So I'm going to explain everything here because you all deserve to know something I've been putting off for some time.

Please read this if I tagged you because you're my friends or people I trust who I want to know this about.
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I don't want any hate about this subject because it's taken a lot for me to come and explain everything to all of you. And if you wanna block me go ahead or if you don't wanna be friends I understand.

So. I have a disease. Called coeliacs disease.
And it means that I look different to others I get marks on my skin and have a weakened immune system. A lot of people treat me differently and judge me for having a disease so I totally understand if you don't wanna be friends after hearing this. But some days I have bad days where I just need someone to believe that everything will be okay. Because there is no cure for coeliacs disease I will have it for the rest of my life. It means that I'm allergic to wheat, oats, barley, gluten and I have many allergies too.

And I hide it because I don't want people to stop talking to me and being my friend just because I have an incurable disease.

But the thing is I'm resilient.
I'll bounce back.
I'll keep fighting for as many years as it takes until they find a cure.
And I can do this.
Even if sometimes my confidence levels shrink.

Some days I'll feel sad and I'll post announcements like the one I did today when I need someone, just someone who understands.

I'll never be able to eat bread, cakes, biscuits, chocolate, pizza, pasta, fast food, go out to restaurants or anything ever again and sometimes it makes me sad.

And I didn't wanna tell you guys that I'm different.

I get more spots, I have a weakened immune system and I'll probably always have cramps and not be able to walk more than a certain amount of steps a day,
But.
I'm fighting.
I'm always fighting.
So I just needed to explain all that.
If you wanna not be friends that's fine.
But you'll always be MY friend.

But this is me.
I'm the girl with the disease,
The girl who can't eat out at restaurants,
The girl who plays expensive board games just coz they're awesome,
The girl who has probably too much enthusiasm
The girl who gets shy around even her bffs and bf,
The girl who calls people just to prove something important,
The girl who writes dreamy letters to random crushes,
THIS IS ME.