Y/N's POV

I couldn't help but feel my heart crack a little inside when he mentioned his girlfriend, but what was I expecting? Just to walk in and immediately get a beautiful stranger to be with me?

I'm sure his girlfriend is kind and stunning at once, she's probably perfect for him, I don't deserve Jimin.

"Y/N? Are you okay?" I heard chloris' voice and blinked a few times before looking up only to see that I had been staring into space and cutting pointlessly on a blank part of my plate, I blushed as everyone stared at me, "yeah sorry, I'm fine, I guess I just wasn't thinking straight."

We all continued eating in awkward silence until we had empty plates, "Thank you for the food Miss. Park." Jungkook said politely and we all followed suit.

Once we'd left the table I decided I was just going to go to bed. I had left everyone else downstairs and was sitting in my bed in silence, trying to piece together my dreams and my reality.

Knock knock

"Uh, come in?" I hesitantly answered the knock on my bedroom door before it opened to reveal just the person I was thinking of. "Oh hi Jimin, what are you doing up here?" I asked with a polite smile.

"Sorry Y/N, I uh, well, I'm not really sure to be honest with you... I just, I guess I wanted to just talk and get to know you?" He seemed unsure of himself so to stop it from becoming awkward I let out a giggle and allowed him into my room.

"okay then Jimin, what do you want to know?" I asked as we sat on my bed, "what was Fantasia like?" He asked and my eyes widened for a moment, "uh... It was nice I guess, but since everything was always perfect, nothing was unique or beautiful in my opinion."

"But wait, haven't you been there?" I asked and he sighed before shaking his head, "I've only come through in my fathers delivery van when I was a child, I've managed to get into every other section, since I'm quite smart, I have muscles and I'm kind but can act cruel, however, I've never looked perfect enough to sneak into Fantasia."

I think you're perfect...

"Oh... Well, Taehyung told me you used to be friends, I just assumed you'd been there before." I mumbled and he laughed a little, "yeah I remember the days I'd be so excited to talk to my Internet pen pal... Then your parents ruined it." He scoffed and I suddenly felt embarrassed.

"I uh, I'm sorry?" I questioned and he widened his eyes, "oh no no no it's okay I didn't mean it like that! It's not your fault!" He panicked making me laugh, "anyway, tell me about your girlfriend then?" I asked and he paused to think for a moment.

"Her name is Han Seung-Yeon, she is beautiful, we've been together for almost a year now, but since she is from the capital... I very rarely see her." He frowned as he thought of her.

(This is Han Seung-Yeon, the closest girl to Jimin's Ideal type irl)

Seeing him in pain because he wants to see someone he loves who is not me, hurts... I barely know him, this is stupid!

"Well she must be amazing if she has you." I smiled slightly and avoided eye contact with Jimin. "Pardon?" He seemed shocked which made me laugh a little.

"Jimin-ah, if she's lucky enough to have someone like you then she must be perfect." I grinned, trying to not let my aching heart make an appearance, "oh... Well, thank you Y/N-ah..." he blushed and bit his lip a little as he looked down, twiddling his fingers.

"Like I already said, I shouldn't really compliment you since I feel bad for Seungyeon, but I think you're beautiful. And so far you seem sweet and funny and it's like I've known you for years." He grinned as he looked up at me and I felt my heart beat quicken as I attempted to wipe the stupid smile off my face.

He has a girlfriend, you shouldn't be flirting with him Y/N.

I suddenly yawned and he looked embarrassed, "oh, Y/N I'm sorry! I completely invaded your time even though you had clearly come up here to sleep! Ah I'm sorr-" he was rambling so I giggled and cut him off.

"Yah, Jiminie pabo, its fine. I liked talking with you, I'm really glad I left Fantasia to meet you." I smiled and he stopped panicking, "and I'm really glad I posted those pictures on that website... Anyway, goodnight Y/N, I'll see you tomorrow." He left my room and I sighed before laying back onto my bed.

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"Y/N! Wake up! We're going to help on the farms!" I heard my younger brothers voice shouting from outside the door, startling me awake, "Yah, Jungkook-ah! Don't shout at me!" I groaned as he entered my room.

"Sorry Noona. Aww you look so cute when you've first woken up..." he giggled and pinched my cheeks, "Yah!" I swatted his hands away making him laughed and go back to the doorway.

"Don't wear fancy clothes, were going to look after some animals today!" He said excitedly, "okay okay just give me a minute to get ready." He nodded and left my room making me sigh and step out of bed still half asleep.

It took me a while to get ready but once I was I admired my outfit choice in the mirror and was pleased that my face didn't have blemishes today even with no makeup.

I put on my Parka coat and headed downstairs to meet everyone, "Y/N how do you always manage to look so good?" Hoseok asked me and I blushed, "Yah... You're embarrassing me... But thank you Hobi." I stood on top toes to give him a peck on the cheek.

When I moved back and opened the door to leave I made note of the way Hoseok Blushed and how everyone just stared in shock towards me.

"Aish, come on! I want to see the animals!" I snapped the boys out of their strange trance and they all left the house, Jimin lead the way down a dirt path before we reached a small stable of horses.

"Oh my god!!! They're so cute!" I squealed and ran forwards towards them, I didn't want to frighten them so when I got closer I started to move slowly.

I held my hand forwards allowing the beautiful pitch black horse in front of me to bring its nose forward making me stroke it, it's nose felt like velvet, and it's eyes stared at me as if in curiosity.

"Woah, Y/N! That's Blake, he never lets anyone near him..." Jimin suddenly spoke from behind me, I continued to run my hands along Blake's cheek and down his neck as he moved closer, he was tied to a pole in the yard outside the stables meaning I could see his whole body.

He really was a stunning horse, but if he doesn't let people touch him then he definitely can't be ridden.

"Jimin, he's so beautiful." I said in awe as the other guys kind of just stood and stared, they've been doing that a lot recently... "I know, he's never been ridden before, he never even lets people stroke him... I wonder why you?" Jimin questioned as he came slowly closer to me.

"Y/N I'm going to do something just don't move to fast or freak out." Jimin said as he put his hands on my waist.

I blushed as he held me close to him, what I didn't see was Jungkook clenching his fists in anger behind us. Jimin lifted me and told me to move my legs so I could sit on Blake's back.

There was no saddle but I complied and I managed to sit properly on the horse without him freaking out.

I held onto the bottom of his mane gently as he slightly shuffled on the spot. "This is crazy!" Jimin said excitedly, "Y/N you're incredible!"

I grinned and let go with one hand to continue stroking him, "hit him gently with one of your feet." Jimin instructed, I was confused but did as I was told nevertheless.

Suddenly Blake started to walk forwards, it was slow but it's still made me jump, I realised Jimin had untied the rope attaching him to the pole and was starting to get friendlier horses for the others to ride.

Blake just slowly walked his way around the yard as we waited for the rest of the guys.

Taehyung and Hoseok were really natural and seemed to get it straight away, whereas Jungkook was nervous and clearly had no clue what to do to get a horse to listen to you.

Jimin said he'd be back in second and that he needed to get his horse, Hailey. Kookie continued attempting to control his horse as Tae, Hobi and I started trying to get them to go a little faster in the small amount of space we had.

When Jimin came back on a gorgeous white horse I swear it looked like a scene from a movie. He was trotting over towards us but it seemed as though it was a beautiful slow motion shot from some romantic knight in shining armour movie.

"Right, we'll ride them through the woods this way." Jimin explained as he caught up, trotting slightly to the trees on the right hand side of us.

He tapped Hailey with his foot a few times making her start to gallop faster, we all followed behind and surprisingly Jungkook got the hang of things and we were all going fine!

I was still surprised that Blake was fine with me considering what Jimin had explained but he was being really well behaved.

"Woah!!!" I looked over and suddenly saw Jungkook's horse stop to halt and Jungkook falling off.

I couldn't help but burst out laughing at him as Blake stopped for me slowly. I hopped down and Jungkook stood before grabbing the reins on his horse, we couldn't put reins on Blake so I was the only one without a way to hold on properly.

"Kookie. They've left us behind now, well done!" I said sarcastically and he huffed, "this horse just doesn't listen!" He said angrily as he tried to drag the horse along, however she refused and just stood there eating grass from the floor.

"Ughhh!!!" He groaned in frustration and I wrapped my arms around him in a hug to calm him down, "oh... Thank you Noona." He blushed and wrapped his arms around me. When I pulled back I kissed him on the cheek and smiled widely at him.

"Come on pabo, get on the horse and we'll catch up." He stood frozen staring into my eyes, "Jungkook?" I questioned but he didn't move.

He still had his arms wrapped around my lower back until I felt one of his hands move to behind my neck, "J-Jungkook-ah? What are you doing?" He just continued to ignore me.

His hand started to push my head closer as his face came closer to mine and it suddenly clicked, he's going to kiss me... My own brother, well adopted brother... He's going to kiss me...

I couldn't get out of his grip since he was so much stronger than me, even despite him being younger. His lips made contact with mine an he started to kiss me softly, it was as though I was hypnotised but I couldn't help kissing him back...

My hands made their way around his shoulders as we kissed, suddenly I heard more horses and immediately broke away from him.

My face reddened and I moved away as I saw the others coming back to us, "what are you two doing? Come on!" Taehyung shouted as they stood and waited for us to get back onto our horses.

I looked over to Jungkook who was also blushing but he had a smile on his face.

My little brother just kissed me...

And I just kissed him back...

As we started moving again, Jungkook made sure to stay beside me and I was confused and awkward, I'm not sure of my feelings towards him...

I've known him my whole life and this is exactly what Mother used to be afraid of, we were both really close and that's what has made him develop these feelings...

I feel bad, but I just see Jungkook as a friend and brother... I don't want to hurt him...

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- A.N.

Uh ohhhhh Jungkookie is gonna get heartbroken whooopssss

I still don't have a plan for this story it's just kinda going wherever it goes...

Anyway!

Thank you for reading I hope you liked it!

> Jazzi :)