In the middle of the night, Athulya turned in sleep and found Siddhik's warmth is missing. she slowly got up and saw Siddhik sitting on the sofa staring at the window shirtless, with upper body. 

Athulya mind voice- "ipo entha pei ku show kaata ivan ipadi utkanthirukaan?"

She slowly neared him without blinking her eyes. She is trying to eat each and every inch of him through her eyes. The way he started at the window, the rays of the moon on him,  Slightly moving his hairs due to the air through window, she is admiring him by all means. Suddenly Siddhik turned and looked at her. It is felt that he felt her presence. 

Without any hesitation or second thought, Athulya sat on his lap, putting her legs on either side of him. Siddhik hugged her and adjusted himself for her to sit comfortable. She wrapped her hands around his neck and rested her face in his neck. She let her body rest on him. 

Siddhik- "ena aachu en ratchasi ku? yen enthiruchuta?", He coed her adjusting her hairs. 

Athulya- "nee pakathula illa". she smelled him and snuggled more into him asking, "enna ore soap nathama iruku? kulichiah?"

Siddhik- "intha soap fragrance unaku pudikalaya? vera soap mathidatuma?"

Athulya- "enaku un viyarvai vasam thaan pudikum.", She rubbed her nose in him. 

Siddhik hugged her more with a chuckle and said, "saop naruthu, sweat smell unaku vasanaya iruka??? Ratchasi.. ennadi aachu unaku?", He rubbed her back smoothly.

Athulya- "athu apadi thaan. divert panatha. entha peiya kavuka ippo ipadi kulichutu dress kooda podama utkanthiruka?", She bite his neck in anger. 

Siddhik- "yei dress podama illa di. shirt matum thaan podala.. ", he intentionally answered only the second part of the question. Athulya too felt that. 

Athulya- "athu thaan yen podala?", She moved a little back placing her hand on his chest and looked at his eyes. 

Siddhik- "kasakasa nu irunthathu yaathu"

Athulya- "athukaga thaan kulichiah? athuvum intha artha rathirila.", She cupped his face with one hand and asked him looking at his eyes. Still her another hand is in his chest.

Siddhik- "thala muluganum nu thonuchu, athaan". he eyes conveyed an emotion which can't be predicted by Athulya. 

Athulya looked at him with an expectation.

Siddhik- "enoda depression ah, guilty feel ah, enoda kadantha kaala kayatha, Romba mukiama naan oru ponnoda valakai ah keduthuteno-ngra santhegatha, oru ponna yemathitenonra ninaipa, ellathaium thala mulugiten. ipo romba relax ah iruku.. oru peria baram kurancha mathiri iruku.."

Athulya smiled at him. Still he didn't even used the love or like. He never used such words when he talk about her. She then glared at him the next moment.

Athulya - "katchala vachukitu thalaika oothina?", She pinched his chest mole while asking. 

Siddhik- "aaaaaaahhhhhhhh, drier potuten di. venumna thotu paaru"

Athulya touched all over his head and rubbed it in the name of checking for wetness. It is dried completely. she liked rubbing his hairs.

Athulya- "sathamae kekala"

Siddhik- "unna disturb pana koodathunu bathroom ku poi panen."

Athulya - "nee enaku disturbance ah? yen da ipadi ellam pesura?", She fell on him again resting her face in his shoulders. 

Siddhik- cupped her face and said, "sorry di ratchasi"

Athulya- "ithukellam ethuku sorry. paithiam"

Siddhik kissed her forehead for a minute. His lips wet her. He leaned down a little and hugged her. He rubbed his face on her neck and mumbled in her ear that, "Naan ethuku sonaen nu unaku therium. unna romba kastapaduthiten di."

Athulya' s eyes shed little tears that dropped on his neck. Siddhik wiped her tears . Athulya leaned down and settle herself in his chest. Siddhik hugged her. There is a silence in the environment for a while.  

Siddhik-  " unkooda santhosama vaala thaan asai paten yaathu. unaku thaali katuna nimishathula irunthu enna panna nee santhosama irupa nu yosichu thaan ovvonum panen. un kannu minnumpothellam naan poranthathe itha pakka thaan nu thonum yaathu."

She moved little up, wrapped his neck with her hands and started to play with his hair rolling it. 

Siddhik smiled and said, " ipo nane un kanneruku karanama iruken. unaku entha alavuku valiah koduthuruken nu enaku nalla therium. nee keka koodatha athana varthaium ketruka. oru kanavana, naan enan pana koodatho atha paniruken. nijamave nee ratchasiya thaan di, inaike ellam mudiayatum enna peria paavatha panna vachuta.. unnala mudincha enna manichuru di. ", He said with a guilt filled tone. His each word mirrored his pain and his feel. Athulya completely felt him.

Athulya moved a little away and looked at him. Siddhik is looking at her with painful eyes. His apologies are mirrored in it. 

Athulya- "nee varuthapata enaku romba valikuthu Siddhu, Romba alugai varuthu. Appo nee share pana valiah vida ipo thaan romba valikuthu", she said each word honestly and innocently. 

Yes she is hurt but she also didn't want him to get worried because of that. She want him to console her without worrying much, is that even possible??... Siddhik started to try that.

Siddhik cupped her cheeks and started to kiss her. He started to pour all his emotions. She too tightened her grip on his hairs and allowed him to take her. It lasted for a minute. He left her when there is a need for air. Within a minute, He again kissed her sucking her soul. It is not the same kind of kiss. Now he is exploring her. He left her to catch breathe. She panted to catch her breathe. 

Once she was about to become normal, He kissed her again. This time too it is different. He sucked her soul. Athulya felt his changes in each and every time. He did the same again and again. Athulya lost her patience. When he left her to catch her breathe. She leaned back more and started to beat him while panting. 

Athulya- "dei, viduda.. vaga vagaya kiss panni pratise panitu irukiah enna vachu?"

Siddhik- "enga di vidura.. anju thadavaike adika arambichudara..", he complained in a teasing way.

Athulya- "yen thuraiku ithu pothatha.. itha udhadu nu ninachiah illa enna ninaicha?", She had hands on her hips and ask with fake anger. 

Siddhik- "oh, athu uthada yaathu? cha itha naan yosikave illa di yaathu. ipo vaa yosichutae kiss panren"

Athulya- "aah", he pulled her and started to kiss her slowly and passionately. 

Athulya started to melt and Siddhik smiled in the kiss. He left her once he is satisfied. Athulya started to beat him roughly. 

Siddhik- "adikatha di.. ipo enna unaku uthatula koduthathu pothum athane?"

Athulya- "amam pothum. athaan ithana thadava koduthutalla?"

Siddhik- "sari vidu. nee pothum nu solrathala vidaren", Athulya gave him a doubtful look. 

Siddhik- "pch, nambu di. naan sonan seiven..", 

He extended his hands and she fell on him believing him. They both hugged each other. Siddhik started to kiss her earlobe and slowly moved down rubbing her skin with his lips. 

Athulya- "Siddddhhhuuuuuu, enna panra?", he started to answer pressing his lips in her skin.

Siddhik- "athan nee sonna padi uthada vitutenla apuram enna?".

His lips movement were felt by her skin. It gives her an different feel. He sucked her neck with a bit. She moaned a little bit but quickly composed her herself and then started to beat him more also pinched her chest mole. He started to tickle her by touching her waist. They both laughed. 

Siddhik tightly clutched her hands with his hands and they both looked at each other with a panting. Their eyes are stick with each other. Slowly they stopped their naughtiness. Siddhik left her hands. She too put her hands down. They both looked at each other. 

Siddhik extended his hands and Athulya leaned on him. They both hugged each other. They remained silent in that position itself. Many things started to flash in both their minds.  Athulya started to cry in minutes. She cried louder hugging him tight. He patted her and let her cry. After minutes, Slowly her crying got reduced. She sobbed a little. She rested her face in his left chest and started to hear his heart beat.  Siddhik is looking at the ceiling. 

Siddhik- "yaathu, nee keta ore oru kelviku mattum theriala nu pathil sonen. enna kelvi nu gnabagam iruka?"

Athulya- "hmm, 'unaku avala love panna nu thonutha?' nu kataen"

Siddhik- "ippo pathil solatuma?". Athulya just hummed and her heart beat raised. She is trying hard to be strong. She know he would say yes. He would not lie. He is a honest person and won't lie soon.

Siddhik- "naan avala love panala, Yaathu"

Athulya moved away from him with a shock. She thought he would say yes and say the reason. But no is the answer she didn't expect. 

Athulya- "enakaga solriah?", She asked in disbelief. 

Siddhik chuckled sadly and said, "namba matiah ma?"

Athulya- "Namba thaan thonuthu.. aana ore oru kelvi iruku, kekatuma?"

Siddhik- "hmm'

Athulya- "Rakshan anna kita sanda podum pothu soniae... 'naan setha saagu nu vitrukalam aana naan vidala, avan miratinthum othukitaen.. ava naan than venum nu pidivatham pudikurathu enaku .. enaku...' nu solli nipatita. odane Karthi anna vum Rakshan anna vum vanthu unna hug pannanga "

She hesitated to ask the question. She looked at him expecting an answer. 

Siddhik- "naan solama vitathu ithu thaan.. enaku, enayae pakura mathiri irunthathu athaan othikiten nu solla vanthaen.  avanga purinjukitanga.."

Athulya- "unnaye pakura mathiri ah? puriala Siddhu.."

Siddhik- "nee enna ninacha? enaku pudichurukunu solla vanthaen na?"

Athulya looked down and a lone tear fell down from her eyes. Siddhik pulled her towards him and said, "sorry di, sorry di.. romba sorry di. naan mulusa solirukanum.. en mela enga parithaba paduveengalo nu solala.. enna athu mari kaamichuka pudikama vituten di.. sorry sorry di.."

Athulya now understood that always his point of view is different from what she is thinking. She patted him gently. 

Athulya- "enna aachu Siddhu? nee yarkitaium ithe pola adambudichurukiah?"

Siddhik- "hmm, en appa amma kita.", There is no trace of any expression is his voice. It is voided. 

Athulya eyes widened  in shock. She leaned straight, pulled him towards her and hugged him. She know what is going to be shared by him now. Siddhik buried his face in Athulya's cleavage. Athulya too pressed him more inside her like inserting him into her. She started to rub his hairs. 

Athulya- "inum unaku enga kita thayakam iruka, Siddhu ?"

Siddhik- "ippo illa, appo irunthathu..", He left out a long breathe and composed himself. 

Siddhik- "Yaathu, intha ulagathula ellarum namma ethir pakura mathiri anbu koduka matanga. avangaluku epadi thonutho, ethu sari nu padutho apadi thaan nadanthupanga. En appa vum amma vum , enna nalla school la sethu vitanga. Ena entha kuraium illama valathanga. Enaku thevayana ellame nalla quality la, costly ah en pakathula irukum. Naan asai padura porul ellame enaku vangi thanthiduvanga. naan enna kathuka asaipatalum sethu viduvanga. avlo yen, intha portion vangalam nu nianchukitu irunthaen. Kalyanathuku enaku vangi koduthutanga.. ketathuku, akka ku nagainu enaku veedunu sonanga.. avangaluku ipadi thaan anba iruka therium. aana naan ethir pathathu vera", he stopped. 

Athulya patted him a little. There is no emotion in his voice, which pains her a lot. 

Siddhik- "naan ethir pathathu avanga en kooda spend panra time thaan. veetla irunthalum naan thaniah en room la thaan irupen. en hostel kum, veetukum peria vithyasam theriala. romba adam pudipen en kooda irunga neenga than venum nu, adi thaan vilum. enaku chocolate koduthutu  ena vitutu poga papanga.. naan chocolate ellam vendam appa amma thaan venum nu kathuven adam pudipen. appa venum, amma venum aluthutae irupen.. but varamatanga.. School la kooda sila samayam leave vita udane vanthu kootitu poga matanga. avanga schedule vera mathiri irukum pola. rendu naal kalichu than varuvanga. naan matum thaniah irupen hosptel la. ore oru paiyana thaniah than irupen. Watchman anna keela thaan irupanga. night romba bayama irukum yaathu. watchman ta poi aluven, appa venum amma venum nu.. "

Siddhik stopped. A lone tear dropped from his eyes which had its through Athulya's chest. It got invisible before leaving her heart. May be the tear went inside her.

She moved away from him, wiped his tears and started to kiss his whole face leaving his lips alone. He cupped her face and started to kiss her lips. It took for a minute. 

Athulya- " dei, ennada nee vara uthada thinga arambichuta..", she intentionally whined now. 

Siddhik- "athu onum illa yaathu, romba taste ah irunthathu. athan first saptutu, apuram kiss panalam nu.."

Athulya- " ninapa daa, ninapaa.. ", She pouted and turned aside.

Siddhik chuckled and said, "sari mutti potu utkarurathu kaal valikum, ipadi thirumbu.."

Athulya struggled to moved her legs. She hissed in pain. 

Siddhik- "ninachaen. valikutha.. yen di kaal marathuporathu koodava theriathu.."

Athulya- "un kooda iruntha theriala Siddhu", she said innocently with cuteness. 

Siddhik helped her to move her legs, lifted her, neared the bed and placed her slowly. He then started to rub and slowly massaged it. Athulya didn't said anything. She didn't stopped him for the name sake too. They both know they have pain to be taken care. 

Siddhik- "ipo enaku munnadi nadanthathula ethuvum varutham illa.. En friends paathukitanga.. Night thookathula sila samayam appa venum, amma venum nu olarirukaenaam. enaku theriala.. sometimes athu pola kanave varum enaku, but ularirukenanu theriala.. En friends naalu perula oruthar en kooda irunthutae irupanga. Enaku appa amma irukanga nu kooda sila samayam maranthu poidum.  athulaium Rakshan-um Karthik-um romba ena suthi suthi vanthanga.. ennoda china china asai kooda niraivethunanga. athe pola romba possessive. Rakshan kooda konjam gnayam ellam papaan, aan Karthik kita ethuvum ethir paka mudiathu. nee inum ennoda valigaluku thaan marunthu potutu iruka.. Nee inum ethuvum share panala"

Athulya- "Share panita poguthu, athu thaan life long time irukae .... nee appa amma venum nu adam pudichapo avanga varala.. athe pola deepika nee than venum nu adam pudichathala unnala hurt panna mudiama othukitiah?"

Siddhik replied in a normal tone while massaging her legs, "Deepika ku amma illainu sonna. Gugan sir um romba perusa kandukka maataru. Kitathita enna pola vantha oru uyira thaan en kannuku therinja..  Enaku life la oru peria perasai onnu irunthathu Yaathu. Enakaga yaravathu valanum, naan avangalukaga valanum nu athuvum nadakathunu oru naal purinchuduchu.. enaku en appa amma kidaikalanalum naan sariah thaan iruthaen. But ava thappu panna arambichuta. avaluku smoke and drinks panra palakam iruku. enaku kidaicha mathiri nalla friends kidaiyathu avaluku. ithunalayae engalukulla sandai varum.. but mudium pothu nee than venum sid nu mudippa.... "

Siddhik left out a long breathe, looked at her eyes and told, " enaku yarkitaium sariah pesa koodathu theriathu yaathu. intha jenmathula enaku kadavul kodutha kadhal-um anbu-um ithu thaan nu ninachaen. ethu unmai ethu poi nu pirichu pakura alavuku ellam enna suthi avlo anbana uravugal illa.. enaku kidaichae oru anbu natpu mattum thaan. Rakshan-um Karthik-um enna epadi mathinangalo athu pola naan avala maatha try panaen. avanga ena pathukita mathiri naan avala paathuka try panaen.. Naan thothutatha thaan ivlo naal ninachukitu irunthaen.. enaku throgam nadanthirukunu nee than puria vacha.. Thanks Yaathu... "

Athulya extended her hands. Siddhik smiled, neared her and hugged her hovering her. 

Athulya- "ava inoruthan kita ponapo kooda, ava unaku throgam pannatha thonalaya?"

Siddhik- "naan en nambikkaiah udambula vaikala, anbula vachirunthaen."

Athulya hugged him tightly. She felt contented. 

Siddhik- "inum ethavathu kekanuma?"

Athulya - "hmm, like you nu sonalum athoda artham enna nu namma rendu perukumae therium. ellathaium share panathum enkita vanthu love you nu eppadi sonna?"

Siddhik moved away from her with a shock and said, "sathyama unnaium avalaium naan onum compare panni paathu love you solala di"

Athulya chuckled, pulled him towards her, wrapped her legs around his hip, kissed his cheeks, pecked her lips a little and said, "paithiyam, kadhala eppo unartha nu kekuraen.. "

Siddhik- "enaku thookam varuthu apuram solren", He moved a little back and rested his head on her cleavage. 

Athulya- "dei enthiri daa.. solitu thoongu da.. ", She gripped his hair. Siddhik blow air on her neck and cleavage. She felt tickling sensation and giggled. She left his hairs. He started to kiss her. His hands slowly peeked inside her dress and stroked her waist. 

Athulya pushed him away and kicked him. 

Siddhik- "yei enna di othakura?"

Athulya- "pathil sonna thaan tharuven.. illaina patini kida..", She rolled over and turned to the other side. 

Siddhik back hugged her, resting his face on her shoulder and said, "yei solren di.. thirumbu di, please di, ithuku mela kanni payana iruntha thappu di.."

Athulya- "poda, romba panra.. pathil sonna, etho pathiyamavathu kidaikum.. illaina patini thana"

Siddhik- "ethu pathiyama?"

Athulya- "apuram enna thuraiku virunthu vaikanum ah? enamo leave vitathum thaan ellame.. 3 naal edukum, nee enthirikave mudiathunu bayamuruthina, pothathuku un vathiyar puthiah kamichu schedule ellam pota.. ellam schedule oda pochu..", She teased him in a perfect way stressing each word in her own way. 

Siddhik - "unaku kolupu jasthi di, ipo paaru epadi kuraikuraenu " 

He rolled her, hovered her and hold her in between his legs. He caught her hands and moved it up above her head, towards the head board. Athulya widened her eyes with this new dealing. Both their bodies rubbed each other parts while moving.

Siddhik- " solatuma? ", he asked her with his base voice seductively. 

Athulya mind voice- "aiyaiyo, summa irunthavana vambilikuraenu yethi vitutaenae.. ipo en mela yeri nikurane. overa poiteno. ipoivana  epadi mala irukurathu.. mariyatha iruntha kooda paravala.. ivana manmathana yeri nikurane"

Siddhik- " enna di yosikura?"

Athulya- "pechu pecha thaan irukanum. un tension ah enaku transfer panatha.."

Siddhik chuckled and said, "aana, vathiyar puthi schudule ah follow panna solluthae, ratchasi", He teased her.

Athulya mind voice- "aathadi aatha, appo nijamave sikitena?"

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Parvathi Suresh Sharma.