Chapter 8: A New Crush, Heartbroken, And Jealousy
-Ein's POV-
It's been a few weeks and Kai has helped me a lot with settling in with Phoenix Drop High we've been going back and forth with each other's houses we even purposely left multiple changes of clothes knowing we would be at each other's houses
Whatever I tried no matter what I could never get away from that sweet orange-haired Meif'Wa.
When I was separated from him I always felt so alone I don't feel the same without him he's the only thing my mind will focus on and I think he feels the same
However lately I've been feeling like that more because he's always hanging out with Aphmau now he would laugh and talk with her as I just sat there like the 3rd wheel I've even seen him give her the tuna sandwich when I actually didn't mind them anymore and thought they were delicious which really hurt me and made me jealous now
However I will say Aphmau was really pretty, cute, so sweet, kind, smart, and just flat out perfect she was also the Alpha Female and all the werewolves loved her so I wouldn't be surprised if Kai fell for her too because even I developed a crush on her even though I was dating Kai
Though whenever I ate lunch with her and Kai I always ended up getting up and leaving since my boyfriend would never pay attention to me anymore
Every time I got up and left I would sit at a different table like the lone wolf I was and always had been
One day I ended up meeting 2 new werewolves named Jax and Ryder and ended up becoming good friends with them they didn't care I was omega so I once again didn't feel so alone even though I still haven't told them about me and Kai we haven't told anyone
They were a lot like me too meaning they too were both bad boys just like me and we ended up becoming a trio of friends even though they annoyed the shit out of me sometimes and gave me a headache when they wouldn't listen but yes I did become their leader because they realized I was so much more hardcore than even they were
Even with the 2 new friends I had made I still missed Kai a lot but he's probably moved on even though it hurt I also cared a lot about Aphmau as well
One day I was feeling so depressed that I didn't even bother sitting with any one and when Jax and Ryder tried cheering me up I just got up and left them as well and sat in the hallways by the lockers just crying softly to myself
(⚠️A/n: trigger warning coming up so if you're sensitive to this kind of stuff I suggest you don't read this part⚠️)
as I sat crying on my own I let my depressed and even suicidal thoughts wonder thinking to myself "Maybe I should just skip the rest of school and go home to hang myself I don't wanna deal with this heartache pain anymore" "Why did I even bother coming to school today I just don't wanna exist right now"
What made it even worse is that some werewolf students decided to pick a fight with me and began bullying me as the omega the main one said
Leader wolf: "Hey guys look isn't that the omega let's rough him up a little for fun"
Ein: "Guys you know I can hear you"
Leader wolf: "And what are you going to do about it"
Ein: "Guys pleas I'm not In the mood to fight right now"
Leader wolf: "Well then it's perfect because you won't do anything about this"
That's when the walked up to me and gave me a hard punch in arm I just ignored it and they kept attacking me but I still ignored it
Ein: "Guys please you don't wanna get me angered"
Leader wolf: "pfff yeah right"
That's when he hit me in the face making my eyes go emerald with rage as I stood up and fought back which only hurt me more but physically instead
I fought well but I almost gave up when I was thrown against the lockers but I got up and still fought
Leader wolf: "So the omega wants more
Ein: "I TOLD YOU NOT TO FUCKING ANGER ME IM IN A REALLY BAD MOOD RIGHT NOW" *pushes him down but get hit from another angle*
Leader wolf: "Haha your strong aren't you"
Ein: "SHUT THE FUCK UP I'LL FUCKING DESTROY YOU"
Leader wolf: "Pfff yeah right"
That's when my rage took full control over me and I went on a constantly attacking rage winning against them panting hardcore as I still stood in an attack position
Leader wolf: "Come on guys this isn't fun anymore when the omega ends up winning"
They get up and then leave me alone once again
After that fight which I fought very well in but I now had so much pain all over my body with the many cuts and bruises I had while my whole body ached but my back hurt the worst and my depression was now worse than it was before
-A/N-
⚠️OFFICIALLY THE TRIGGER WARNING⚠️
this part gets super dark as I said before so again please for your own safety if you're sensitive to stuff like this please don't read this part I mean it
-End A/N-
So that was the last straw for me after the school bell rang I would go home and hang myself I really didn't want to deal with this at all anymore
A few hours go by and the bell finally rings and I decided to do what I was going to do when I got home
I had just finished making the noose and was going to do it so I set up the stool and put myself in the noose then kicked out the stool from underneath my feet making the rope tighten around my neck leaving me hanging
A few minutes go by and I was at the last seconds of life gasping for air and struggling but at the same time didn't even care a fucking shit I wanted to be killed my vision finally started to blur as I had my last few seconds of life I thought to myself "yes finally I won't have to deal with all of this anymore my fucked up life will soon be in the past"
That's when I see the very blurred door get kicked down entirely as a very blurry figure run up to the noose and cut it away from my neck making me fall into the figure's arms just before blacking out from lack of oxygen
-Kai's POV-
I was walking home from school when I passed Ein's house and in the window saw a violently swinging rope hanging from the ceiling.
Seeing that violently swinging rope made me think "oh fuck EIN" I then instantly snap into rescue mode tossing my backpack aside violently and in a rush as I sprinted full speed into the house kicking down the door where I saw the violently swinging rope from the window to see Ein swinging from it both in distress and in pleasure like he wanted it
That's when I instantly sprint towards him taking out my pocket knife I carried for safety and started cutting the rope from around his neck in a hurried panic before it was to late saying in a rushed tone as I sawed through the rope "come on, Come On, COME ON CUT ALREADY!!"
After what felt like forever the rope finally gave way releasing Ein's limp almost lifeless body which I catch from falling and sprint to my house at top speed grabbing my backpack with my tail as I passed it.
I was heading to my house instead of keeping him at his house because I didn't want him to get the urge of wanting to try to do that again plus his dad I know would just drive him to trying it again anyways with the abuse
When I get home I yell in a rushed tone to my parents "!!"
They were still curious but just brushed it off
I bring Ein up to my room and set him on the bed giving him mouth to mouth as he was pretty blacked out and really short on breath if I didn't see that swinging rope in the window when I did he would have definitely been a goner no doubt about it
A few minutes go by and I change then once I was done changing he finally sits up coughing, choking, crying, and gasping for air making me get pretty pissed off at him since I really cared about him
Kai: "EIN WHAT THE LITERAL HELL IF I DIDN'T SEE THAT SWINGING ROPE IN THE WINDOW WHEN I DID YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN A GONER YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH"
Ein: *hugs Kai and sobs into his chest* "I-I'm sorry" "I-I wanted to be dead because I-I thought you didn't love m-me anymore"
Kai: *hugs him back* "Aww Ein why would you ever think that baby"
Ein: "B-Because you've been h-hanging out with A-Aphmau so m-much that you l-leave me as a th-third wheel"
Kai: "I didn't realize I'm sorry baby I'll try not to do that anymore"
Ein: "even I-If you do at lunch p-promise you'll give me attention a-after"
Kai: "I promise" *hugs him tighter*
Ein: *winces in pain* "Th-That to tight"
Kai: *lets go* "I'm sorry"
Ein: "Mmph...it's fine"
That's when I realized he was rubbing his neck because it was still raw from the rope being so tight around it
Kai: "Ein I'll be right back"
Ein: "Mmph...ok"
I then leave the room and grab some first aid soothing lotion for the raw rope burn around his neck and I returned to him sitting on the bed next to him
Kai: "I couldn't help but notice your neck still being raw from rope burn"
Ein: "Yeah it hurts"
Kai: "So I brought this but you're gonna have to....umm" *blushes*
Ein: "unbutton part of my uniform shirt"
Kai: "Y-Yes"
Ein: *blushes* "It's fine I-I get it"
I then see him unbutton part of the uniform and pull it down past his shoulders revealing the rope burn for me so I could rub in the lotion
But I also noticed his arms were all bruised up and cut and his uniform even had scratches on it making me very worried as I wanted to inspect the rest of his body to make sure nothing was broken or making him bleed internally
Kai: "E-Ein do mind I-If you could take the r-rest of your uniform sh-shirt off"
Ein: "Wh-Why"
Kai: "Please"
Ein: "F-Fine"
He then takes of his uniform shirt entirely revealing more bruises and cuts including a huge major bruise on his back
Kai: "Oh my Irene Ein you got in a fight didn't you"
Ein: "yes"
Kai: "Who did this to you"
Ein: "A few werewolf kids decided to gang up on me I fought back and won against them though"
Kai: "But baby you're horribly banged up now"
Ein: "I know I am but a werewolf has gotta stand up for themselves and fight back in defense especially as an omega"
Kai: "I guess that makes sense but your poor back"
Ein: "I know I was thrown against the lockers"
Kai: "dang"
Ein: "Yeah"
Kai: "This might hurt but I have to make sure it's not broken"
Ein: "Ok"
I then put an arm around his stomach making me blush pretty hard as I felt his very toned abs Since I had no idea Ein was that buff at all
Though I just brushed it off and began making sure his back wasn't broken so I gently pushed him forward showing his backbone then gently pushed him back up as I pushed on his spine making him badly wince while I did this twice as pain shot through out his entire body making him cry as well
Ein: "AAHGH...FUCK THAT HURTS LIKE HELL"
Kai: "I'm sorry"
Ein: "FUCK!!"
Kai: "Hey it's ok I'm done now your lucky it's not broken it's just badly bruised"
Ein: "It hurt so bad though"
Kai: "I can tell and it's because it's the worst bruise you have right now"
Ein: "I kinda figured it would be I mean hell I was thrown against metal lockers for Irene's sake"
Kai: "Yeah, I'll be right back I'm gonna get an ice pack for you so I can soothe the bruise"
Ein: "Ok"
Kai: "Also feel free to change out of your uniform I'll be out of the room"
Ein: "Thank you"
Kai: "No problem"
I then leave the room and grab an ice pack then started to head back upstairs to Ein when my mom stops me"
Mom: "Kai?"
Kai: *thinks to self* "Damn it I'm sorry Ein" "Yes mom"
Mom: "what was that about sweetie I didn't even get to ask how your day was because you literally ran upstairs to your bedroom with that wolf boy in such a hurried panic. I get that you're gay but I was just curious on why you had your pocket knife out and were in such a hurry to get upstairs to your bedroom with him"
Kai: "I don't wanna talk about it, it's really personal especially for Ein"
Mom: "Ok that's understandable I just worry about you is all"
Kai: "I know" "But all I'll say is that Ein is extremely depressed like really bad depressed"
Mom: "Oh...Now I see why you don't want to talk about it that is a super personal topic so you found him..."
Kai: "Yes, I did...but I saved him before it was well to late is all I'll say"
Mom: "Good"
Kai: "Yeah"
Mom: "The poor baby I didn't know he was that depressed to do that"
Kai: "Well he is"
Mom: "You better watch him like a hawk now because one day he could try to do what he did today once again"
Kai: "I will, because I can't lose that wolf I love him to much to let it happen again"
Mom: "Good"
Kai: "Yeah"
That's when I hear Ein call me from upstairs and I see him leaning against the rail dressed in his after school clothes
Ein: "Mmph...Kai? Where are you?"
Kai: "One second babe"
Ein: "Are you coming back?"
Kai: "Yeah, so don't worry about it babe"
Mom: "Heh I think it's cute that you call him that"
Kai: *blushes* "Shut up"
Mom: "hehe well anyways go ahead take care of your little puppy"
Kai: "please don't call him that, That's my shtick"
Mom: "Fine"
Kai: "Thank you"
I then head up to see Ein still leaning against the railing he looked so beat up still hurting my heart a little I wish I was there to protect him from those werewolves and if I did that I could have also saved him from even making the noose too
Kai: "Hey lets get you back in bed ok"
Ein: "Mmhm"
I get him back to bedroom and sit on the bed telling him to lay on me while I iced his back.
He listens and with out hesitation climbs into bed and lays with his head against my chest as I iced his badly bruised back. He winced at first touch then didn't mind it and relaxed
Kai: "Ein please don't ever do that again"
Ein: .....
Kai: "Ein please promise that you won't try it again I love you too much and I don't wanna lose you or find you dead hanging from a noose ever again you really worried me ya know"
Ein: "I'm sorry I made you worry about me" *nuzzles into his chest*
Kai: "Heh it's alright...but again Ein please promise me you won't ever try hanging yourself again baby"
Ein: *sighs* "Fine I promise won't try to hang myself ever again but no promises that my depression won't try to drive me to suicide in a different way"
Kai: "Well then from this point on I'm watching you like a hawk stocking it's prey"
Ein: "Fare enough"
Kai: "Also this is entirely of topic but Ein when I was checking to make sure your back wasn't broken I m-may have t-touched your abs
Ein: *blushes hardcore* "W-WHAT!!"
Kai: *blushes hardcore with him* "I-I didn't m-mean it I-I swear b-but I-I had no idea y-you had such a s-six pack I-I knew you were strong b-but...ack I-I'm blushing so h-hard"
Ein: *blush calms a little* "Heh heh...th-thank you I-I'm a w-werewolf remember so of course I-I have toned a-abs it's p-part of werewolf nature w-we're b-born very strong I-I just workout a-a lot"
Kai: "W-While it's very h-hot even s-sexy n-nonetheless"
Ein: "Awww...K-Kai"
Kai: "Ahem...*calms blush down a little* "I'm honestly kinda jealous of that"
Ein: *blushes heats up again* "Heh heh"
Kai: "Anyways being a werewolf sounds awesome"
Ein: "Heh...It is though we have our weaknesses remember" *says under breath* "even if they're really embarrassing ones that other werewolves don't have like me getting motion sick"
Kai: "True" "Also what was that other thing"
Ein: "N-Nothing"
Kai: "Alright"
Ein: "Though as awesome as it is to be a werewolf I do envy things about Meif'Wa that werewolves don't have"
Kai: "Oh? Like?"
Ein: "One of the things is that you guys can fall asleep with ease because of the cat side"
Kai: "Heh yeah"
Ein: "You guys are also so agile and kinda graceful while a werewolf is just rough and tumble"
Kai: "Heh...that's what come with being part cat"
Ein: "Meif'Wa are amazing climbers as well it the most graceful and agile about you guys and it's very impressive unlike werewolves who are the absolute worst climbers we can do it but it's sloppy and not agile or graceful at all we'll probably end up falling down and breaking our tail anyways if we try"
Kai: "Haha now I wanna see a werewolf try to climb a tree"
Ein: "No you don't"
Kai: "Fine"
We talked and laughed for what seemed only like a few minutes but it ended up being for hours and it was getting late we were both getting sleepy.
Ein: "Kai?"
Kai: "Yeah"
Ein: "Do Meif'Wa purr"
Kai: *blushes hardcore* "W-What do you m-mean"
Ein: "You know like cats when they're happy"
Kai: "W-Well if you m-must know we do"
Ein: "That's cute"
Kai: "But it's mainly when we're pet like a werewolf pants and wags it's tail when it's pet"
Ein: "Ah that makes sense"
Kai: "Yeah"
I then hear Ein whimper and feel him nuzzle into my chest signaling me that he was getting sleepy which made me smile softly as I began rubbing his ear when I noticed the piercings
Kai: "Hey Ein did it hurt"
Ein: "What do you mean"
Kai: "Your piercings did it hurt when you got your left ear pierced"
Ein: "Yeah a little but not to bad"
Kai: "I'm surprised ears are very is sensitive to Meif'Wa and werewolves"
Ein: "Yeah"
Kai: "Well it looks really cool on you Ein you really pull off the bad boy look"
Ein: "Heh...Thanks Kitty~"
Kai: "You're welcome Puppy~"
And with that Ein soon falls asleep from me petting his ears making me smile softly again as I to end up falling asleep holding him close to my chest and even letting out the purr he asked if Meif'Wa do a little while ago I feel him smirk against me and sleepily sayin his sleep
Ein: "So Meif'Wa do purr"
Kai: "Yeah we do Puppy~"
A/n:
Aww I can't even right now this chapter was sad as first but it ended up being so freaking cute I loved that end scene so much
Im pretty sure this chapter was the longest one I've written in this book so far it was approximately 3454 words in all by the end of it
So with that being said until next time "I Love You All And I Will See You Guys Escalater" ;3
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