If I had a petal for everytime
my heart ached with
the thought of you

I would plant a garden of roses
with my shaky hands,
a hedge of love

I would build a castle of glass
with my sacred thoughts,
a gateway to my heart

I would build a well to
the end of the world,
fill it with sunlight and honesty

Is it selfish to want you
my heart like cinders
at the thought of you

I wonder why my veins are cold
why I feel this emptiness
lead in my bones

Running, running
to the dark skies
with my burdened soul

Let me love you
one more time
Let me be selfish
one more time

Maybe it's just a mood
maybe it's just how I feel right now
maybe I just need to let my heart heal

But I think could fill my room with
those memories
past people, faded smiles
smudges on a window I remember
I remember you too

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