That's everything I ever wanted to be.
That the one thing I'll never be.
Because, how can I be pretty?
I try so fucking hard, but I can't be pretty.
I tried to lose weight,
A fucking digusting glow drink from the perfect social media girls.
Every workout I could find.
Every make-up tutorial I could find.
I tried to starve myself, tried to throw up.
I tried everything.
But I never made it.
I never got pretty.
But that's everything I ever wanted to be.
And being pretty, that must be such an amazing feeling.
Everyone would fall for you, respect you.
Everybody would love you.
But I'll never experience being pretty.
Because I am not pretty.
I can starve myself to death,
I can starve myself till I am underweight.
But I will never be pretty enough.
Never be pretty enough for you.