

"Why wouldn't we inform of this before?" Bran asks like he was hurt that Blake and Sam didn't inform them of this attack so Jason and he could have set them help.

"We thought wasn't important" Hunter stated as if he had already prepare a response for every question Bran or Jason were to ask them.

"It wasn't important." Bran asks you can clear hear his confuse in his voice as if an attack on a neighboring pack wasn't important to let the other pack know of.

"We thought it was just our bad luck." Eason stated as he roll his neck like he truly believe it was they bad luck which was causing all of these attack on them.

"Ready how many times have you been attack since this all start?" I ask need to know why they didn't come soon to check up on us. We were so close when we were younger. They would always protect me form the other kids and always play with me and make me smile. This was before everything in our life change, before my mom was killed.

"Am--." Hunter and Eason both said as they didn't want to tell us anything more. Like they shouldn't have told us want they did.

"How much?" I ask need to know because for some reason in my gut told me it was a height number that why they didn't reach out to me soon. But another part of me was mad and hurt no high number of attacks would cause older brothers to not check up on their younger sibling. Beside they left a 11 year old boy in charge of an eight year old, two six years old and two four years old, okay fine the last two they didn't know about but still that was three young children they leave behind in the care of an eleven year old.

"At less thirty five times and fifty pack members were killed in all those attacks." Hunter pain fill voice broke on the number fifty of how much pack member they lose to this attack. The alpha couple feels each death of a pack member is like something inside your broke empty space inside you, inside your soul, but when a new pack member is born it fill that broken empty space inside you.

"Thirty five and you think this wasn't something you should let your neighboring packs know about" I ask because I don't get why they didn't let our pack know about this attacks. What happen if the rogues or vampires were to attack our pack and we didn't know about it because we were not warned beforehand?

"We were tried to figure out if one of the neighboring pack was help this rogues and vampire groups out." Eason stated as he told us why they didn't reach out to our pack sooner for help.

"But..." I don't buy it our pack would never ever pair up with rogues or vampire for that matter. Beside I though Blake and Sam were best friends with Bran and Jason so why weren't they reach out to their friends for help.

"Guys we shouldn't be talk about this in here right now. What should be important is Benjamin get health and leaving here." Bran worried fill voice broken though the argument and tension going on around the room.

'True" Hunter determines stated as he just realize where we were and why we were here in the first place.

"Agree" Eason worry and sad fill voice stated as a sad and broken look over took his eyes. Like he hate himself for not reach out to me soon or come to check up on me sooner.

"We just want to explain why we haven't been here. We will be stay for a week and we hope you let us be able to rebuild our trust as brother and our bond." Hunter and Eason finish their explanation together, give me they famous sad puppy eyes that they use to give me as a child so I could forgive them for anything and everything.

"I would like that." I stated with hope and somewhat happiness behind my voice. Many people would say why I am giving them another chance when they knew how our father was toward gay or people from the LGBT community. Why am I giving them another chance when they didn't care for our younger siblings?

I'm giving them another chance because I can't be the one of the reason why Dustin, Bellona, Brianna or Harmony doesn't have a relationship or bond with their oldest brothers. I also understand been luna or beta female are busy. They are the motherly figures of the pack. The luna and beta female are the ones that the pack member fill comfortable to talk to. The luna and beta female are the ones to over seen that the pack kitchen has enough stock of food to cook for the pack. The pack nursery/ day care center has everything they need to take care of the pack pups.

"Okay we will leave you to it now." Hunter and Eason sadly stated as they turn their back but before they reach the door, the door open and Jason and Doctor J walk into the room.

"Am I interrupting something?" Doctor J confuse voice ask as he could feel somewhat of the tension of the room. The tension has die down after Hunter and Eason explain everything but it was still some tension remain from Bran because he don't understand why a brother would not visit let allow call their younger siblings to check up on them.

"No not at all." Bran deep, soft but serious beta voice came out as he eyes lock with Jason. Like Bran was tell Jason everything that happen just now or was it more like 'Jason I will tell you later after doctor check on our hurt mate'. No it was more definitely the first one.

"I just came to check up on you luna/beta female. Are you comfortable if everyone stays here as I check on you? Or would you be more comfortable if everyone leaves the room." Doctor J considers fill voice stated as if the stress of having so much people in a room was too much for me.

"I'm okay if my brothers stay." I don't know why I said that, well I do I understand their reasons as to why they couldn't visit us. Lune and beta female have the same responsibility as an alpha or beta has. "My mates can stay as well" I just meet my mates and I don't want to be away from them but at the sometime I have a fear of what they will do when they find out everything that happen to me.

"How are you feeling Benjamin", Dr. J asked concern as he took the chart off the front side of my bed and check over a few things.

"Good, sore but good." I say know and get flashback of one of the reason why I'm sore where I should not be.

"Yea you will be sore for a few days since you were in a coma". Doctor J stated as his eyes meet with mine with a sad look on his face. Which I know why when the pack luna get hurt the whole pack feel it but that usual after the ceremony to make the alpha mate luna to the pack. I have never hear of pack member be able to feel the alpha mate pain before an ceremony to make her or him luna to the pack happens.

"Ok wait did you say coma". I stated confuse as to how long I was out for.

"Yes you were in a coma for two months". Doctor J pause before add the reason why my coma was so long. "The largest and worst injury we found was..." Doctor J pause for a moment looking like he was about to pass out or faint which cause me to worry and I can see my brothers and mate were the same way like me at the moment.  "The X-ray shows multiple large cracks in Benjamin's pelvis." By the end of that sentence my brothers, Bran and Jason release angry fill growls of hate from their chest I could tell they wolves want to come out to average their mate or in Hunter and Eason case brother's pain and abuse.

"How?" Eason ask with a look of shock and angry in his eyes his jaw was tense.

"How does that happen?" Hunter ask going to mom bear mood to protect his pup from harm way.

At first there was no reply. When Doctor J finial speak up you can hear his pain for his luna and angry that his luna is in this kind of situation. "You only see injuries of this nature and severity with intense blunt force trauma. Based on the pattern of the crack we saw in the X-ray it looks like... Doctor J take a pause to breathe before continue his explanation.

"What?" Bran and Jason stated clear get angry that the doctor wouldn't be straight forward on what was my injuries and why I took so long to heal.

"What does it look like?" Bran ask not like that Doctor J was take so along to answer our questions

"Like the trauma was sustained over a long period of time. Like it wasn't just a single large impact, and was concentrated on that one area of her body." Doctor J growl out his wolf angry that his luna had to go through that type of pain and torture.

"He also had five broken rips which we had to rebreak because they were heal the wrong way, he had broke his left arm and right leg in three different place which we had to rebreak because it was healing the wrong way. He had a concussion which was way he fell into the coma and some internal bleeding in his brain and chest area." Doctor J sadly stated with a look of hurt in his eyes for his luna pain fill live before Jason and Bran found out he was their mate.

"When can I leave?" I asked I have always hate hospital because I saw my grandparents die in this hospital when I was young. This was where I found out my mom did not make it and my brother too.

"Your body has heal up nicely but we want to keep you luna here for two to three eyes to oppose you and see that there is no problem with any wound reopening or rebreak or internal bleeding happen." He professional stated with a look that said I just want what best for my luna to full heal and recover; look which speak volumes as how he feel of me become his and this pack luna. motherly figure.

"You are staying with us", Jason stated with protective and possessive shine in his eyes but I can also see the hurt and pain they feel of lose me for real the next time something like this happen. I have a gut feel something like this or worst will happen to me in the future.

"What why", I asked confuse and shock that they even want me as their mate. In a way I'm happy I would be with them and away from my abuse father.

"Why, because you are our mate and you need to be by our side or may be because you father is abusive and the reason why you were in a coma for two months". Bran says when he said that my eyes widened and my jaw fell.

"We will leave you guys to work this out." Doctor J stated as he, Hunter and Eason make his way out of the room and close the door behind him.

"What how did you find out". I asked shock and scare for my father reaction to find out someone know he has been abuse me for the past six years. I'm also worry for my father, because I know Jason and Bran will not show him mercy even thus he is my father, Jason and Bran are protective of the pack more when someone mess with their family or a love one they will torture you to death and back again to repeat the process all over again.

"It wasn't hard when we found you the only other scent there was your father and his friends." Jason say angry and hatred was in his voice.

"How lone has your father and his friends been abusing you". Bran asked with his arms across over his chest, with a look that said 'start talking or I will find out either way' I didn't know if I should tell them or not.

"How long has this been going on?" Jason asked with an alpha command in his voice.

"Since my brothers move away 6 years ago, it started with my father first then two years later his friends join in the beating and verbally abuse." I say in a small voice as I feel myself start to shake I can tell I will have a panic attack soon, I having been having them since my mom die. Jason sees that and he sits on the left side of my bed and softly pulls me into his lap as his arms wrap carefully around me. He starts to run his arms up and down my back send silver of pleasure down my spine.

"Why didn't you ever tell us or our parents?" Bran asked as he too sits down beside Jason so I have my legs on his lap as he runs his arm up and down them, send sliver of pleasure and content throughout my body.

"Because I didn't want to." I say will little bit of a lie in there I knew if I when to them they would help me, but it feels like I'm disappointing my mom if I do so. She would want me to take care of her husband and mate right. I think so, I should have ask her when I had the chance, when we were reunion after ten years of not been together, I could have ask her before I woke up.

"Tell us the truth". Jason softly ask as I can see it in his eyes he doesn't before my previous stated and I don't balm him because if the role were reverse I too wouldn't believe my own lie.

"My dad had said if I did tell anyone special your parents, my little siblings would get worst than me I had to protect them from him". I sadly stated where in my heart deep down I still love my father, he wasn't always like this. When I was younger he use to be the best father, he care for my siblings and protect us from harm. I don't know what cause him to change, o wait a minute I do, it was the snap of the mate bond with my mom, the breaking of the bond when she die cause my dad mind to snap and this monster to take his place..

"Yes but you could have done that if you went to my dad." Jason lowly growl out his sentence with a hurt and angry look in his eyes cause a whimper of fear to leave my lips. I know he would never hurt me but I can't help but be afraid of every male larger than me that have an angry look in their eyes. Because they always end up hurting me and tell me it's my fault.

"Yes but I didn't think about that", I whimper out, as I can feel my body start to shake in fear again. Bran saw what Jason's low growl did to me which cause him to hit the back of Jason head, causing a laugh to leave my lips at their playfulness with each other. Jason wraps the back of his head and both him and Bran smile at my laugh.

"What happen on the night of our birthday why didn't you go to the party", Jason sadly ask like he didn't want me to remember the pain I when through but on the other hand needing to know why I wasn't there with them. So they could have protected me from the demons and Santa, himself. If only they knew I was in pain for longer than one night.

"Jason he will tell us when he feels like it ", Bran stated as he could see the pain in my eyes as I remember those days of hell.

"Yes but still we need to know what happen and why he wasn't there if he was then maybe this pass two months we could have learn more about each other than be here", Jason sadly stated

"Yes that true, but you hear what the doctor said; he wasn't just abuse and r---rape that one day." Bran sadly and angry stated with hard eyes I could see Titus wanting to come out to teach my father and his friends learns as to why they shouldn't mess with the beta and alpha mate. Before he could run out to find my father and his friends, I started to talk to break the silence that fills the room.

"I will tell you what happen", I stated as I decide they need to know everything after that if they wish to reject me then so be it. As long as my siblings are safe from those monsters I'm okay with my fate.

"You don't have to if you don't want", Bran surprise stated like he can't believe I'm about to tell him everything.

"Ye I'm with Bran you can tell us when you what to", Jason add in his input let me know it's my choice if I tell them everything or not. They wouldn't force me to do something I don't want to and for that I'm grateful to them.

"No it fine I want to tell you", I shake my head and determination take over my eyes, they need to know everything before my father or his friends decide to tell them a different story and point the finger at me. That I want and ask them to tie me up and have sex with me.

"But just promise me that you will still see me as the same person and wouldn't be disgusted by what I will tell you", I say look at them both in the eyes to show them how serious this is. I see the fear in those eyes and I can tell that they are seeing mine too.

"We promise nothing that you tell us will make us see you any different than what we see you now. As our world and life, as our lover and partner for life", Bran starts to say as his eyes fill with love and care in them. Throughout this they have continue to run they hands up and down my body, calming the nervous down and relax my body along the way.

"We promise you that nothing you tell us will make us think anything else about you then you are conflict and a stronger person. Loyal, beautiful, special, unique and amazing person that we are happy that you are our mate and that we will be expected our forever with". Jason said in a serious and conflict voice, when he saw the double in my face. Like he needs me to know that they are not lying when they say all of those things.

"Okay", I say and shake my head at all the other thought that they will change their minds after I tell them about that horrible night. "When your father came to my house he wanted me to be there but my dad didn't see it like that said I wasn't a pack member so I shouldn't be there", I start to say.

**** Flash Back ****

"Why did the alpha what you to be at the party tonight". He says.

"Because all members are suppose to be there". I say.

"But you not a wolf". He says.

"Yes I'm may not be a wolf but I'm still a member of this pack". I say.

"No you not YOUR NOT A WOLF and because of you your mom die". He says.

"No she didn't". I say.

"Yes she did". He says.

"NO"!!!! I yell.

"You didn't learn you lesson last night did you". He says.

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Warning rape scene headed skip to the next chapter if you don't want to read.

He walk over to me and punch me on my stomach than send me fly thought the air and I land hard against the wall I fall down the floor and cough up blood but that didn't stop him. He makes his way over to me and start to kick me on my rips that I know I have some broken by now.

After about ten minutes he leave my room only to come back two minutes later and throw me on my bed he then put my hands above my head and handcuff them to the bedpost and my feet he spent them with and handcuff them also to the bedpost he took out a knife and put it on the table beside the bed. He then ripped my shirt and pant and boxer off.

"What are you doing"? I asked?

"Show you whose boss and treat a slut how a slut is supposed to be treated". He says.

That when what he was about to do hit me as hard as a football be throw at my head. He was going to take away what was supposed to be for my mate only. What you give up to your mate out of love and faithfulness. What you give to your mate that show you waited for them and are pure and innocent.

"NO"!! I yell.

Start to trash around try to pull my hand free but can't. He then push in two fingers into my opening with force make me cry out, he continue to rammed them in and out before adding two more in. I screamed my lungs out but couldn't fight back because of all the pain I was in have finial take a torn on my weak body. It was like they put fire inside me.

"STOPS IT HURTS"!!!!!!!! I yell.

"It supposed to hurt you stupid fag. Now you know what I feel every time I see you". He yells back.

I scream more but soon he remove them but only to add his cock into me. I can feel my muscles are ripping down the middle by the size and force of it. This was how I want my fist time to be like. I didn't want it to be to someone how enjoy the pain they are cause. I thought my first time would be to my mate as they show me how much he and his wolf love me.

**Time line: November 4, 2020**

*The next day*

I woke up to feel my body in unimaginable pain. I was lay on my bed in only my panties and bar I was able to put on last night after my father left my room after the fourth round and a two hour beating. The door snap open and hit the wall hard as father was standing there with lust fill eyes scanning my half naked body.

"Fuck slut" My dad hissed looking at me with disgust by this time tears were streaming down my face because I knew what will happen next.

"Father, I'm sorry...." I sobbed he grabbed and kissed me roughly, picking me up off of my feet and wrapping my legs around his waist. He bought me over to the wall in my room and slammed me against it. I was scared; I didn't know what to do anymore. I knew what was about to happen to me and I hate myself for not been able to stop it from happening.

"Now u little bitch, I'm going to fuck you and you're going to like it. Understood?" He asked more like demanded with a dangerous look in his eyes.

"N-no father set me down please." I said quietly, not looking into his eyes.

"I wasn't asking baby." He emphasize son drawing it out, I tried to push him off of me, but with my back against the wall, and him so close to me, and I didn't have much luck. I felt father pull down his sweatpants and then rip my panties, literally rip them off of me. He pulled me slightly off the wall to unclasp my bran and then pressed me even harder against it than before. I felt father's dick against my hole and shook, he wasn't really going to do this was he.

"Father p-please stops." I beg him trying to push him off again but like before no luck.

He chuckled lightly. "No." He responded, before thrusting himself into me, as I feel myself rip again and the pain from last night abuse came back to me. I screamed and grabbed his shoulders, trying to push him off harder than before but again no luck.

"If you move again or try to push me away again, I'm seriously going to slap you." He kept laughing and thrusting into me harder and faster than before every time I tried to move away from him, he pick up the speed and strength which he trusted into me. Father pounded into me, I felt like at any moment I would've broken into two. I never thought he was this serious but wait a minute he did rape me four times last night. I screamed as he fucked me and craw at his back, sinking my nails into him which only had him release pleasure fill goans.

I started feeling pleasure instead of pain, like my mind or body was try to protect itself from the pain by make me feel the opposite emotion, or a mixture of both pain and pleasure. I moaned loudly and screamed again when father trusted three fingers into my ass alongside his cock.

"F-Fa-Fath-FATHER." I moaned loudly, wrapping my legs around his waist tighter, but my hand still tries to push him away. Father smirked see how confuse my body and mind were on what to do, Should I let him continue to force me or fight back. Father smirks and leaned his head down into my neck as he place kisses up and down it, and then he started to suck on to different area of my neck. Before his mouth move to one of my nipples, and he bit down onto it send a pain fill silver up my spire before his tongue when out and lick it better.

"You're mine." Father whispered into my ear, gripping onto my hips.

"Tell me you love it, go on fucking say it." Father demanded, and I moaned loudly when he hit my g-spot.

"I---I---I---ha--hat---hate---i---it." I whimpered from the pain and father, smirk evilly, roughly kissing my lips and then he bit down onto it cause me to release a pain fill whimper. He then moves his lips to my breast and bit down rough on it cause me to scream in pain. He trusted into me harder and faster, and I felt myself about to cum, I hate how my body is giving into the pleasure. I felt like I'm betraying my mate trusts in me and I hate myself for it. I moaned out, sinking my teeth into father's shoulder to muffle my screams of pleasure.

"Now listen to me, I'm going to do this to you, when I want to, and how I want to, you will listen or else your sibling will have to take your place and I will have you watch as I take turn rape them and you wouldn't be able to protect or save them." Father evil stated as he continue to fuck me against the wall. Hours later after five more round of torture my body give out to the pain and I pass out.

**Time line: November 5, 2020**

"Did you cook this slut?" He asks making me nod in reply, only the two of us were at the house at this moment, so who else could have make it. He pull me onto his lap and I know and can't fright him off not after the beating and abuse my body when through last night.

He take a bite and hums in reply, I gulp nervously, hoping I made the omelet alright.

"This tastes okay!" He say with a somewhat happily smile on his face before he kiss my cheek. I have learn over the pass two day to go along with this or waste thing would happen to me.

"I'm pound of you baby."He says before cutting me a slice and feeding me some of it. He has been nice after that night allow me to eat everyday at less a full meal a day whereas before it was half a meal every two or so days.

"Thanks you father for the complement." I say with a fake almost real smile on my face. Over the years I have learn how to hide my emotions great only my sibling could see through my fake smiles.

I could feel his hard erection beneath me which cause a silver of fear to go through me. I was only wearing my panties at the moments whereas he was only wearing a silk red and black with yellow lightbow pajama pants that clearly had no underwear beneath it.

"You know what else tastes good son?" He asks and I shake my head, but in my gut I knew already what he would say.

"You cum when you knew you shouldn't." He stated as I gasp feeling him start to kiss my neck and my mind was starting it panic knowing what was going to come after.

"Father..n...o....please......" My eyes start to water as he starts to touch my private part. A tear escape me as I realize that it would be the fifth time he rape me in the last two days, I knew whenever I find my mate he would not want me after he learn the hard truth that I'm no longer a virgin

A tear escapes me as I realize that I was starting to get an erection, even though I did not want it to happen, after the sexual abuse my body been going through it get turn on whenever my father plays with my penis. He continued playing with my erection as I sat there. Frozen in fear of what's to come. I didn't know what to do. If I push me and run, he would get angry and make it more painful for me, but if I stay here, and my mate learn that I didn't fight back, he would hate me for sure. My mind was running wild and I started praying to goddess that something or someone would arrive to stop this, knowing deep down and she would not answer my prays. But I still hope that a sudden event over the mind link would happen, the alpha inform about a meet that all pack member should be at or a trespasser that need all pack warrior, like my father, to be out there looking for him or her.

But nothing ever came and I knew somewhere deep in my heart I knew something would have never came because we the most protected and safes pack in America.

"I bet you like this, having a guy no wait a minute a man playing with your erection like this. Father wants his slut to feel good." Tears continued to flow down my cheeks and soon I was sobbing as he continued to toy with my erection, soon his right hand when down and inside my panties as he push two fingers deep into my hole cause a loud pain fill scream to be release from my mouth. He continues to speed up his finger in my hole and his hand around my erection cause it to become more painful. I could feel myself been rap open.

Suddenly he stopped and I was able to catch my breath, my eyes widen and for a second I thank the goddess for making him stop. I wiped my tear and started to stand up, forget he always like to play games with me, only to feel his hands on my neck. Then he pushed me hard, until my left cheek felt the surface of our dining table. I was no longer sanding and my ass was exposed, as I stood there bended over and I knew what was about to happen.

A sob escape me as I felt his breath on my neck and I try to squirm my way out of his hold but I knew he was much stronger than me.

"I note how much you look at me with that tease innocent look of yours slut. I know you want to play with me again don't you." He stated as he start to pull down my panties from my hips make it fall to my feet.

"No! T.. that's not.....true----ow!" I start to explain to him before I release a painful scream as he force pull my hair backward with half of his strength.

"Stop lying to me slut. I know how you want me and I'll gladly give it to you." He releases an evil chuckle as I feel him pull down his pajama and then he forcefully pushes my face back onto the table, breaking my nose in the process. I move my face to the side so my cheek was on the table. I could feel something in me snap to fight back if not for me, then for my mate so he knows that he was the only one on my mind when this was happening to me. With all my strength, I stepped on his feet making him yelp in pain and finally let go of me. But before I could escape, he grabs my hair again and slams me back onto the table break on of the table's leg in the process. Before my body could register the pain, he pulls my hair again and makes me stand up.

"I hate it when you disobey me." Suddenly his fist connects to my stomach making me cry out in pain. He pushes me onto the table and I wasn't even able to react as he starts punching me in the stomach, so much for me fighting back I should and knew this was going to be the end result.

I lost count of how many punches he gave me as I was starting to feel dizzy and my body became weak. It was maybe half an hour to an hour before I knew it, my body was bent again on the table with my back to him, somewhere in the process of the beating he place a small dirty kitchen towel into my mouth and it was tie around my head and hands was tie to the table legs. Soon I felt his hands on my head as he slams into me from behind. He start to trust slow but forcedly deeply into me before he got tired of the pace and speed up. His trust went faster and harder into me cause pain to be the only thing my brain and body knew at the moment. My eyes couldn't even see what was in front of me, instead all I saw was blurring and my mouth couldn't make a sound due to the pain. I felt my body moving along with his thrusts and tears continue to escape my eyes.

After two or four round of this torture, I felt him pull out of me.

"Father is finish with his slut for the moment." He stated as his evil laugh feel the silence and he pull the cloth out of my mouth and untie me from the table. My body felt to the ground due to the pain and weakness in my legs and lowers back. As my ass hit the floor a pain fill whimper fall out of my lips. "Clean this mess up and I will be back in four hours. This house should be spotless when I get back o and dinner should be on the table by the time I get back." He stated as he turn around and walk out of the front door.

Soon my sobs were the only sound that filled the ketch as I used the remaining strength in my pull to pull myself up off the floor. After three fail attempts I was standing on my weak knees.

"Hey bro how are you." Angel worry voice fills the silence

"I'm okay and you?" I stated as my emotionless mask came back on. I knew I need to keep the emotions out of my voice o no Angel will race over here and that monster will do the something, he has be doing to me, to her.

"I'm okay and the kids are having fun but they miss you. Can you come over to see them today?" He ask

"I would love to but I can't father want the house clean today because he having guest over." I stated hating that I'm lying to my brother, but I'm not total lie to him. My father did stated he want the house clean by the time he come back.

"We can go over to help you." Angel ask worry because I can tell he is not believe me I need to finish this convection fast before he realize what is happen and comes over here to help me out.

"No he will be back in an hour so I need to finish his dinner. Bye!" I hurry stated before hang up.

**Time line: November 9, 2020**

My dad and his friends are come over to have a party. They always come over every year on November 7 and they drink and see the game.

He has six friends come over today which mean I will have to make a bigger dinner that usual. I start to cook the turkey and ham. I make rice and bean with a salad to the side. I also decide to bake a cheesecake and lemon pie which are my dad favorite dessert because he told me to make it tonight. he usual only tell me to bake this if he is celebrate something, because whenever I bake this he think of my mom who was the best baker and cooker in the world. I hope to be half as good as she is.

I go to my room when his friend arrive but because I'm too tried I forget tom lock the door see how it's nine thirty at night and I wake up at five am this morning to clean the house, cook the food and decorate the room.

I go and lie down in bed and fall asleep but I'm not asleep for long may an hour or two before a noise cause my eyes to snap up and I look around to see my father and his friend are around the room. My dad shake his head and pick me up off my bed and take me to the living room where I see weird look bench in the middle of the room.

"O you see your new toy slut. We will tie you up like you like and take turn fuck you." Father stated with lust in his deep husky voice. He makes his way over to the bench and place me on my feet he then push me so I was bend over the bench. He then knew down and cuffs one of my legs to one leg of the bench and my other leg to the other leg of the bench. The cuffs were connecting with a chain and then he moves my arms under the bench and cuffs them to each other and to one leg of the bench. My head then was place on a head rest and a collar was place around my neck that connects to the head rest so I couldn't move my head.

"Please father not this." I say

"Sush bitch! You are going to love it, I promise!" He stated with an evil smirk on his face which had my heart racing.

After that he blindfolded me, and then he move his fingers down my back to my ass when he get there he shove three finger deep into me cause me to release a pain fill scream that was cut off by one of his friend's cock which is shove down my throat, past my gagging point and begins to thrust the same speed as my father finger's in my ass. They set a fast and hard pace that cause only pain to be felt in my body. After a few second I feel my father finger pull out of my ass before a bigger thing take its pace. Another one of his friends shove there cock into my ass without having prepared me enough to take it, slicing me in two, causing horrible pain. My screams are muffled by the thing propelling into my mouth. I try to move but the restraints don't leave me any room to do so. Why is this happening?

A second cock is shoving into my ass which causes unimaginable pain to take effect, my eyes a blur and my head is dizzy from the pain. Slowly the realization of what's situation I was in slap me in the face, which is that those eight guys will do what they want for as long as they wish starts to hit me. I begin to cry, my tears absorbed by the piece of cloths on my eyes. I ask myself the same question as always. Why is he doing this to me?

Why is my dad abuse me like this? He should be protecting me until my mate come for me. But instill he is allow his friend to rape me as he too rapes me. I hate my life. I can feel my well power to life faint away.

Pain. Choking. Nausea. I have never endured something as horrible as what is happening to me right now. I just wish it would stop. Even if it means death, I want it to stop.

I have lost count of the number of time someone comes in my mouth. Or how many time I had reflux because one of them shoved too far for too long inside my mouth. A mix of semen, drool and vomit runs down my chin while they continue to abuse my mouth. The pain in my butt has dampened a bit, but I still can feel the assaults there very much.

Someone pours something on my back--- too warm to be one of their beers. When the horrible smell reaches me I realize what's happening: some of them are peeing on me.

I have somehow detached myself from what's happening, it's like someone is try to protect me from what is happening to my body.

After hours, maybe 12 or more, of hell, the abuse finally comes to an end, though I am still left restrained. I close my eyes wishing I would just pass out from the pain or exhaustion. Maybe I did pass out from time to time during the abuse, but I don't remember if I did or did not.

"We enjoy this maybe we will do it some other time slut." Dan voice, my dad best friend, drunkenly stated as he and the other guys drunkenly bidding each other goodbyes. The blindfold is suddenly removed but I don't dare open my eyes. He pushes

I thought it would be to the one person that would love me and show me the world and not everyone is out there to hurt me. What felt like a life time later he pulls out only to just cum on my chest.

He took the knife beside the bed and pushes it into my right thigh causing me to scream in pain.

He did the same too my left one too. All the pain I was in had me tried and the darkness soon came to take me always, but not before I feel him push that something into my opening make a huge cry left me and a huge among of pain to consume me into want to die.

I had never wanted to give up on life so much as I want to give up now. I then let the darkness take me always from this pain I'm in and hopefully I would be in pain when I wake up, if I wake up. But I have to wake up for my siblings.

**** End Of Flash Back ****

By the end of the story I was crying and Bran has wrapped me up in his arms. I could feel him shake from the angry and hater towards my father. I could fell Jason angry and hater, hurt and sadness was come off of him, of them, in waves.

****** Bran POV ******

Once he finish his story I was seen red and my wolf want to come out and find his father so we could kill him for what he did to out pressure mate. But I knew I need to comfort our mate seen as Jason right is angry for the both of us. So I pull Benjamin into a huge and let him cry his pain while I was beside him tell him comfortable words and rapping his back in smooth circles, like he had doing for me a few minutes ago, to ease the pain a bit.

****** Jason POV ******

His father and his friends abuse him for years. His father with his friend also be little him for not been a werewolf but human, just because he didn't shift doesn't make him not one he is one and will always be one. I can't believe his father  a.also r....rape him multiple time and let his friend rape his son multiply time too. I have a feel someone, like his mom or the moon goddess was protect him that why he can't remember all the details of his rape throughout the eight days no one saw him or his father. The doctor did an exam and what he found out was that they were vaginal lacerations where are tears in the vagina or in the skin and muscle around its opening. Those tears are deep like real deep, like the person who did them didn't care if he damages anything, and they also look to be reopen more than one time. He estimated about more than one person was inside him at one point in time, and then push a knife into his opening.

"Bran I will be back soon". I say. Benjamin fell asleep in Bran arms.

"Such thing". He says. I got up and went over to his bed.

"Don't worry baby we will get justice. I promise you that", I wispier and kiss his fore-head.

"I know we will I'm come with you." Bran said.

"Don't", I say.

"Why not". He asked upset that I'm not letting him come with me.

"I don't want Benjamin to wake up before we are back and don't see anyone of us here. He would think we are degusted about him or worst that we rejected him. It would be much more safety if you stay here with him so like that he wouldn't feel like we don't care about him or are rejecting him. And also for his safety like that he wouldn't get hurt if someone decide they want to hurt him. Or his fucker of a father and his friends decided to come back and finish off what he started." I angry stated know his monster of a father would do sure a thing if he was able to abuse his own fresh and blood. Then he has it in himself to kill Benjamin, Ajax start to growl at the thought of someone else or that worst's of a father hurting our pressure mate. I look over at Bran to see that he is think it over and he know as thou I that I'm right and it's in Benjamin best inters that one of us stay here with him.

"Fine!" He says upset still.

"I'm only doing it for Benjamin's safety want happen if his father or his father's friends comes into this room and none of us are here to stop him. We promise him he wouldn't get hurt again and I don't know about you but I don't what to break that promise not anytime soon. Please don't be mean and understand that I just what to know that both of my mates are safe and with each other protect each other, please." I say what to get the point on why he can't come with me and why I don't want Benjamin to be by himself

"I know". He says.

"Ok bye". I say and kiss his lips. I could never get tired of kiss his lips or Benjamin's they are just too soft and sweet to resist. I walk out of the room and make my way back to my father office. Once I was outside it I just walk in and what I saw had me covering my eyes. My mom and dad are going at it.

"My eyes"! I yell.

My dad growl and turn his chair around. Once they were dress I open back my eyes.

"You could have knocked". My dad say his wolf is out I can tell.

"Yes I could but this can't wait". I say and that get my mom to look up.

"Ok, why did you leave like that early"? He asked.

"Bran links me to tell me that Benjamin wake up". I say and a squeeze from my mom came and she run over to me and huge me.

"I told you that he would"! She says.

"I know and you were right". I say as I hung her back.

"That's good so what do you want that you enter my office without a knock first"? He asked and that's when, what Benjamin had told me early came back to me full force. As the angry I felt before start boiling danger close to the surface and has Amory wanting to come out and find that a*s of a ma and a father.

The a*s of a man that the moon goddess trust to take care and protect my mate not to cause him harm and insecure so much so that he thinks we will not want him anymore.

"Dad I need to talk with you in private", I say.

"Ok", my mom says giving my dad a kiss and kisses me on the check before walk out the door and closing it.

"Ok, so what is it?" My dad asked, so much like me, gets strength to the point. As to why I want to talk with him in private.

"Dad I need you to send out trackers to tracker down Benjamin's father, his friends, Dan, Kevin, Ryan, John, Mike, Matthew, Phoenix and Guren. And when you do that and they find him, send him to the pack prison", I say

"Why". He asked.

"Because his father along with those friends, and pack warriors, I just all out, were abusing him for six years also the bitter little him for not been a werewolf. And to top it all off they were the ones to rape him, multiple times by the doctor exam, and his father was the one to push a knife into his opening an hour before we found him on our birthday". I say angry in my voice.

"WHAT". He yells, he had always been a man that love and care of his family. A family man and to learn that his soon-to-be son-in-law father had abuse him and do the unthinkable thing a father could do he his kid had him mad. To add to his hate he allow his friends to abuse and rape his son, I could see his wolf close to the surface.

"Yes". I say.

"Don't worry son we will find him". He says

<"I need all my highest rank pack members to meet me in the meet room right now">, He links

<"Yes Alpha">. They recipe

We move our way to the meeting room.

"Son, you will take the lead". My dad links me.

"Ok". I say.

Once all our best tracker had arrive I make my way to the head of the table.

"We call this meeting tonight to tell you guys that I need you to find Benjamin's father, and his best friends, Dan, Kevin, Ryan, John, Mike, Matthew, Phoenix and Guren." I say get into business of why I'm here at this hour why my mate is awake will a sleeping right know.

"Why do you need us to find them", Drew my gamma and one of my close friend asked. He is my best friend and has dark blond crew hair and light blue almost grey eyes. He is my gamma because he is the only other one I trust to be my 3rd in command

"Because they have been abused your Luna for six years and they also have rape your Luna / beta female, multiple times, and his father was the one to push a knife into his opening on our birthday", There were growls come from around the room

"But I thought that Bran was your mate", Axel another one of our friends, ask me look general confuse and as I look around the room I could tell more if not all my pack was confuse as to why I refer to Benjamin as my mate and the luna and beta female to this pack..

"Yes he is but also Benjamin is my mate too I don't know how but that the less of our problem. Right now we need to find Benjamin father and his friends, Dan, Kevin, Ryan, John, Mike, Matthew, Phoenix and Guren." I say.

"Yes alpha", they recipe

"Good meeting, dismissed". I say let out a little bit of alpha into it.

"You did good don't worry they will find him", my mom says.

"I agree with you mom you will make a great alpha". My dad says.

Word Count: 11,078

Edited on July 2, 2019

A/N

Ø I added in some more detail and interaction.

Question about this chapter?

1.) What are your thoughts on Hunter's and Eason's reason why they were unable to visit their younger siblings until now?

2.) Why do you think Benjamin father hate him so much?

3.) Do you think Benjamin did the right thing by give Hunter and Eason another chance?

4.) What will happen next?