Sometimes I wish I was left alone ,

But then again when I am,

I feel real alone .

When they pretend to pity me,

When they tend to ignore me,

A boon or bane? I do not know.

But this I do know,

Every time it never fails to leave my heart shattered in pieces.

Yes, I'm not anyone's type of girl,

Anyone to be friends with,

Anyone to talk with,

Anyone to joke with,

Anyone to touch lovingly.

Because I'm just another nobody among the crowd that makes everybody.

But still I yearn for a friendly face, 

One that does not look at me with disgust.

Still I yearn for a human touch,

When people ask me, haven't I learned my place .

Still I yearn for a caring pat, even if my dignity now runs through the drain.

Still I yearn for kind words,

That none cares to give.

I scream everyday,

For the friends whom I never found,

For the friends I never had,

For the friends whom I cant see,

For all the friends I lost,

But they never seem to leave my lips,

It turns out,

It was just another breath,

A breath, I didn't know I could take.

Yes, I do not come with a laurel wreath,

Neither did I was I blessed a smart brain or a beautiful face ,

But what can I ever do for that?

And what did I ever do to you?

And just to receive a friend,oh what all did I do.

Some secrets even friends cannot hear,

But it seems good, sharing your burden with them.

I do try to change,

But when I cannot I do not know who to blame,

Whether for the best or the worst,

I do not change.

I still thrive to be recognized,

The thrill of being known to all,

The warmth of being loved,

The eagerness to please the one you love.

The agelessness of friendship,

And the glass that hardens to steel,

When trust is naught but a newborn.

I do not want your sympathy,

Nor your pity,

All I want is just a friend.