Tuesday morning, the same routine and Devin is angry at me. Why did you get into that suburban?! I told they gave me a ride, what's the deal? Hmm sure, with an attitude and so we started walking to the bus stop. Me and Devon sitting very awkwardly at the bus stop.

As we sit here, we hear the suburban coming down the street, this time Tommy and Mark are just in the truck. Tommy looks at me and tells me to get in. Dev said no don't do it, Tommy tells Devon to fuck off and Dev just looks blank face. So I hopped in and Mark floors the truck in all speed, he asked me have I made up my mind yet, am I'm ready to make money with the big boys. I thought in my head a normal life? Or a gang life? Being broke all the time? Or making money? I in hailed nervously and replied "yes". Tommy and Mark looked at each other and grin, and said that's what I like to hear.

So we went to that house from yesterday and this time there were a lot more people. I asked who are they? They said my new brothers. Then they told me to get out of the truck and come in the house, we got a lot for you. So I walked in the house and Mark made my introduction by yelling," Aye OG the dude hear!", so this big guy came up to me and asked my am I ready for my initiation. Initiation?, I asked. He said it's not that easy, now are ready? I said yeah, I think so. So he guided me to the door and told me mostly everyone been through it. So he pushes me out of the house into the porch and those people that was around the house earlier started running at me with anger and started punching, kicking, and throwing me around and I didn't know what to do cause I'm in so much pain and agony.it felt like my rib cage was broking in pieces. I couldn't breathe or get up and I heard someone yell, "only 4 more minutes cuh", but I couldn't take it. When I heard that's enough! That's enough! When they stopped I curled up bruised and in pain they said, "if you a man, you'll get up". So I struggled to get on my feet, but I manage to get to my knees and look around. Thank God it was over.

They said, "you're one of us now", welcome your a Gangsta Disciple now. As they yelled,"GD Folk!, I felt accepted and happy now. They gave me a black bandana, they said keep that with you 24/7 no matter what. Tommy handed me a beer and blunt and said chill out relax, gangsta. I said alrite thanks fam. Felt so new and cool. But I was thinking at the same time, what have I got myself into.