" Jenny why are you helping me ? " I ask .

" You Looked like you need someone " Jenny replies.

" Jenny I am a beast ! Why are you around someone like me , is because of sympathy ? I ask angry .

" No I -"

" Jenny I am not a person because of ASD and you love to pick on me right ? After all what am I , a person who lives in darkness .

" I am the disease people run away from . I am nothing .

" You want to see nothing ?!" I yell .

Jenny doesn't say a word and leaves .

I feel mad but at who , Jenny or myself ?