this  is purely a work of fiction guys.

PURELY.

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Even though I had seen you my whole life,

I had never really seen you,

even though I had talked to you ,

I never really did;

The way your eyes crinkled when you laughed,

the way a dimple formed your cheeks,

that we had so many things in common,

the way you never really cared how I looked or did,

the fact that I missed you without a reason.

But now I do ,

I notice your beautiful genuine eyes,

I notice the way you make  me smile when I'm sad,

I notice the way  my heart beats a little more faster,

I notice the way I smile so wide it hurts when I'm around you,

I notice that I my cheeks look like valentine hearts,

I notice that when I try to sleep,

I cant for the first time,

because for the first time reality is finally better than dreams.

And all I want to say is ,

this is all because of you.

I'm afraid of these feelings,

they drag me down,

take me to the darkest depths,

but I always know that you will be there to pull me ashore,

Warm my heart with just your smile,

but you never notice.

They day I walked with you on that chilly night,

with stars for company,

I saw the entire galaxy in your eyes,

It made me wish that I was the milky way .

I thought it was the most beautiful thing I had seen by far.

you showed me the world as it could be,

not as it was,

you showed me the false depths of beauty,

and the mere depth of the kindness of your heart,

It terrified me,

But it was to that depth I took a plunge in,

only once or twice worried about coming back up;

but I must say its kinda comfortable down here.

You showed me how real love was,

like a never ending fire,

covering and spreading until it consumed all of you,

not the sweet fragrance that left after a small time.

you peeled away the false image of my heart,

the shyness,the quietness,the perfect girl.

you ,only you saw the real messed up I was inside,

you saw the scars I had and have,

and Only You said that I am a beautiful masterpiece ,

made of rich thick paints,and that the scars made me even more prettier.

you came slipping and sliding into my heart,

you were the first flower that bloomed in my heart,

so sweet,so fragrant and yet so poisonous.

So that's why when I walk down the aisle,

I want you to be at the end of it,

I want you to  be the one smiling at me like the you are the happiest man alive.

I always wondered how I would feel when I fell in love,

and whom I would fall for,

now as I do know,

I'm so glad its you.

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guys PURELY FICTIONAL,ESPECIALLY TO MY WATTPAD AND REAL LIFE FRNDS.

I kinda imagined Emma Carstairs and Julian Blackthorn while writing this,

anybody who has read lady midnight will get the point.