Chapter 6: Confrontation..

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Mark Fischbach

As we continued making out way to Aaron's house, I was kinda doubting Felix's leadership skills, he was already going insane - who's to say that he won't end up killing us from one stupid mistake? I sighed and ran my hand through my hair, I needed to talk to Sean about this, and then confront Felix, it needed to be done.

I tapped Sean's shoulder, "Hey, can I talk to you for a second?" I whispered, he nodded and we lagged behind a little.

"What's up?" Sean asked, mirroring my tone of voice.

"I don't think Felix should be leader anymore.." I whispered a little quieter, "He's already going insane, he might end up getting us all killed!"

"I know what you mea--" Sean whispered back, but was interrupted by Felix.

"What the fuck are you guys talking about?!" Felix stared at us and spoke in a stone cold tone of voice.

I took a deep breath and began to talk. "You shouldn't be leader anymore." I stated harshly, staring right back at him. I felt Sean slowly move away from us both, standing back.

"And you would make a better leader right?!" Felix said sarcastically, rolling his eyes.

"Yeah, I probably would!" I raised my voice, getting angry.

"You fucking..--" Felix cut himself off and attempted to punch me in the face, I blocked it and punched him in the face and then took a blow to his stomach, he fell to the floor in agony.

Felix got back up, even angrier than before, he was about to punch me when..

"BOTH OF YOU STOP THIS BULLSHIT!" Sean yelled, he grabbed Felix's fist before he could punch me and then pushed us both away from each other.

But Felix took this as an opportunity to push Sean out of the way and punch me square in the face. I was still standing and I tried to shake myself out of concussion. I noticed when Sean was pushed, a part of his face hit the wall and his right cheek was severely red. I went for Felix and punched him in the face, all of us stopped at this point, realising what was happening.

It was almost like a transition, like sense had been knocked into us.

Felix looked guilty as sin, he opened his mouth to talk, but I didn't let him.

"No, I... I don't want to h-hear it.." I spoke breathlessly, my face still hurting quite a bit.

"Let's just get... to Aaron's p-place.." Sean stuttered a little, trying to gain his breath back.

I walked ahead of the two of them and they followed my lead, I ignored the excruciating pain and continued walking, a feeling of immense guilt hung about me.

Sean Mcloughlin

I could've sworn I scarred my cheek when Felix pushed me away, Mark seemed zoned out, but still able to walk and make his way to Aaron's house; he knew the way like the back of his hand. I walked beside Felix, even though I didn't want to, well, I didn't want to get hit or injured again. Felix looked across at me, his eyes filled with guilt and sadness.

"S-Sean.. I'm sorry.." Felix mumbled, pushing his hair away from his face, he was broken.

"Don't worry about it." I replied, "But you should be apologising to Mark.." I spoke a little quieter, shrugging a little.

"H-He won't speak to me.. At least not now.." Felix stuttered slightly, "I just..." He trailed off, trying to hold his emotions in.

I patted Felix's back reassuringly, I felt like the only one managing my sanity.

"I just.. miss Marzia s-so much.." Felix's voice cracked a little and he quickly wiped his eyes, wincing in pain as under his right eye was red and sore.

"I know Felix.. I know.." I sighed a little, continuing to be assuring.

I took a glance at Mark, he was walking, but I could tell he was still absorbed by his own mind.

"Mark?" I questioned, hoping I snapped him out of his thoughts. "How much further?"

He looked at me a bit, turning his head very slightly and somewhat acknowledging my question.

"Not too far, we're almost there." Mark replied abruptly, he sounded a little irritated.

I sighed, staring at my surroundings. We were soon making our way to the end of the alleyway we were currently walking through, it was already getting dark, it was almost nightfall. God, where the hell did today go?  I thought to myself, running my hand through my green hair; I had to remain as the strong one, I couldn't let my other thoughts get to me, I had to prevail.

Felix and I stopped walking when Mark stopped and leaned against the wall, hiding. That mean't there were more gang members.

Mark motioned for me to check and look around discreetly, since I mainly came up with the ideas to get out of these situations.

I hid back behind the wall again, "Right, you guys got your masks?" Both Mark and Felix nodded, putting them on just as I did. "What we're gonna do, is make a run for it. It's the only way out of this place, and Aaron's house is just up ahead. You guys ready?"

Felix Kjellberg

"You guys ready?"

I nodded, and so did Mark. Sean was the first to run, then Mark and then me. I sprinted as fast as I could, feeling the wind rush past me, it made my heart beat faster. I could hear nothing else but my heavy breathing that was getting faster by the minute, my heart thumping behind my ribcage, my legs were feeling a little weak. But I pushed on, I couldn't let myself be engulfed by my own thoughts and feelings. We all finally made it to Aaron's house, Mark knocked on the door, and Aaron opened it no less than a minute later.

"Woah... You guys look like shit.." Aaron muttered, with wide eyes.

"Yeah.. Thanks asshole.." Mark smirked, still out of breath.

Aaron let us in and shut his door behind us, locking it.

"Seriously though.. What happened to you guys?" Aaron asked, with his typical British accent, I was surprised he even still had it when he's been living in the U.S for almost a year now.

"We'll explain later." Sean scratched his forehead, pulling an awkward smile.

"Um.. I'm just gonna use the bathroom.." I mumbled quietly, everyone nodded. I knew where it was, since I'd been here before.

I opened the bathroom door, shutting and locking it behind me, I glanced into the mirror. I could see bruises beginning to form under my right eye and on my right cheek, and it still hurt like hell, I continued to stare at myself. What was wrong with me? I thought.

I turned the faucet and let the cold water splash onto my hands, my hands felt a little numb as I brought them towards my head and proceeded to wash away the dirt on my face. I glanced back up at the mirror, better, but I knew that the bruises would still appear. I turned off the faucet and dried my hands with a clean towel that was hung up, I huffed, sitting on the floor and grabbing my phone.

I still remembered the day I deleted all my social media apps when Marzia died, at the time I was furious and I gave up on YouTube, I didn't care about anyone or anything, I was still in a state of grieving.

I decided to go through my pictures, those were the only good memories I had left, there were some pictures from Creator Summit..

And then PAX Prime..

I felt myself smiling, wiping happy tears from my eyes. Those were some of the greatest days ever.. I thought, several visages of those events appearing into my mind.

But then I froze up, I saw one photo that made my heart stop for a few seconds... it was the latest and very last selfie I took with Marzia..

My eyes swelled with tears and I began to feel choked up, I brought my arms to my knees and burrowed my head, placing my phone on the floor. I just sat there, crying. I missed Marzia ever so much..

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