The Words I want to hear

FAN FICTION, ROMANCE, YAOI
Chapter II.

The only thing I own is this story, and some characters that did not appear in Kuroko No Basuke anime/manga. I might've changed their personalities so I apologize in advance.

Warning: Sexual doings, inappropriate language, abuse, etc. Please be aware.

Enjoy...

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Kuroko ~

The same question since yesterday kept bugging me.

Why was Akashi-kun touching my leg like that?

His actions were too complicated. Why is he even trying to reach my boxers? Is there something inside that he wants to get a hold of?

I went straight forward to the library and signed in for the computer. As soon as I sat down, I immediately typed: What does it mean when Akashi-kun touches my leg?

Without a few seconds, it appeared: Did you mean, "What does it mean when he touches my leg?"...

Huh. I never knew the computer also knows Akashi-kun.

I clicked on the first thing that came up and it says: "Most likely it means he likes you and wants to move to the next step," Well of course Akashi-kun would like me. Why would he act kind if he hates me, right? And what does it mean 'wants to move to the next step'? Next step to where?

"Or it could be his way of trying to show you he is that interested..." Akashi-kun is interested in what? My boxers?

"If it makes you uncomfortable try reaching and grabbing his hand and just holding it in a way that's comfortable for you. That way he gets the physical connection he wants and you get to feel in control and comfortable." So I just have to hold Akashi-kun's hand when he tries to tickle me like that? Well, that wasn't complicated at all.

"GOOD MORNING, KUROKOCCHI!" Kise bluntly shouted beside my ear.

"Good morning, Kise-kun. Please lower down your voice. We're in the library. You don't have any reasons to shout anyways, I'm right beside you."

"You're so mean, Kurokocchi! You know that I was just trying to scare you! Anyways..." He lowered down his voice and became serious. "do you know where Akashicchi might be? He's not here yet and it's very unlikely of him to be going to school later."

I shrugged. "No need to worry. He was completely fine yesterday..." Though I felt something was not right that time.

"Were you with him yesterday?"

"Yes."

"I never knew he would hang out with a guy like you, Kurokocchi!" His face was shocked, "...though that's not an insult. I mean, he doesn't hang out with anyone besides you."

I nodded, "He also walked me to my house yesterday."

"He..." He paused for a bit and inhaled, "HE DID WHAT?!"

"Kise-kun, you completely heard what I said. Now quiet down..."

"But- he's not the kind of person that would walk someone home! Are you okay with this? Do you feel a bit strange Kurokocchi??"

"Akashi-kun said it was his duty to take responsibility for his team. He also said he wasn't his choice to do so because he's the captain..." Why would Akashi-kun come fo me in the first place? I'm just making him-

"Do you even have a clue what's going on, Kurokocchi?" He looked at me with curiosity.

"I do not know what you're talking about, Kise-kun-"

"He's in love with you!"

"Could you guys keep it down please? Some people are trying to be here in the library for peace." A feminine voice said behind a stack of books.

"S-sorry, sorry!" Kise-kun replied.

What does he mean he's in love with me? I have no problems about a guy falling in love with the same sex but... isn't that impossible? Me and Akashi-kun? Dating?

"I think you are mistaken, Kise-kun-"

"Let's have a real talk outside with some privacy-"

"I still have to look for something else-"

"That can wait-"

"NO!"

"DIDN'T SOME GIRL JUST TELL YOU GUYS TO SHUT THE FUCK UP? WELL DO IT." A guy who's holding a book scolded us.

"Sorry." I sighed. "I need to search something... about Akashi-kun too." I quietly sat back down on my chair and started to scroll down some pages that I'm looking for, "Here,"

Kise-kun grabbed another chair and sat beside me, reading what's on the screen. "Holy shit, he was trying to seduce you?" He whispered.

"What does seduce mean?"

Kise-kun sighed and placed his chin in between his thumb and the point finger, "Hmm," It's like I'm talking to a helpless kid right now who's asking for sex-ed. He thought. "It's in a sexual way that... uhh... meaning that he wants to have... uhm..."

"...Sex?" I continued.

Kise-kun's face became pale and flushed at the same time, "Shh! You don't have to say the 's' word like it doesn't have a meaning! You're straight face doesn't help either!"

"You were mumbling and you're talking too slow so I decided to help you..."

"Okay, okay, back to the subject." Kise-kun is in his thinking mode again. "Why don't you try to recall what happened yesterday and tell me every single detail. Including how you felt, or if there was something weird Akashicchi was doing and so on. Now let's go outside and-"

*bells ringing*

"Ugh... what the heck?"

"Relax, Kise-kun. We'll talk about it at lunch..." I placed my hand on his shoulder, making him sigh deeper.

"...just when it's in the good part."

"Did you say something, Kise-kun?"

He turned around and faced me, "Oh- no, no, no! I didn't say anything! Ha ha ha... It's nothing to be worried about." He raised in arms in surrender.

"Okay."

He let out a relieved sigh.

Though I'm still confused...

Akashi-kun's weird behavior? I don't recognize anything.
What I felt? I felt happy about it.

But... what is that feeling when your heart beats fast but in a good way, your getting calmer when something that person did to you was heartwarming.

What is that... emotion called again?

L-love?

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Akashi ~

I groggily took another bag for my clothes to put on. This is it. Both of my parents and brother wants me to get out of this house, so I will gladly do as they please.

I took my uniforms and placed it at the bottom of the bag.

I'm not gonna use this for a while...

At first, I didn't know where I was supposed to go. But then, my cousin (he also hate my parents) said he wants to apply me to his job and live with him since he have two extra bedrooms. It isn't that bad... right?

But the thing is... I have to apply where he works too. I still need to work to pay for food, rents, etc. and not waste my saved money (since I am still a minor). It won’t be great at the start but I have no choice to get used to it. The apartment is really cheap, so I have no problem.

I closed the zipper and took the other bags. I went downstairs and saw no one else besides my cousin who is waiting impatiently. "Dude, come on!"

He's a 24 year old man who acts like a high school student.

His clothing, how he talks, his posture- everything.

"Why the hell are you complaining when you're the one who's not even helping a hand."

"Tch..." He grabbed one of my bags and putting it in his shoulder, "Let's go then."

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We reached his place for about half an hour using a bus.

And it's actually near Tetsuya's favorite restaurant where he gets his favorite drink.

I don't really want him to see me like this, almost helpless because I got kicked out of my house. You could say that I'm not used to be in some informal places but we don't know if we don't try, right?

Oh, fuck this. This shit is going to be hard...

Jino, my cousin, placed the key into the doorknob and pushed the door to get inside. It smells nice... I thought. He switched on the lights and I cannot believe what I saw.

Almost every wall is covered with books inside these huge shelves. It was cramped and messy, but it's a different type of messy. I mean, he's a lazy adult who doesn't care about his appearance or how he acts but, does he really live here?

I removed my shoes and checked one of the shelves that are close to me.

The books are all arranged in order, alphabetical and the author. Holy shit... I mentally cursed.

"I'm not that kind of guy you think I am, Akashi." He removed his footwear and carefully placed my bag on the table, "Sure, I look like a person who's unclean and doesn't give a damn about the world but... I'm not even close to that kind of guy."

I closed my mouth that I don't even know it’s open, "I guess you don't have to judge a book by its cover..."

He let out a laugh, "Borrow anything you like in there. Just make sure you don't rip one of the pages off."

I did not give a reply and already have a novel on my hand. I flipped the pages without taking a look on its cover and I landed at something I really did not want to know.

Kaito threw Taiki on the bed and pinned him down. Before Taiki could even say a single word, his lover crashed his soft, plumped lips into his and caressed his tongue with the other. Taiki moaned out loud, making Kaito smirk into the kiss...

What the hell did I just read... Though out of my conciousness I continue to read more.

Kaito immediately removed Taiki's shirt, hands travelling around his stomach to his member, making Taiki jolt. Kaito didn't break the kiss but he massaged Taiki's member, earning some loud moans...

"I see you're into those kind of books, Akashi." Jino said beside me, smiling. "I never knew-"

I pressed the book closed and returned it where I found it, "No, no, no. It's a complete misunderstanding-"

He blocked the opening with his hand so I couldn't put the novel back, "its okay... you know."

"Then why do you have these kinds of inappropriate books? Are you...?"

"No, i'm straight. It's just a gift from my friend."

"But... still! You shouldn't keep these kinds of things around here-"

"It's not like everyone can see it..."

Shit... he caught me.

I sighed, "...you're a perverted man."

He laughed and smiled, "Said the kid who enjoyed and continued reading the book that isn't supposed to be read by minors."

I bowed my head in defeat. Yes, you read it right. Because what he said was the truth.

Heat is forming on my cheeks, my hands making its way to my face to cover embarrassment.

"You can still read it, I don't mind. You do need to learn about sex some more... but that's a guy with a guy so I don't know if it can help-"

"I'm not a dumb kid, idiot!" I hid my face and went to get my bags. "I'm going to my room."

I didn't know where I was going so I head to the hall that looks like where the rooms are located.

"Is there someone in your mind?" He shouted from the living room.

Kuroko Tetsuya.

"Shut your fucking mouth, Jino!" I replied shouting back.

A few laughs of his kept echoing in the whole apartment, "Your room is beside the bathroom! And Akashi..." He paused and held his laugh. "...just make sure you return that book!"

I stopped at my tracks and raised my hand to see I was still carrying the novel I read a while ago...

Damn it. Now he got his suspicions..

I barged in to my room and planted my face onto the pillow without even dropping the bags on the floor.

I was embarrassed, yes, but I couldn't help but think how happy am I going to be if I called Tetsuya mine.

END OF CHAPTER II.

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Note:

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Up next: Chapter III:

(2015 me: Worst. Chapter. Ever.)

Can Kuroko & Akashi live without each other?