I had never wanted to run to the bathroom so fast in my entire life, but seeing the stares people gave me as soon as I stepped on the school, that was what was elicited. They weren't specifically 'mean' looks, just the curious and rabble looks people give when they KNOW something. But that could be either the thing with seokjin or the thing with Kendall...

"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA" 

"AH! Oh- BITCH" 

Widening my eyes I stare at the girl who just startled me by shouting, now laughing while touching her stomach.

"What the fuck Lilli" I furrowed my eyebrows while continuing washing my hands.

"whit thi fick" she mocked me while sitting on the counter "I'm sorry I overslept" she stats making me roll my eyes. 

"Looks like I should get used to it"

"No, I promise!" she chuckles.

"hmm" I uneasily said while scrolling through my phone on Instagram. But my finger suddenly froze seeing the screen.

New post from Kend._all; Party with my love ♥♥♥

I stared at the screen seeing the photo she posted. The photo was obviously -due to outfits and scene- taken at the party. Her arms were around Hoseok's neck, and his arms around her waist. Hugging each other in a lovely way.

"What are you watching?" Lilli's voice while she approached me made me flinch, being unable to hide the phone or keep scrolling before she saw the post.

"Oh... You are mad at her aren't you?" she asks making me lose the panic. After all she doesn't know about the whole issue with Hoseok.

"Huh? Oh- Ah yeah I guess-"

"Well yeah you have the right to be, to be honest she was really mean" she looked down frustrated. "It really doesn't surprise me, she sometimes is quite... you know" her eyes avoided mine, almost as if she was trying not to admit her friend's behaviour.

"How are you guys friends?" I furrowed my eyebrows as my question caught her offguard.

"Well we have known each other since we were like 5 years old" she stats while I simply nod. To be honest I couldn't relate to her at all, but I didn't know if it was the fact that being friends with someone for that long was not that possible to me due to my life style or just because I wouldn't tolerate someone's bullshit even if it not meant to me.

Probably noticing my frown, she sighed and added; "I know you don't understand me but... Have you never felt you just can't get away from someone who is mean to others because that person means a lot to you? It's really something that can't be helped I guess" she shrugged, and before I could even scoff my eyes landed on the photo of the couple that still was on my phone.

I avoided it with my eyes while gulping down.

In fact, This new version of Hoseok is mean... Yet I keep getting jealous and hopeful that the boy I used to know is there... Or was real. 

"I think I know how it feels" I said, earning a surprised look from her and shocking myself "but the difference is that I can't let go of that person because he didn't use to be... the way he is now" I admitted while bitting my lip. Lilli showed a confused yet pitiful look, and before she could even ask something the bell rang makig us leave the bathroom and mix with the moving crowd of people walking from here to there to get to their classes.

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As we entered the classroom Kendall and Jungkook exchanged obvious glances while smirking, while Jimin pretended not to notice them and Hoseok just ignored everything, his friends and me too. I sighed internally while making my way to my seat as so did Lilli.

"Good morning" I flinched hearing the boy on my side, who -surprisingly- isn't sleeping or using his phone.

"Morning Yoongi" I smiled at him as he smiled back.

"So... Any news?" He eyed Kendall and then back at me while I sighed.

"Not really, I don't know if I should avoid her or what" I frowned while Yoongi eyed me cauteously.

"She will probably play the nice role" I eyed him as he smirked in a scoff manner.

"What do you mean that she will act as if it was an accident and act all kind?" I asked raising my eyebrows while the blonde boy simply nodded with a 'mhm' sound.

"What do I do punch her face?" I giggle after hearing Yoongi's small chuckle.

"Not telling you what to do but, you should play the same game to show her a lesson" He shrugged as I eyed Kendall carefully while frowning.

"The 'two-faced bitch' game" he added.

As soon as the teacher entered no other words were uttered. Yoongi was too busy playing his games and I was too busy... well not gonna lie- Looking at Hoseok. Why? I don't know I just always do, but in fact he does too, he thinks he is quick enough to look away without being noticed but I catch him every time staring at me for a lot of time. I wouldn't say it creeps me out but it certainly confuses me... 

When the bell rang signalling that it was recess time Lilli immediatly made her way to me instead of going with Kendall, which surprised me and the mean girl's squad of course. But that didn't stop them from making their way to us as we reached the cafeteria.

"Corky Hi!" Kendall stood up from Hoseok's lap and smiled widely at me, shocking me but not Lilli at all. "I'm so sorry I didnt message you after the party, but when I came back with the tissue to help you you were already gone! Despite the accident I hope you enjoyed the party" Her wide smile from ear to ear made me want to punch her face so bad but remembering Yoongi's words, I calmed down.

"Oh I did enjoy it!" I adverted my eyes towards Seokjin who was sitting not far away, my gaze instantly earning his smile as I smiled back, triggering Kendall on purpose. 

She thinks she is a good actress but, the look she is giving me right now talks on it's own.

And It enjoyed it so much that maybe Yoongi was right... Maybe playing this game was a really good idea...