words.

There was once a time ,

when I let them cut into me,

because they meant the world to me,

it healed ,it scarred,it bled.

I wore  faith like a dress,

and felt the most dangerous emotion of all through false words,

hope;

it burns, it destroys,it creates.

It destroyed me,

my hope for this world,now all that is left is dying ashes.

I let them get to me,

believing in  the good of world,

But it let me down,

with a badly scarred heart.

thats when I learnt ,

you have only you,

you save yourself,

because in this climb to the top,

nobody helps,

no matter who.

it always comes down to you.

So I stitched myself ,

sweeped up  the pieces of my heart and threw it away.

What was left of my heart,

became cold and unpenetrable,

a self defense.

for I knew what the world would do to me if I didn't shield myself.

I couldnt care less about the world,

but then you came  along,

you said that you had  found the pieces of my heart that I had thrown away,

and I became complete like the incomplete ,

it was then that I learnt,

you didn't find the swept away pieces of my heart,

you gave me a part of yours,

half and half we became a whole.

you painted my world bright anew with colors I knew never existed,

it left me in awe and fear,

would you leave me like they did?

then you said to me word so beautiful,

it blew my heart to incomprehensible proportions,

my love for you filling every inch of it,

and it blew my breath away that I could love someone so deeply.

it was words that scarred me,

it was words that I found relief in ,

but it was your words that reminded me of me in the past,

the one that wore hope like a dress,

the most dangerous emotion of all,

I let it catch fire and burn,

but now I wear it like a crown,

I let it create rather than destroy,

because now I know that when love shines like a diamond on my crown,

it can never be destroyed and it never did.

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OK I wrote this poem (a mashup up of 2 poems;hope, words)because I completely suck at writing stroies and long term stuff,so yeah.............

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