the kitten is very cute, i must say. it makes me happy to look at it, though i only saw it for a few seconds. i have decided that it also makes me happy to look at her. she's cute too, just like her cat. she seems to be involved with alfred though. oh, that poor girl. doesn't she know his reputation? alfred will use her then leave her. should i say something? she seems so nice, i don't want her to get hurt. all he's going to do is break her heart. i'm really worried for her. i know, i shouldn't care about someone i've only just met. it would make more sense for me to fall in love with my crazed sister than a complete stranger. what's wrong with me?

i am not in love then, i guess, which makes sense. i have never bee in love before, but i've read enough stories and heard enough tales to know that love is like living on a cloud and feeling happy all the time no matter what. i think alfred is in love with the world, and that's why he's always so happy. he's in love with the very concept of living, of being here in general. but this gets in the way of him really caring for a girl. even arthur is better with women than he.

this girl. i'm not in love with her. sometimes i wonder if it's possible for me to love.

sometimes i wonder if it's possible for someone to love me.