I woke up in a panic, I don't know why but I just held my stuffed bunny as tears roll down my face. This has been going on for a few weeks, "maybe if I took my mind off..." I whispered to myself as I got out of bed . Today was a training day so I just grabbed my uniform and got dressed. Even though we don't have war or any big fights going on , Germany still wants us to keep up training like the good old days, he's even less strict!
 
Once I arrived I surprisingly early as not even japan was here yet! I decided to warm up myself for a bit as Germany was still doing his warmup laps. Once I finished warming up Germany finally saw me and went up                    "Italy? What are you doing here? Your normally still sleeping" he said in a surprised voice and looked at me to make sure this was the true Italy and not a prank.
"Nah, couldn't sleep no more so decided to come early. I even stretched!" I smiled brightly. He nodded and we talked to a bit before japan got here and stretched himself.
       
Once japan was done we did our laps and I even was not laking! Though I did see Germany take some notes down. I guess I'll try harder ...
Soon it was finished and it was towards lunch time "how about lunch? Will salad work?" He asked the both of us "and pasta-"
"No, I want a salad please" I said quickly. I didn't feel like pasta today he was shocked and nodded. Japan didn't say much but he internally was, he even went to make a phone call
"Hello? Spain, it's japan... May I talk to Romano please?" He whispered into the phone as Spain agreed and gave the phone to Romano,
      
"Si? Romano talking" he said tiredly
"Ah sorry to wake you up but Italy said he didn't want pasta..." he whispered to the phone glancing at me "and even was doing good at practice"
"Well no Duh.. Italy has more than just pasta in our country, we have salads, steak, truffles, coffee, fish,  and bread! As for the working thing. Normally once if he is thinking is when he actually does shit" he mumbled out some stuff.
Japan nodded and said goodbye before ending the call. Once finished we all entered Germany's house for some salad, Germany had a beer while japan had tea, I just had water. I cleaned the dishes and soon after we left.

I decided to pack my bags since we had a world meeting coming up and it was in England's area. Once I returned home I packed my bag and I decided to clean up and cleanse my house since I haven't been home all day. I left out incense and candles and salt on my doors and windows. Once finished and made sure no fire hazard. I decided to go get ready for bed.

Once I was ready for bed I looked into the mirror combing my hair "nice one big shot~" I growled at myself and giggled. I kept getting text from Romano and Germany to make sure I was fine. I guess I should think less at practice, sighing I decided to go to bed

Normally this is how most nights go, in a empty area where I still there for hours, but this one tonight seemed more weird, I had a few doors in front of me. Each had different wood, styles, and even what they made me feel. I saw one that looked and pulled towards me and I entered it
"Hello?" I questioned out and the room looked like mine only.. more harsher toned. I heard a door opened and saw someone who looked just like me "feliciano?" The man whispered at me who kinda looked like me. I grabbed one of my guns and pointed at the head as they smiled "nice to meet you... I'm Luciano" he dropped what was in his hand. A paint brush,
Feeling like I can trust him I put my gun down, man.. tonight's going to be long isnt it? Oh well...